submission: Dear E, dear everyone who’s been liking and reblogging posts from my submissions. Norway Star here. E broke up with me last night (15th of October, 2020). I… I learned a lot by talking with my roommate, C, and comparing text messages and stuff. E, why did you lie to me so much? Why did you tell me I was perfect for you when you admitted you never really loved me? I’m sorry our friends pressured you into asking me out, but I was not a part of that. I didn’t beg them to do anything. You lied to me about so much, and I guess I’m just confused y'know? I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted, but maybe this was for the best anyway. You clearly didn’t really care. You would give me such aggressively mixed signals, and once you met C, it appeared that everything became a game to you. You would go behind my back, go behind hers, and make us butt heads so bad that it made both of us feel awful. I hope you get help one day, E. I do still love you, and I feel a piece of me always will, but there’s nothing I can do about it. I don’t know how to date in the adult world, especially being demiromantic and demisexual. Where is this going to lead me? But for the sake of my own mental state, from here on out I will no longer be Norway Star. It’s too much of a reminder of you, Starboy. E. You were my Starboy, but not any longer. From now on, if it is available, I would like to be Star Gardens, to further distance myself. E, I would love to still be friends, but I don’t know at this point if that’s possible. I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted, but it seems you weren’t what I needed. -Star Gardens
from mod: aw honey,,, i hope things get better for u,,
