Struggle Snuggle

Just little ol' me :) This is just a private blog about my life, ranting and ravings, and sometimes asking advice from my few friends (followers) about my life. It's my outlet, so if you follow me, this is just to let you know what to expect. I follow what I like, but, I only post my life so :) <3

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Update

Here is a quick rundown:

Alright relationship

He cheated .. twice

I left

Back with my parents

Got made redundant

Had a temp job

Got job 18 months ago. Enjoy it

Have two cats of my own

New boyfriend. He’s lovely.

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Wow... just want to ask, are you such a dumb perv in person, or just online? nobody wants to snuggle you let alone see your nasty ass nipple or your new 'sexy' tights, fatty. LOLOLOOL ... but srsly tho, what does that stand for? laughing out loud out loud out out loud? "purring kittens vibrate"... wtf? your a sick animal, HAHAHA, LOLOLOOL. wake up, there's people with real problems in the world, you're not one.

thank you

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So our kitten has fractured his leg :( donate? http://bit.ly/1sllaa0 #fixjeremysleg

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also if youre interested in my t25 progress blog, ask yo

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working out without trousers I find so much easier.

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10 days in with the boyf

so, i moved in with my boyfriend last saturday. i was so stressed before i just left tumblr alone

my step mother was kind of ridiculous. i started getting boxes out of the garage to box some of my stuff up, and then the next day the garage key went into hiding and she put it by so that i couldnt continue to do it. I had to ask to get my stuff out of the garage.my stufff.thought that was pretty ridic. anyways, it was a palava byut ive got most of it. ive managed to leave some stuff behind.

things are going well so far, even if im realising how lazy he is. we've managed to share the cooking. but other than that im clearing away my things (fair enough), and hes not doing much else. he put up a shelf for me. ive done the washing, the dishwasher, kept the kitchen in a relatively nice condition. ie: no food on plates. but he just puts his finished plates with not finished food on the side. least he could do is put the food in the bin. THATS WHAT ITS THERE FOR. i briefly communicated this to him last night but i felt so rough i only hinted, for the most part.

i guess thats part of living with someone. im not putting up with it though. if it comes to it, he can do his own dishes and washing and ill do mine if he doesnt want to share household chores. im gonna see what happens once ive finally found room for all my shit.

i dont miss home. i feel less stressed on the hole. i like having someone to go home to snuggle and i have my own cat who is fucking adorable. and his cat is adorable. oh, thats something that annoys me, if Jeremy does something wrong hes MY cat, well then, if hes my cat, you can fuck off :)

but, in his defense when i needed help at the vet on sunday he did rush on a train to get to me, and in the end i managed to get back to the car just before the meter on the pay and display ran out. my bad. i appreciated it but it didn't put the day to a good start and the day before was a little stressful. life ain't all that bad :)

also work is improving, i just feel like my managers care about me, even though HR have to follow all these shitty rules about stuff. the office atmosphere has slowly changed and occasionally im even thankful that linda is part of the team because she does help. just not quite enough of a team member, though. think shes working on that. and really, as a part time staff member, thats a bit harder to do.

anywho. life is grand. not too much to complain about. even my headaches seem to be improving. boo yah.

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So im moving house today. In with my boyfriend.

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Moving house in two weeks.

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:)

So I had a good holiday in Germany. Nice walks and lovely people. Only a couple were odd or annoying which isn't bad out of a group of thirty people. Tour guide was a gem. She was from Australia but lived in the alps. Also saw the worlds largest radio telescope :) Saw the boyfriend when I came home yesterday. I was so pissed at him cos I needed a pee and I was tired and he was being useless for directions and sighing at me but as soon as I saw him I was like aw it's ok I missed you. I can't stay mad lololol saw him and the kitties :)) can't wait to move in with him in just over two weeks. Gotta ask the step mother about getting stuff out the garage And today I'm going to a funeral for my step grandad. Not the most ideal way to end a holiday but needs must.

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A bunch of school friends have their kids starting school this week. It makes me feel old and like I'm behind or something.

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apparently these pills make me hyper and im talking at 100 miles a minute and everyone is struggling to keep up with me and i have energy and i dont want to do work and oooooh shiny. i also want cat cuddles and i miss simon and i miss jeremy and im thinking about the next month and how much change. oh i i think these new pills are hopefullly gonna be something i get used to. theyre meant to be preventative for my ehadaches but a side affect is headaches, loolloolo. also they make me lightheaded a couple of hours after but their half life is 5-7 hours, surely side effects would be before that. also the hyper kicks in about 2 hours after swallowing. i have to think about slowing my talking to talk to deaf people on the phone. its harder than you think.

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My new cat is taking to my boyfriend more because I'm not there. I'm jealous

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I like my hair today

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last week was the 3 year anniversary of my unborn niece's funeral, my granddads birthday and then my step granddad died.

jeremy was the highlight, hes so fucking cute.

i miss him and the boyfriend. :(

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So is this boy you had been seeing for some time now your boyfriend again?

anonymous doesn't get details.

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This doesn't feel like home anymore.

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So I'm moving in with my boyfriend at the end of the month

And I'm gonna miss my cats the most