[luthienne]

“…and I wanted, in a messy, maddening way, to go on forgetting myself and yet, to find myself too.”

— Jeanette Winterson, Lighthousekeeping

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

[dark-soul9]

i’m fine with waiting a little longer for what i really deserve

[sur-le-infini]

[ad3ya-athkar]

‏اللهم جمّل حالي واجعلهُ حالاً يرضيك ثم يُرضيني

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

i owe myself an apology for all the shit i let slide

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

[unreal-mess]

birthday?

alyom

[5-7-7]

Idk if it’s getting better or worse

[unreal-mess]

“.”

لا ما عندها

[exhaustedborderline]

[lylylylylylylylyly]

i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really don’t wanna do this anymore

[lylylylylylylylyly]

[lylylylylylylylyly]

sometimes the person you want doesn’t deserve you

read that again

[regging]

*sitting alone on my bed* *thinks “hm. i can’t keep living like this.”* *keeps living like this*

[saa-33]

It all feels ok until you lay down & try to sleep

[264571956-deactivated20210621]

“I would love to talk to you about many things and see you listening silently; to read to you sometime.”

— Rainer Maria Rilke, from a letter to Lou Salomé witten c. April 1904