Urvi Aurum

who writes pain, who writes pleasure, who loves nature, shall live forever.~Urvi

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I miss having friends. Like friends who you see everyday. Like at school or college. It's just that you go through everything together, you know? Most of it is because you're confined to that space everyday and you found someone you give a shit about and they too. I miss having someone I'd tell everything to like how this show I'm watching makes me feel or how I really gotta find a way to stop having maggi at like 2 am. And hear about their daily thoughts too random to be told to anyone but that someonw.

Do we ever get that again? Once we're all grown up, trying to adult? Do we? Because if not, it sucks to think that we got it and we messed it up.

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People don't realise how much of an impact mental illness can have on your life. You can be just fine one minute and then just suddenly be drained of energy , you don't want to do anything and you feel all of a sudden worthless. And , it's all beyond your control. Sometimes you know what triggers it , other times it creeps up on you and puts you in a state of mind that can feel almost impossible to escape. If you are suffering with a mental illness , don't suffer in silence. You are not alone , we love you and you are 100% worth it ❤️💛💚💙💜

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#41

the woods are empty once again

but i still enjoy the pouring rain.

as thousand echoes lost in vain

just wash away my burning pain.

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#40

I can't help it that it's not easy for me to freely express my feelings,

In my whole life everyone i shared has only shown me coldness.

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#39

Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.

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Thoughts

Between 19 to 30, our body goes thru alot. Physical, hormonal, mental, spiritual changes.

During this time, our generation, f**ks up the whole ideology of sex to feed the lust. They have sex with every person they find physically attractive.

According to me & books i read, sex is a way of spiritually changing, empowering, & feeling connection of the souls. Thats not just two body merging but souls too.

Finding this thought process behind sex in this generation is like searching for Shakespeare in the world of full of Chetan Bhagat

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#38

You look tantalising

with the stars smeared like

glitter in ua hair, boy.

Dance

till the pounding

of ua feet breaks open

another galaxy.

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#37

You're not dead but not live either

You're just a ghost with a beating heart

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#36

Everyone wants to be sunshine in someone's life.

But me?

I want to be moonlight to someone's darkness.

I will there at the darkest times,

will even wait for clouds to pass by,

still there,

But most prominent at night

when all seems dark.

I will comfort you in a drive,

calm you in a storm,

I stay all through out,

Make you feel that, You are not alone.

One day you will find your sun and walk away,

& sometimes i will shine in a day.

Just to see and remind you dat

I WILL BE HERE UNTILL YOU TURN GREY

👣

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Patter of rain drops creates a sounds that gives peace to soul.

The cold breeze and only warm blanket available for the lonesome, alone.

With city lights and rainy nights helps nature to be the only & truely an companion in your solitude.

For the search of frequency n energy you are trying to produce.

___________________________________________

Just look at those clouds and colour of sky, my phone camera captured shockingly.

Issa Vibes💕

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#35

Where metal only grows,

Instead of trees and rainbows ,

Mumbai the city, where my roots are sown

Where Dreams become drama and enjoyed as a show

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#34

If you see old haunts, and lurk for shadow in each corner.

If you heard crooked creaks that taint the ceilings and the floors.

If you have sat till the sunrise with the eyes wide open, soul fearing, and dreams that take you back home.

If you have held the dark in the palm of your mind - through the sun still rise.

All those loves you have known - if love makes you blind.

If you could have seen the real moonrise.

If you could have walked through time.

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#33

Happiness is what we seek

To live in a world not so bleek

We want love, passion, to succeed

We forget what we really need

To accept, to help, to care

We should be giving back everywhere

I couldn’t get that thought to stick

Where could I learn to be less thick? 

Only when I feel so low, so down

Do I look in the mirror at my frown

I want better, not what I need

So all i have to do is plant that seed

Show love, give thanks, be me

Let it thrive, grow, and be free

Make jokes, laugh loudly

That’s how I’ll learn to live happily.

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#32

Her heart is covered with extra layer of skin.

Her darkest secrets lie within.

She is always talking about her past.

From where, new demons were cast.

Her deepest thoughts are on surface.

You just have to be detective to see the details.

From where, you can create the verse.

Pick a side, coz Karma never fails.

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#31

Just like how

Days become nights

and night become days

You swing between

being someone who leaves

and someone who stays.