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[unsweetenedbby]

hi idk if anyone’s still active here but if ur over 18 and wanna follow me on my twitter where i actually still post abt my €d it’s @/grayluvzu ! i fb there <3 well this is my final post here, wishing the best for everyone forever and always !!

[unsweetenedbby]

hmm i lost 7 lbs so far until now someone brought my family food and i can’t help but binge rn. ig i’ll just start again tm h

[twiggyirl]

Bro,,,reblog if your a Ed account that your sw is 190+ bc a bitch feels alone 😔

[unsweetenedbby]

losing weight u’ve lost before is so infuriating like at one point i was like 147 and now i have to re-lose all this weight. im on day 3 of my fast and i’ve lost five lbs already but hsbdjcj pls body lose it faster im an impatient dummy

[xmskkk]

Me imagining myself skinny 24/7

[unsweetenedbby]

my ed fucking taunting me everyday like

[unsweetenedbby]

im 24 hrs into my fast can i pls just get to day 60 now Pls

[unsweetenedbby]

me coming back to this blog after i thought i was recovering but instead gained 30 lbs from emotional eating and quarantine eating and my life is in shambles again:

anyways hi hello, back to suffering

[fit-daydreams]

You’ve wanted a flat stomach forever. You’ve wanted to binge for 10 minutes. Your choice.

[unsweetenedbby]

i wanna eat smth to boost my metabolism but idk if it’ll work and i’ll just gain weight instead? i’ve been fasting like 4-5 out of 7 days of the week for the past two weeks and i’m so scared to eat smth and fuck up my progress but i’m losing weight too slow now

[indigestionedifarfalle]

Is it just me or does anyone else feel different when they’re hungry? It’s like my body looks different to me after I eat, like I can go the whole day not eating and I’ll feel skinny and my collar bones will seem to stick out more and my waist will be a little slimmer. But then when I eat it feels like I grow 2 sizes bigger and all of a sudden I’m fat again and never want to eat again. It happens even if I eat like a carrot or something really low cal. I don’t know I feel so stupid

[vcoldxfingers]

My dude

I think we may have body dysmorphia

[unsweetenedbby]

a girl in my anatomy class called me adorable and like i was rly rly happy but now my ed brain is convincing me she was only being nice bc i look sad and sick all the time i wanna cry

[unsweetenedbby]

I COULDNT EVEN GIVE BLOOD BC THEY COULDNT FIND MY VEIN SO I AM VERY UPSET I ATE FOR NO REASON

[unsweetenedbby]

i just hit a new lowest weight this morning after fasting for two days and today i have an appointment to donate blood at school. so like i ate a granola bar so i wouldn’t pass out later on today but literally w h y did i gain 0.4 lbs from a little granola bar ?¿

[unsweetenedbby]

i am really having an anxiety attack bc i ate a sandwich and chips when i should have been fasting and now i wanna binge so bad :((

[unsweetenedbby]

i ate more and stepped on the scale bc i really am freaking out rn i gained 1.6 pounds just from the food. i never thought i’d have a full blown anxiety attack from eating but here we are

[unsweetenedbby]

i am really having an anxiety attack bc i ate a sandwich and chips when i should have been fasting and now i wanna binge so bad :((

[shrink-and-dissapear]

Logging on to my ED blog for the first time in 5 months and seeing my CW is still what it was when I logged off