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at any given moment if someone looks at my blog they will probably see one of or a mix of these things (not including Random Stuff)

Batfamily

DPXDC

SFAWTDE/DAWTDE

17776

Space (Artemis II or other)

Ao3/writing stuff

Star wars

The Hobbit/Lord Of The Rings (honourable mention, bagginshield)

Good Omens

The Owl House

Little Nightmares

Rangers Apprentice

No Man's Sky

Project Hail Mary

Atla/Korra

OR

Chaos Rambles™, Chaos Ideas™, Chaos Creates™, Chaos Education™, Chaos Is Tired™, Chaos Vents™, Chaos Talks™

OR

THE AUTISM WORD RANTS:

Sacrifice

Awesome

be warned: i Will overshare. it's pretty much garanteed. nothing you can do about it except ignore it, and i will try not to be too gross or graphic okay have fun on this chaos of a blog <3

#yea i think that's all the things i'm in that i interact with on tumblr #just generally #this would probably be a good Pinned Post #find it funny how periodically i'll update this post cause i'll realise that #'oh i've reblogged thirty things of a new thing to my blog that i do actually enjoy and will probably engage in whenever i see it'#chaos talks is the more serious version of chaos rambles #the Autism Word Rants are important enough that i feel they should be linked and everyone should read them #because words are just amazing and i love them and the dichotomy between what they actually mean and how people tend to use them

mcwulves

Obi-Wan: send dude!

Anakin: you mean 'dudes', right? are you in a fight?

Obi-Wan: no, i'm depressed. i need cody.

Don't like when i hear voices but through my Ears instead of my Brain. there is every possibility that it was just my charging cord scraping against my lava lamp while i was stretching but also that could've been someone saying my name right next to my ear in the dead of night pitch black nobody else in the house door closed to way for them to get to my ears

ur-local-chaos-gremlin

They were in my dreams They were in my dreams and i need to draw Them but i don't have any more pages in my sketchbook and He took too much space so i can't draw Her on the same page but They need to be on the same page they need to be on the same page you don't understand this is so so so important

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i found my next sketchbook and tore out a part of the page to stick on and i've drawn Them

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Them

this was Their Symbol in the bubbles after they gave me a Name, it was everywhere and specifically like that

the one on the left is Collosus, or Oceanus, or something like that? i can't remember, i couldn't remember when i woke up either

and the one on the right is Titan. pretty sure Titan is feminine in some way but i have no idea about Collosus/Oceanus

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wait wait wait wait i just realised smt that's so close to Maloret's tattoo omg

THE SUN/STAR. AND THE CRESENT MOON.

WHAT IS HAPPENING

IS IT A COINCIDENCE? DID I SOMEHOW SEE SOME ORIGIN-ESQUE THING OF SOME DEITIES FROM MY WORLD THAT I HAVEN'T CREATED AND MALORET APPARENTLY SEEMS TO WORSHIP?

holy fuck did i just find my Moon Child's parent IS TITAN MY MOON CHILD'S PARENT HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK

#i'm having an epiphany of some fucking kind man #i would say i was hyperventilating but for some reason my body is WAY TOO FUCKING CALM ABOUT THIS #WHILE INTERNALLY I'M SCREAMING #maloret #moon child #it's been under a heavy book all day to make sure the glue glued #i'm like half convinced i got visited by eotjer eldritch beings or some old forgotten deities #and in turn i'm pretty sure They named Me or like my planet #They didn't have names so i made some for Them #i don't think it really was me i think it was #like #seeing through someone else's eyes #someone else's memory #because the planet 'i' was on was Not earth

ur-local-chaos-gremlin

They were in my dreams They were in my dreams and i need to draw Them but i don't have any more pages in my sketchbook and He took too much space so i can't draw Her on the same page but They need to be on the same page they need to be on the same page you don't understand this is so so so important

ur-local-chaos-gremlin

i found my next sketchbook and tore out a part of the page to stick on and i've drawn Them

ur-local-chaos-gremlin

Them

this was Their Symbol in the bubbles after they gave me a Name, it was everywhere and specifically like that

the one on the left is Collosus, or Oceanus, or something like that? i can't remember, i couldn't remember when i woke up either

and the one on the right is Titan. pretty sure Titan is feminine in some way but i have no idea about Collosus/Oceanus

#it's been under a heavy book all day to make sure the glue glued #i'm like half convinced i got visited by eotjer eldritch beings or some old forgotten deities #They didn't have names so i made some for Them #and in turn i'm pretty sure They named Me or like my planet #i don't think it really was me i think it was #like #seeing through someone else's eyes #because the planet 'i' was on was Not earth #someone else's memory

noahsstar

I got this idea while I was trying to sleep, now yall have to suffer too

darlingglasss

lmao made a weird lil instagram thing for one of my characters :D

he's so babygirl coded

ur-local-chaos-gremlin

MY TABS GONE

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MY TABS BACK?

BUT TABS STILL GONE IN THING IN THE THE DEFAULT TAB GROUP

MY TABS GONE

bramblesand

People, especially games, get eldritch madness wrong a lot and it’s really such a shame.

An ant doesn’t start babbling when they see a circuit board. They find it strange, to them it is a landscape of strange angles and humming monoliths. They may be scared, but that is not madness.

Madness comes when the ant, for a moment, can see as a human does.

It understands those markings are words, symbols with meaning, like a pheromone but infinitely more complex. It can travel unimaginable distances, to lands unlike anything it has seen before. It knows of mirth, embarrassment, love, concepts unimaginable before this moment, and then…

It’s an ant again.

Echoes of things it cannot comprehend swirl around its mind. It cannot make use of this knowledge, but it still remembers. How is it supposed to return to its life? The more the ant saw the harder it is for it to forget. It needs to see it again, understand again. It will do anything to show others, to show itself, nothing else in this tiny world matters.

This is madness.

ur-local-chaos-gremlin

this is what happened in my dream that i woke up from an hour ago.

i'm not mad yet but i swear to god i think i got dangerously close

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They were in my dreams They were in my dreams and i need to draw Them but i don't have any more pages in my sketchbook and He took too much space so i can't draw Her on the same page but They need to be on the same page they need to be on the same page you don't understand this is so so so important

ur-local-chaos-gremlin

i found my next sketchbook and tore out a part of the page to stick on and i've drawn Them

#i'm like half convinced i got visited by eotjer eldritch beings or some old forgotten deities #They didn't have names so i made some for Them #and in turn i'm pretty sure They named Me or like my planet #i don't think it really was me i think it was #like #seeing through someone else's eyes #someone else's memory #because the planet 'i' was on was Not earth

They were in my dreams They were in my dreams and i need to draw Them but i don't have any more pages in my sketchbook and He took too much space so i can't draw Her on the same page but They need to be on the same page they need to be on the same page you don't understand this is so so so important

#i'm like half convinced i got visited by eotjer eldritch beings or some old forgotten deities #They didn't have names so i made some for Them #and in turn i'm pretty sure They named Me or like my planet

i'm too fucking tired for this man i was writing and for a moment i so very wanted to write that Bucky had red white and blue eyes

ig i was feeling american or something bro idk