how long
how long did it take me to realize that I deserve SO much better than what you had given me
how long did it take me to realize that you actually weren’t good to me
how long did it take me to realize that every single good memory I have from my time with you had been tainted by your sourness
how long did it take me to realize that you manipulated me into whatever you wanted me to be
how long did it take me to realize that you made me hate who I was because you crushed my self-confidence
the answer to all of these is too long.
I deserve someone who treats me like a queen
I deserve someone who treats me well
I deserve who realizes all my flaws and quirks and loves them anyways
I deserve someone who will make happy memories with me that will remain happy regardless how many time I look back on them
I deserve someone who doesn’t want to control me or who I am
I deserve someone who makes me feel beautiful.
Too bad you didn’t realize what you had before it was way too late.















