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imma write things that i just felt, and it warmth me yet made so much emo.

well this post is such a caution for anyone who find this on their timeline. if you find things that i write kinda "menye menye" "annoying" "useless" or bothering you guys please feel free to unfollow me.

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he calls me sweetheart like it's my real name <3

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just realizing that i only got a few pics of me with mbah :(( this makes me sad

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GA ADAAAAAA YG LEBIH MENYENANGKAN BANGUN DI HARI SENIN PAGI TRUS BACA CHAT YG DOI BILANG AKU CANTIK

mood seninku full 📈🥰📈🥰📈🥰📈🥰📈🥰

semalem nyampe rumah lgsg tepar eh kubuka mata dan ada hal menyenangkan sksksk

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it was a strange moment when we both knew clearly that we were upset to one another, we talked out the feelings and turned out we went thru it without any "i-must-not-talk-to-him/her-except-he/she-reaches-out-for-me-first" phase.

me myself couldnt even believe it.

i guess we both just unlocked the early 'mature' stage.

hahahahaha lmao.

well, i do hope we both unlock the next mature stages...

and the end we both knew that things should be discussed at the first place.

lots love to my dearest.

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i wanna cry so bad, but im in the office rn hhh smh

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i just dont know how to deal with it anymore

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pernah ga sih ngerasa kalo waktu dimanja manja sama orang tua udah habis.

and tadaaaa out of sudden the reality hit you from every possible direction.

you never know those kind of problems exist until your parents think you're mature enough to finally join them to face those shitty shits.

:(

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God, please grant my wish, i hope that in the future i'll be living comfortable enough to help other people without hesitation.

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sekarang tuh kalo galau bukan masalah love life, makin kesini kenapa jadi makin kompleks.

i dont like adulting.

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shout out to thiiiisssss sweetest man alive. i didnt ask anything dan emang sengaja ngabarin akhiran ke semua orang, gataunya dia tiba tiba ngabarin that he's backk in townnnnnnnn for meeeeeeee 😭😭😭😭 disela sela dia lagi hecticc😭😭❤💕❤💕❤💕

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skskkkksskskksks cowo aq lutjuk bgt 😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰

dia bukan tipe cowo yg bilang "ily" regularly, jd momen ini harus diabadikannnn!!!!!

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it hurts when you see your mom crying. the day when she told me the things she has been carrying alone all this time, thats the day when i just couldnt see things in the same way anymore.

god, i love her more than life.

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dear little one,

you had your changes, you knew your consequences. you had your responsibilities, and you are able to choose which one you want to solve first.

dear little one,

it seems you have too much on your mind, and feel too much in your feelings. you can choose to be hard on yourself or easy on yourself.

dear little one,

I want you to know that just "being" is enough.

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kangen bocilkuw 🥰

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had a sip at le travail then nguengg ke angkringn deket malioboroo, aslinya kepo aja sii tu tpt knp rame mulu.

had a nicee long convo abt many things.

loved it.