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profoundum:
“This is the first time I’m hearing of this, but perhaps it does exist out there somewhere still.” Quite honestly, she’d prefer for it not to be something that exists, it sounds terrifying.
“I find it intriguing.” Almost because it sounds impossible, yet there were many cases circulating. “The video has people in it, and whoever is shown there will die. It’s only a rumor, fufu. Would you like more explanation?”
“Wasn’t there a video that shows whoever’s going to die in the future? Is that still going on?”
"Mayu, does that… present you gave me on my birthday have a name?"
“Huh..?” Confused... for a second.
“Are you implying you haven’t given it a name yet? Dummy, you’re supposed to name it yourself, it’s for you after all!”
17, 34, 35, 46
17: Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress
Presentation is very important to her, outer appearance needs to be faultless. After all, it’s the first thing that captivates people’s eyes and attention. The initial one that indicates whether someone could be considered sane(?) enough to trust.
Wardrobe full of elegance and sugar, lace and frills. A lolita’s dream, perhaps. Mayu prefers something Lolita-centered, ranging from GothLoli, Ama-Loli, Classic, to Sailor. Mostly dresses that are puffed in such a ruffly manner, it’s almost alienating to see someone with such fashion on the streets. Although, there are days where she would consider wearing casual clothing, but only if necessary (I’m pretty sure there’ll still be some ruffles and ribbons, but tamed). But really, Mayu favors dresses a lot, she would wear them often in public.
34: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)
THERE’S NO SUCH THING AS PRIVACY WHEN IT COMES TO MAYU.
Sure she won’t share much about herself, because she thinks it’s not mandatory. Anything related to her past is something she wants to FORGET and bringing that up to her would only make her puzzled. She doesn’t like talking about her life too much. However, Mayu wants to find everything about people she interacts to. Really nosy and wants to know people’s businesses. Usually it’s to find information that would benefit (blackmail, threats, and such) her later on, and sometimes just for the heck of it. Not that she cares, but the thought of knowing something that someone hasn’t shared is very pleasing.
35: What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?
Planning on scenarios she would like to fulfill, fantasizing about a life she would like to have, the unthinkable things she would like to do to both whoever steals her heart and to others who has nothing to do with her. Rather than thinking about it so much, why not do it for real? There will be so much more progress.
46: Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?
Both is a deadly combination. Mayu tends to be more impulsive, both words and deed can cause damage of some sort. For expressing severe emotions, she lies on verbally at first (almost phrases that are messy to exactly understand), throwing out whatever her mind could latch on when emotions turns intense, then that’s where it starts being physical. If her sanity is somehow still in tact, she tends to not mention much about what she’s feeling and demonstrates it more through facial expressions and movement so it seems more subtle. This may change depending on Mayu’s relationship with the other person. At the end of the day, there’s a facade she has to keep on.
“Even though I practiced kissing so many times, I haven’t even kissed a real person yet!”
What a weird thought. Go away, go away!
“Maybe whoever’s ruling this world wants me to stay pure for my one and only! Maybe when I do kiss someone.. it’s like a sign of my true love? Fu--fufu.”
has anyone ever told you that you look like an idol?
“Do you think so? Mayu had never thought of that, maybe I should try it out?”
…. “Nah! It’s a waste of time!”
"Don't you think that I've already fucking hacked them? I know who they are."
“Really, Dell? You’re so good – and fast! I’m interested on whoever is bothering you, so would you mind telling me?”
You were right to call me unstable. I’m a walking fucking disaster.
(via sad-quotepage)
i can't believe dell trolled you
She lost it. She has seen true horror.
<new email> (no subject)
Dell Honne to Mayu
saw this and thought of you.
enjoy! B)
sincerely, dell
end message
——————-
SCREAMING.
if you wanna be my lover first you gotta get with my most precious doll friend
“Of course! Usano is my one and only. If someone were to steal my heart, well … they have to steal Usano’s too! After all, they’re taking my precious friend’s number one spot. Dear, dear.”
"YES AND DO IT FAST!!! USANO IS IN DANGER!!!!!"
“Alright! Fine! Stop acting like such a damsel in distress. Jesus fucking Christ.”
How was he to go about this though? The bug was on the doll… And if Dell got Usano dirty she would surely kill him, to say the least. The best course of action, he decided, was to shake the doll until the spider fell on the floor and then crush it, which is exactly what he did.
“There. Happy now, you big baby? Quit yellin’ like an idiot.”
“Dell, Thank you! Despite your harsh words, and calling me names -- i’ll forgive you. You saved Usano’s life! You killed that pesky bug that keeps bothering Usano! You’re a life saver, truly!”
Cue her raising arms and throwing what seems to be confetti. She then grabs Usano to inspect the doll, scrutinizing every corner of it to make sure there are NO EGGS OF THAT SPIDER. The bunny is sure to have an intense rinsing after this.
“Yes, I’m very happy now! You’re so brave to be able to kill it.. a spider nonetheless. You deserve an award for that!” Mayu grabs a key chain that has a small panda on it and places it on Dell’s palms. “There!”
7, 22, 25, 27, 33, 47, & 50!!
7: Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time
Ah, Mayu always seems to waste her time daydreaming – fantasizing scenarios that she hopes to happen. It is something that happens all the time, whether she’s conscious about or not. Another is talking to Usano Mimi, her very precious one. It’s the only thing currently where she could voice her feelings, without judgement. The toy is a very important possession to her, Mayu is very dependent on it. Because of this, a lot of days consists of her doing nothing but having long conversations about her day or her thoughts with Usano. It certainly takes a lot of her time from her hands.
22: Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
Actions of hers relies greatly on the state of mind she’s in.
If satisfied at current, her childish half would probably do some doodles (they’re not really that great). She will be drawing some small buns and maybe even herself with her current love interest doing couple things like giving each other smooches and the like. She fantasizes about scenarios and at times, she uses this way to release her cravings. Probably after some time, it’ll be a really innocent and girly piece of paper with cute little scribbles.
In an obsessed state. It’s not exactly that good. Unless your view of creepy is different that is. If having a list of [ 100 things that i love about them ] with full detailed descriptions and personal information from who knows she got them, and another list of her couple plans to do with her beloved like mutilating a body and holding hands after that, is something you’d enjoy.. Then you’re in luck because she’d definitely do that.
However while deranged, it’s more simple and predictable. The paper will be crumpled, having torn parts here and there that represents her anger. Maybe even writing a couple of [ DIE ] written in a incomprehensible manner repeatedly.. perhaps even writing a way of how to dispose the body whom angered her. It’s nothing unusual.
25: How do they see themselves 5 years from today?
Surprisingly, Mayu has a very optimistic view of the future. Believing that her efforts have resulted to the great life she desired, thinking that 5 years from today, her hand will be interlaced on her soulmate’s and being able to live together, cooking meals for them and even sharing secrets – basically being the greatest wife anyone could ask for is an idea that keeps her going. She assumes that because of her devotion and persistent pursuing, it’ll lead her to the happiness she have always dreamed of. Mayu is quite the dreamer, actually.
27: What is their biggest regret?
It is very challenging for Mayu to feel regret on other things that doesn’t have anything to do with her. Although if she were to choose throughout her current life, maybe the incident where she couldn’t exactly help her mother when she was in trouble. Mayu knew she cannot do anything to stop what was happening, she was well-aware that her useless self was weak and scared. If only – if only she had done something earlier on to help her mother, maybe Mayu would still hear her voice, eat her home-made cooking, share stories with her.. Maybe she would still be alive to this day?
33: Concept of home and family?
Mayu’s family isn’t the greatest. She’s an only child, spoiled by her mother ; father, not very much. Her family appears to be a P E R F E C T one to the society, being thoughtful and compassionate, tender to both the neighbors and to Mayu herself. Very social and bunch of people-pleasers. They’re the kind of family that the people from the neighborhood will praise and gossip about how great they are. Their ‘flawlessness’ is almost so sickening. Behind the walls of her apparent ‘home’, is a mother that is not understanding, a father that is not responsible. The facades that her parents brought upon the family made her puzzled in so many ways. Mayu H A T E D it, and oh how she learned their tactics – molding her to what she is now.
Because of a certain incident ( that will not be mentioned for now ), she has been living by herself, which started in the beginning of high school. The status nor whereabouts of her father is unknown but to Mayu, while her mother is deceased.
47: If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?
The P E R F E C T person that she desires is someone who would love her BACK, treasuring her like how she treasures them. Of course, a person who is kind and considerate – especially loving. But O N L Y for HER. They have to be loyal to Mayu in all ways. Their thoughts only full of her and no one else. Someone who is willing to give her aspiration of ETERNAL LOVE && ENDLESS HAPPINESS. Someone who will never leave her. Other than that, she would like for that person to be able to be friends with her sole friend, Usano Mimi – it’s a necessity. Perhaps someone who could accept her for who she is, despite the flaws she has. However … these are the things that Mayu wants her lover to be. If she were to fall in love with someone that doesn’t reach her ideals, she’ll make them reach it.
When Mayu falls, she falls hard. Love is a dangerous thing.
50: Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?
Despite having a deformed view death, the idea of herself dying isn’t something she likes, but she doesn’t particularly value her life too much either. She wants to stay alive for the sake of her lover, to protect them from the W R E T C H E D && S P I T E F U L society that would want to separate them from each other’s arms. To continue to serve them and make them happy – but if her beloved either lost their life or rejected (in a very harmful way) Mayu, perhaps her life isn’t as important anymore. Her perception of death fluctuates easily.
But without love coming in the way, she still very much prefers to not live.
“This ... is seriously upsetting me so much.”
