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Erin Brown. You need to focus on yourself. Focus on what you love doing. Focus on bettering yourself and exploring, meeting new people. You need to grow and learn. Thrive for a better you. You have a past and you need to learn from that but don't dwell. Think about your future and how much you have to live. Thrive to live with abandon and be the happiest you can, spending your time doing things that make you happy. Don't waste your time on anything less.

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That time you confused a lesson for a soulmate.

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I loved you with all my heart and still do. I keep trying and still am not sure why. You push me away and I just keep trying harder. My heart hurts not because we aren't together but because I'm the only one fighting for us to stay.

You've had my heart since day one. I've trusted you with everything and I still do. I can't go without crying if I think of us apart. Yet here I am suggesting for you to leave. Feeling like I've been the only still truly in love and obsessed. I'm done feeling like I'm holding you back so I believe it's better to just let you be. My heart aches and my eyes water as every night goes by. It's obvious you aren't attached anymore so why am I still trying to make this something you don't want. I'll always love you and I'll always be here. Just if you decide to stay or come back.. treat like you did when we first met.

You haven't even gone away yet and my heart is already missing you.

I can't stand the thought of not having you, of not being able to tell you I love you everyday. I don't know what I would do. I hope you always know I never want anybody else. I always want you. When I miss you or am being bitchy and not realizing it or if you get mad at me I always feel my heart drop and my eyes water up. When I hear that you think of other girls and don't mean it but you never mention that you thought of me, it hurts and worries me. I know it shouldn't I just am so nervous of losing you. I thought maybe it fine he thinks of someone other so I tried but I can't, it was so hard for me. It makes me feel sick when I think of me being with someone besides you. I can't live in a world like that. I need you everyday and every night for the rest of my life. I think of what ifs, like meeting new people and things like that but I don't wnat to. I just want you.

I fell in love with you. My own dad couldn’t properly raise me but you stepped in did the job he could never accomplish. 10 years and I’ve looked up to you. Fell in love and found safety by having you around. Believed every single word you ever said. The thought of you during my day would just make non stop smile. But you changed that all now. You broke my heart more than any other human has the chance to do. You make me scared to be home alone. The notification on my phone from you makes my heart beat faster than going on a rollercoaster ride. When you come to my mind in my day I have nothing but bad thoughts for you and the hope that you just go away. But when I feel those thing my heart still breaks even more, because part of me still loves you and I think about the happy times we’ve had, and now the fact that we wont have anymore memories together; it tears me apart. It will never stop hurting because of you. I involved you in my life and trusted you more than I have anyone. And now I can’t trust a single word you say. You make me question what everyone else says too. You didn’t just effect our relationship. You effected me and my relationships with everyone else. You were a role model and now there is nothing about you that I want to be.

I’m stressed out and I find peace in listening to your voice singing to me and writing on here. I haven’t written in awhile but I’ll make time for it now to soothe me. I sit here writing while I listen to your amazing voice. I never can get your voice out of mind. I close my eyes and float away to your voice, it’s incredible. I love it. I love you.

I was hooked from the beginning. The way I love you I can never love anyone else nor would I want to. I’d do anything for you. i could drop whatever I am doing just to get your attention to tell you how much you mean to me.

You open my eyes everyday to new ideas and thoughts. The way you look/approach (at) problems or help me through mine. Opens my views and outlook on things. You are such a positive influence in my life.

People usually say they fall in love with people’s eyes first. As if that is the first thing they notice when they met their one. Well I fell in love with your smile. Your smile is big and that’s what dragged me in. I could see it across the hall and across any room. I fell in love with your smile first because you look so happy and genuine when you are truly smiling and having a good time. I noticed when you smile that your eyes get squinty too and your whole face lifts towards your them. That’s when I truly noticed and fell in love with your eyes. It makes me happy every time I see you smile and it lets me realize how truly in love I am with you.

One of my favorite moments is when I’m in your arms curled up listening to the sound of your heartbeat.

Home. Home is where your heart feels happiest. A place/sense of belonging. A place you won’t forget. Where you feel the most relaxed/comfortable. A place you love to be. Home is where the heart is.

And every time I look at you I know I’m home because you have my heart. I look at you during random moments and realize there is no other place I would rather be. I’ll catch myself staring at you when you are driving and I always think to myself that you are the one. You are mine and there is no better match for me. It’s you. I hope you feel the same why because I can see us having a future together. It’s all I think about. I’ll start day dreaming about you coming home to me and a hot cooked meal on the table ready for you, children playing around, all over the place, then them running downstairs because, “DAD’S HOME!!!!”. I love imagining and thinking about a life we could have together and it’s all I want, all the time. I’ve begun to realize, that I have become so at home and in love with you that I can’t see myself without you.

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Being a nature photographer seems great, maybe I should try…

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I love being around you. Standing next to you makes me the happiest girl in the world. I love when we hug and you hold me so tight that all my worries go away and I just feel so safe in your arms. Right before you come to pick me up or come over I still get butterflies every time. My heart starts beating so fast. When I see you and I still get so anxious. I'm so amazed that I have you in my life again and I'm so beyond happy that you are. You make my life so much happier and brighter. I'm so happy you let me become apart of your life again too. You are the first person I think of when something exciting happens to me or if I need someone to talk to. And I know you'll be there for me. And I'll always be there for you too. I love sharing everything with you, especially moments together. Im so lucky that I have you. I don't know what I'd do if I was without you. You make me the happiest girl and I'm so in love with you.

I wish you would talk to me. I want to be there for you. And I feel like you just don't want me as someone to help. I don't care if you have a hundred problems or one. I want to be able to help you. I care about you. I hate that you feel like it's a negative thing to talk to me when there's an issue you're facing. I wish you wouldn't cut me out and try to open up.

Some days I regret telling you about this page. But some days I'm happy I told you.

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