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23 - Macedonian Australia - poetry - book obsessed

[remanence-of-love]

[happysops]

“Love is holding on and letting go. For a long time I held on, but for now I had to let him go. I did not let him go because I did not love him anymore. I do love him and that has not changed after breaking up. I was constantly stressed choose to certain words, which caused me to lose myself and become physically ill. I did not know stress could do that much harm to your body. I wanted him to realise that I put my own comfort under his happiness, something which I missed on his side. He promised me to change and in my opinion if you really want to change then you are able to change. I want him to reflect and to work on himself, just like I need to focus on myself now. Please love, give me more time to sort things out before choosing what to do next. I miss you and I will not forget you. When the time is right I will contact you again. Please do not forget me.”

— s.m.p.

[augustpoetry]

“Somedays, I realize you aren’t gonna come back. That you have finally forgot me. And it hurts all over again. The pain comes rushing back and I lose you all over again. Somedays I wish I could forget you. I wish I could erase every single memory. But my heart is incapable of forgetting you.”

- J.A. // The Loss of You

[dankmemes]

“Oh, honey. Being beautiful is so much more than just appearance.”

— Kate Whiteman

[cur-sed]

[luxky]

[luxky]

[shmwrites]

I think he was always going to stop loving me. I don’t think I could’ve stopped it. I remember there was such a sudden change in him. If he upset me he didn’t feel bad and try and comfort me, he just got annoyed. I don’t think it mattered how I handled things, I think he was already gone regardless.

i seen it coming but i still couldn’t stop it.

[vodkakilledtheteen]

“You will remember his favorite fruit, and even though you hate it, You’re going to eat it because you hope he’ll come back and maybe he’ll kiss you and maybe then you’ll be his favorite person again. You will remember how his hand felt on your body, and you will start contaminating your skin with other people’s touch, but then you’re going to realize that they don’t light up stars on your body. You will remember his favorite song, and when he’s gone you’re going to listen to it a million times. You’re going to remember how he always sang the song under his breath, and how that made your whole day. You will remember how the world seemed less broken when he was with you. When he’s gone you’re going to break yourself apart every single day hoping that maybe you can bring the memories you have inside of you to life.”

— Alexa Evangelista, the book i’ll never finish writing

[poemswords]

[thepersonalquotes]

[sunsetico-deactivated20250705]

“my body is my canvas, but you painted all over me. no matter how much I try to cover it up it’s still there, etched into my skin, a constant reminder of you.”

— submitted by @melodramaticliv

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Nobody wants to hear this but sometimes the person you want the most is the person you are best without.”

— Unknown

[heytheredali-deactivated2021070]

Don’t be afraid to be “too much.” Call me 5 times a day because you wanna hear my voice or something came up and you wanna tell me immediately. Text me 12 times in a row when I don’t answer fast enough. Leave me cute texts when you can’t sleep. Hold my hand. Everywhere. Sit really close to me on the couch. Keep your hand on my thigh. Always have a part of you touching a part of me. Tell me you love me every hour I don’t care I want to be smothered in love holy fuck life is too short to hold back.

[books-n-quotes]

“I hope you find someone you can’t live without. I really do. And I hope you never have to know what it’s like to have to try and live without them.”

— Kiera Cass, The Selection

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Switch your mentality from ‘I’m broken and helpless’ to 'I’m growing and healing’ and watch how your life changes.”

— Unknown

[thepersonalquotes]