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just a side blog | 25 | minors dni

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my anxiety meds made me gain so much. i haven’t taken them in a week so now im losing mind. i’m not gonna go back on them. i need to get this weight off first.

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might see the guy i like on saturday…gotta restrict heavily the next few days!

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let my sibling pick a bunch of clothes out for me…the amount of crop tops hhhhhh, plus they got belly chains like i can’t wear that..i don’t have the body for that.

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i hate clothes shopping so fucking bad. no matter what section it triggers my ed and dysphoria 😭😭😭

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anyone else on lexapro and know what to do about weight gain? i can’t seem to lose only gain no matter what i eat or don’t eat…

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gained 7 lbs literally over the weekend and i want to jump.

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first time i’ve been able to cry since going on meds and it’s about my weight ofc…

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i didn’t realize how thin my face has gotten until i saw a picture my best friend took last night….

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tmi but also facts, these ED farts are something serious like they stink so bad.

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boss ordered me a jacket and i told him to get me a small and he said “they come a little smaller, you good with that?” like yes i need more motivation to lose.

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i got the jacket, and it’s big on me!

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i’m wearing 4 layers and i’m still freezing

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my hip bones really stick out now when i lay down…if only they stuck out all the time.

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felix talking about going on a water diet makes me very sad….and at the same time i understand him.

[pochacosicon-deactivated2025090]

sometimes i get so scared that the cal0r1es they are putting on the labels are fake and that they just want us people to believe them cuz like how are we going to check them anyway that i have a literal panic attack and i don’t want to eat anything anymore for my whole entire life

it may be because i’m paranoid but idk it just feels so damn terrifying to me

[hughjasz]

i wish i hated food

i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating

i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out

i hate constantly fighting myself

[lili-so-silli]

i hate how easy it is to gain weight but so hard to lose weight.

[butterflykickz]

i always feel like the fattest in the room, doesn’t matter what size i am