Today I hurt someone dear to me again. I think for the last time. I had another crisis after I overdosed on otc pills, but it is the only way to treat this dreadful condition, if I don’t take those pills. And those are worse than death. I guess I’m doomed, I shouldn’t have tried to come close to someone, ever. To think such pure feelings are accessible to me, a monster as well. I’m sorry I hurt him










