METANOIA.

independent, low activity waver velvet / el-melloi ii from fate/zero & lord el-melloi ii case files portrayed by: ash est. june 1, 2017

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“The course we take when life comes to a crossroads is always determined by the smallest coincidences, the tiniest twists of fate. If that's the case, can we really say that humans grow? Even as a child, anyone can get caught up in the desire to just quietly follow someone greater than they are... Someone who was just born great, born a king. Isn't that the case?”

independent waver velvet / lord el-melloi ii, from fate / zero & lord el-melloi ii case files 

OC AND CROSSOVER FRIENDLY !!

CARRD.

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i've truly missed a lot in waver world, and waver in hiking snow gear is one of them.

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        So... after this spring semester I’m hoping to come back here. Keyword: HOPING. I miss writing, and life has been a progress to get back to some form of normal when so many good and bad changes happened all at once. Life just gets chaotic and hard when you least expect it, but eventually, things have to get better. Or I’m hopeful that they will. I hope everyone has been doing well and taking care of themselves! <3333 

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“…do you think humans can grow?”

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@guhamun​ said:

❝  are you sure you didn’t want to mention something to me? [arash]

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       “...n-no.” It isn’t that Waver wants to lie on purpose, and it isn’t as if he can lie directly to Arash’s face. The Archer is too nice, too friendly, too... everything. He looks down at his feet, fingers fidgeting at the bottom of his sweater. There were excuses he could give if he really wanted, but all of them sounded stupid when he rehearsed them in his head. All of it had been to cover up the fact that he had only witnessed one of the child Servants put chewed gum in one of Arash’s pockets, and that Waver had tried to fix it and made it worse. How was he supposed to know that hot water would have made it melt and get stickier?! Then when he tried to do some fire magecraft, the entire pocket went up in flames. He knew how to do laundry, but not intensive leather repair! 

       Looking up from curtained hair, Waver can only frown and pout, sighing in defeat. “I don’t even chew gum, okay? I didn’t even give anyone any gum, so it’s not like it is my fault, y’know. Geez. I tried to fix it, so... just don’t be mad at me. Maybe you shouldn’t leave your stuff around... or yeah.” 

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@tenkoseiensei​ said:

“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”

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       What is that supposed to mean? No one in his position would want to feel anything. A magus should be numb to the unfortunate, to not allow their emotions to be worn on the hem of their sleeve for the enemy could use it against them. Yet, as much as he is a magus, El-Melloi II is more human and visibly so. He can wear a mask when the times calls for it and steady his hands if to feign being brave, but to say he feels so loudly, that is both an overstatement as it is nowhere close to how he feels. Pursing his lips, he rights his posture and stares ahead, looking elsewhere than down at Yan Qing. 

       “Do you enjoy feeling things then? It is an unnecessary waste of time to allow emotions to get the better of us at a dire moments,” he starts, a lecture at the tip of his tongue.  “To feel and speak of them, you know as well as I do...” Gaze narrows, eyes very much so at the wall while attention is fully given to the Assassin. “I do not do such... things. Not in untrustworthy company at least. If you have been witness to it, you must know then my opinion of yourself.” 

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𝐢𝐧𝐝. 𝐚𝐤𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐚 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐦𝐚𝐧, 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐬𝐡.

【   𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃.  】

𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝: 𝚙𝚘𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎

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@itorisen​ said:

you don’t ever say too much. from koto !

       Small talk is tedious, wasteful, and ultimately, exhausting. He has no interest in discussing the weather or making idle chit-chat to fill dead air. Conversation should be meaningful. Not so much so that there is something worthwhile in every word, but he doesn’t see the need to speak at every waking moment. Sometimes, listening... listening is fine. Raising a brow, El-Melloi II rolls his shoulders back and folds his arms over his chest. “I’m not so long winded to speak nonsense. Speaking too much can be a sign of a fool. Reveal too much about one’s self, and you give reason to the enemy for them to use something against you,” is said, head tilting down in Koto’s direction. “That is to say...”

       A pause is given, noting the tone his words might be misunderstood. “...not that I speak ill of you or suspect you would do such a thing.” He and Koto might not have been close, but he takes pride in his judgement of character. Being able to read the details of another person and decipher between lines of who they are; that much he knows how to do. 

        “You seem to be the sort to feel guilty from using one’s secrets against them.”

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@tenkoseiensei​ replied:

GEGE I'M BEGGING YOU

SMOKES HARDER.

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       HACKS AND COUGHS but then lights another cigarette.

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@bigdhashira​ said:

Sniff.

       “Shall I find a way to keep you busy? As your nose seems to be invested in things it should not be.” This isn’t the first time such a fool has been sniffing him, remarking on his scent, and whatever else. Words did not seem to suffice in taming that nose, so a far more worthy punishment seems that it will have to do. Reaching out, El-Melloi II curls back a finger and flicks the other on the end of their nose. “You’re worse than my students.”

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what form of love do you embody?

love as religion

[ love as the sole object of your reverence -- nothing about you is holy, but maybe your love for another is ] when sappho said "in the crooks of your body i find my religion" and when the cast of les mis sang "to love another person is to see the face of God" and when halsey said "i found God, i found him in a lover" and when katherine philips wrote "to the dull angry world let's prove there's a religion in our love"

tagged by: @ardenssolis​ (THANK YOU SHI <333) tagging: YOU!

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“I don’t own an air fryer...”

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@frcstie replied:

He’s so angry

       “The muscular oaf is sniffing me. I have reason to be. I do not know if he lack manners, if he is part dog, or if all of those muscles have deprived his brain of oxygen and has made him foolish.”

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@guhamun​ replied:

arash vc: -holds him up like simba-

“WAAAAH! PUT ME DOWN! Put me down!” KICKS HIS LEGS.

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bigdhashira​.

“You smell…. Fruity.”

       “Do not sniff me.”