hi it’s me
you can bash me and calling me unfaithful bitch since i’ve been self proclaiming to everyone that i love sekai and all.
but the fact that he’s dating her, i still can’t think straight (?) and idk if i can accept this (who am i tho, my username itself already describing who am i; just a little dust in his whole universe that now revolving around her)
and although i’m not even stanning him (bcs of course im stanning The Fabulous Oh Sehun since his pra-debut) i just felt it hard to believe. i know that i am a delusional fans, thinking that someday what i read is going to be a reality. and of course i’ve already think about this scenario a whole day. what if something’s happen?
now it’s like a wake up call; like a hard slap in my cheeks. in couple of days i’m turning 21. it’s my third year in uni. there’s so much i have to achieve; graduating uni, having my first job, being able to study aboard, having boyfriend, etc. i think i have to wake up and living my life at my fullest. achieving my dream. i think i’m giving up this whole ‘life’.
although i’m not really good at making friends here, i feel so happy that i can meet great people here. thank you for everyone in this fandom. what we had was a beautiful journey. thank you for letting me see their beautiful moments. thank you for your fics, gifs, photos, videos, everything you’ve put your greatest effort into this fandom, so i can reblogged it. for whatever path you’ll choose: leaving for good or staying. i wish you doing well in your life.
thank you.
