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SuperM - With You ✧ 200419 One World: Together At Home

#( adored by yeollie / wanted opposite. )

( @exodoria. )

chanyeol didn’t necessarily consider himself as someone who was overly emotional, but there were definitely periods of time where he was more sensitive than usual. he hadn’t realized that he was in one of those states until he and his members were at dinner together, talking about kyungsoo’s military service. his shift in mood was more than obvious, having previously laughing and making jokes and now rendered almost silent. he was in a bit of a daze as he looked down at his phone, looking at his lockscreen which was set to a picture of both he and kyungsoo together. While they had admitted their feelings for one another, they hadn’t been able to deal with them before the other’s enlistment date. it left chanyeol wondering what could happen between them. it filled him with both an overwhelming sadness and a sense of longing. as he left the restaurant and began to make his way back to his apartment, he froze in his tracks. he was slowly crumbling, tears gathering in his eyes. he looked down at his phone before making the brazen decision to allow himself to hail a taxi and instruct the driver to head to the military housing he knew the other was staying at. When the vehicle came to a stop, he quickly paid the fare and hopped out. he headed up to the rather plain looking living quarters and knocked softly on the door, the door opening soon after. the moment he saw the other, he completely broke down crying. “kyungsoo-yah.” he sobbed.

#exodoria #( verse && idol. )#he's a dramatic baby.

strongxsurvivors‌.

jae found himself frequenting the club ever since the incident with chanyeol, wanting to relive the moment he thought he felt something blossom between them. he wanted to get lost in it and stop feeling the guilt and shame that came from the day after. if chanyeol waned to forget anything happened, that he was unaware of jae’s feelings that was fine. but, it didn’t lessen those feelings in the least and tore jae apart more and more. he found himself drinking a bit more to feel that comforting buzz and dancing with whoever would give him the attention – which wasn’t too hard since everyone was drinking. but, they were clearly more far gone than he was considering he knew no one in their sober mind would want to dance with him. as he looked into the crowd of moving bodies, his mouth fell open slightly as he happened to lock eyes with chanyeol. he hadn’t seen him come in, didn’t expect him to – though that was a stupid mistake on his part. perhaps he wanted to run into the other, maybe find a way to convince chanyeol to dance with him. he couldn’t pull his gaze away from the other, tongue darting out to wet his lips. did he see him, or did he simply look through jae?

while chanyeol felt himself experiencing similar desires after the night he had spent with jae at the club, he hadn’t allowed himself to indulge those needs until now. he found himself drawn to the familiar spot, though he hadn’t expected to find jae there. instead, he wanted to lose himself in another body that he could project his feelings for the other onto for the night. but to his complete surprise, he had managed to catch sight of the other the moment he walked into the club. his eyes remained trained on jae as he moved, deciding to begin dancing amongst the crowd of bodies. it wasn’t long until a girl decided to come closer to chanyeol and begin to dance with him. he had gotten his wish, a distraction. he pulled the girl in easily by her hips just as he once had with jae, allowing her to grind against him. he subtly took her hands that were roaming across his body and held them behind her back, wrists joined so she couldn’t free them. it was something else he had done when it came to jae. he just wanted to see the reaction he could garner from this all. would he care? would he remember that they had done the exact same?

#strongxsurvivors #( verse && idol. )#chanyeol is a thot.

exodoria‌.

starter for @unprettychanstar

ever since chanyeol had crawled into his bed and was misidentified, chen couldn’t help but feel the guilt eat at him from the pit of his stomach. he cared for chanyeol deeply and the other clearly felt something for him, but, in typical jongdae fashion, he’d messed that up. wetting his lips, he stopped himself outside of the studio that chanyeol was using at the moment. he hadn’t seen the other in a while, knowing full well that the taller male was probably embarrassed and avoiding him. it crushed chen’s heart without remorse and he felt the need to bridge the gap that was growing too quickly between them. carefully, he entered the small room and closed the door quietly behind him. he had a half heart, apologetic smile on his lips as he approached the other from behind – not making indication of his intrusion. slowly, he allowed his hands to reach from behind chanyeol’s head to cradle the male’s jaw line. he was physically reaching out for chanyeol to forgive him, though without letting the other see his face did it matter? chen continued to hug the other with one arm, the other hand sliding across the male’s chest as his face nuzzled into his neck. he said nothing, knowing the other probably wouldn’t be able to hear him with his headphones on regardless.

whenever chanyeol was faced with a problem he wasn’t sure how to deal with, he threw himself into his work so he didn’t have to focus on the said problem. this was exactly what he had chosen to do after the night he had decided to unexpectedly crawl into chen’s bed. the sensation of his lips moving against chen’s flesh was just as vivid as how baekhyun’s name had sounded as a moan, a moan that should have been his name instead. he had been in the studio for about six hours straight now, skipping out on meals to focus on a new track he was working on both producing and composing. it was far different than any song he had worked on making in the past, a ballad style type of song rather than rnb or hip-hop. he was lost in the process when someone approached him from behind, hand gently cupping his jaw. he blinked in surprise, body going rigid for a moment. his tensed muscles slowly began to relax as he continued to feel the other’s soothing touch, the hand moving down his chest now. While he wasn’t sure who the other was, it felt nice to be close to someone right now. he didn’t bother to remove his headphones as he leaned back into the other’s touch, eyes fluttering closed for a moment. he could pretend it was chen, just for a while. he blindly reached for the other’s hand and laced their fingers.

#exodoria #( verse && idol. )

strongxsurvivors‌.

there was a big meeting about some sort of routine policy change or whatever typical sprucing up that happened naturally over time with companies. none of it really mattered or applied to any of the artists except for minimal things. so, while they droned on, ryeowook found himself looking across the table at chanyeol. a small smirk came to his lips as he brought his pen to his lips. he kept his eyes locked on the others, subtly playing with the pen with his mouth. no one should have really noticed considering they were all lost in their own little worlds. but, ryeowook wanted to bring chanyeol into his in the moment. he playfully looked away for a moment before focusing on his phone and sending a text to the other.

‘Thinking of you. I miss kissing you. Want to remind me of what it feels like?’

he smiled to himself before looking back up at chanyeol. the meeting was over in just a few minutes and he couldn’t wait for the other’s response.

with a short attention span, meetings like these were extremely difficult for chanyeol. but even more so when ryeowook was seated across the table from him. he hadn’t been able to take his eyes off of his senior since they sat down, watching how he subtly slipped the end of his pen into his mouth. it wasn’t at all innocent, he knew what he was doing, judging by the glimmer in his eyes. he was so enthralled by the other that he barely noticed the vibration of his phone, he slowly glanced down to the device that rested in his lap. his eyes scanned over the notification that appeared on his lockscreen, heart skipping a beat before he casually glanced back up at ryeowook. his cheeks were heating up the moment he did so. he glanced back down at his phone and typed a quick reply back.

‘ i miss kissing you too. meet me in one of the vacant practice rooms after? ’

once the message was sent, he tried his very best to straighten up and ignore the other. he wanted to make him wait, to tease him just as he had been teasing him.

#strongxsurvivors #( verse && idol. )#ryeowook wyd.

strongxsurvivors‌.

san was pretty sure he had kept his crush on chanyeol a secret – even to chanyeol himself. with the few run-ins he had on the idol, he was sure the other didn’t suspect a thing. but, he was an idiot and it was almost guaranteed someone knew. it was the end of an award show and san was seeking the taller male out before he could leave. he didn’t have any excuses to call the other or show up to his apartment, so it was only now that he could see him. spotting the other easily as everyone left, san reached out to grab onto chanyeol’s arm. “chanyeol! hey! fancy seeing you hear,” he teased, practically beaming up at the other. he could feel the fluttering in his stomach and he craved for the touch between them. “are you busy now? we could hang out if you wanted? i’m not busy and i’m okay to do anything you want,” he offered.

with the award show that exo had been in attendance to coming to an end, chanyeol found himself lurking around and chatting with a few idols that he hadn’t seen in awhile. he definitely hadn’t been expecting san to seek him out like this, but maybe he was naive to think that the attention the other had been paying him was only because he was a fan. he blinked in surprise when he felt the other grab his arm, turning to face the other. a small smile spread across his lips as he looked down at the other, “what a coincidence, huh? considering we’re both idols.” he teased, scrunching his nose up slightly. he was surprised that the other actually wanted to hang out with him, something he should have been expecting. “well… i was actually just planning to head back to my place and relax. do you want to come over for a little bit? we can have some drinks if you’re okay with that.” he always needed to unwind a bit after these events.

#strongxsurvivors #( verse && idol. )

strongxsurvivors‌.

being invited to come onto the masked singer again was a bit amusing this time. he was sure he would be found out for sure this time considering he hadn’t heard of any one making two appearances on the show. but, he went through with it as if it was his first time ever. he was unbothered by nerves or the audience or the judges. this was something he knew he did well. after finishing up his song, he went back stage to take his break and unwind, not bothering to take off the costume just yet as he walked through the hallways of the backstage. then, he spotted a familiar figure and decided to approach out of amusement. “chanyeol? what are you doing here? i hope you aren’t part of the show otherwise i just ruined the surprise for myself. of course, i would know right away if it was you or not,” he teased gently, letting his hand reach out to hold the boy’s arm.

despite the fact that he would never be asked on a show like this, chanyeol had a guilty pleasure for king of masked singer. whenever he had the opportunity to attend one of the recordings of the show, he took it up as quickly as possible. even though his attention hadn’t necessarily been sparked by one of the first performers, when the ‘genie’ came out on stage, chanyeol’s full attention was given. that voice was haunting and quite possibly the most beautiful voice he had ever heard in his life. it sounded scarily familiar and he knew that he must have known the person behind the mask but he couldn’t place the other’s identity for the life of him. he often wondered how the judges had difficulty when it came to guessing but that curiosity was no longer valid. there was an aching in his chest as he listened to the other sing the song i don’t love you, the words causing him to tear up. when the performance was finished, chanyeol prepared to head backstage and try to bump into the other. he wasn’t having much luck until he unexpectedly saw the other walking toward him. he blinked in surprise as he heard his name from the other, still unable to match that voice with a face. “ah, no one would want to hear me sing,” he waved his hand in a dismissive manner, a soft chuckle escaping him. “i… uh, actually came back here to find you. you were amazing out there. you actually caused me to shed a few tears.” he admittedly, cheeks flushing a bit.

#strongxsurvivors #( verse && idol. )#what an idiot.

baekhyuntella

chandae’s cute date activity time ♥ + ‘travel the world on exo’s ladder’ s2

closed starter for @strongxsurvivors / lightsaber !

even though the boy knew it was a lost cause, chanyeol couldn’t stop himself from tugging at the restraints that presently secured his arms. no matter how many times he had allowed himself to let catastrophic yet hypothetical situations play out in his head, nothing prepared him for this very moment. he swallowed thickly as he closed his eyes, trying to brace himself for anything that was about to happen. he kept his eyes squeezed shut as he heard the sound of the heavy door opening, his mouth drying out. he didn’t want to look. after a shaky breath fell from his lips, he forced himself to open his eyes once more. on second thought, he probably should have kept his eyes closed. “i hope you know that you’re wasting your time by keeping me here. i got split up from anyone you might deem worthy of seeking out a while ago.”

#strongxsurvivors #( verse && lightsaber. )#he's shitting himself lmao

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