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@v1x3r
this is a side blog, pay no attention
you may call me whatever you want
blog is a place to complain, don’t worry about anything i say i doubt ill act on it. these are simply pure raw thoughts. i like talking to my void of no response, so preferably just keep scrolling unless you have an ask to share
ignore the constant deletions of posts, i get sick of how i sound after a while
i wish i had someone willing to cut me 👀👀👀👀👀 wish i had 👀👀👀👀 someone to pull out my organs 👀👀👀👀👀👀
genuinely if someone else relapsed for me, softly touching me (sexually is good—finger fucking me so i dont know if its pain or pleasure that im whimpering from. though just gentle touches on my thighs would work) and telling me im doing so good soo so good while they press a blade deeper into my skin. they want to hurt me watch me struggle and cry in pain and yet they feel elated at the scene. i think id cum
hurting myself isn't enough anymore. usually feels so perfect, helps me think when i press my nails into my skin. or cutting myself, pulling my hair. so erotic, so grounding, feels like home. can't stop thinking about how much better the pain is from her. makes me so dumb when she does it for me. such a perfect way to show my submission, my commitment. she bit me so hard, mightve been the closest i've gotten to cumming from another person in a long while.
Pet play but it’s you tying me to a pole outside in the freezing cold and just letting me die there
im genuinely going to jump off a bridge and slit my throat im so irritated today
i smelled him again for a second there. as if he were in my arms like he was not long ago. i wish nights like that would never end.
having a crush is so odd. when i dated previously they were tame, mild little flickers in my heart that were easily satiated by the love of my other. but this one is different. maybe knowing it shouldnt work out is what causes it. all the fibers of my brain know that it would be worse if it DID work out. but all the strings of my heart pray to the gods everyday that perhaps, one day, it will. its weird, to love. to love without concrete proof i am loved. it hurts more but it also feels so much more real. ive fully devoted myself at this point, released my body and spirit to their control and they know it. i like how things are right now and know this is best, though my heart will ever long for more. but then again, my heart is never satisfied with any form of love prompted to it, as i am undeserving. perhaps i will never find someone. but this person makes it feel like im pretty damn close.
im sure they know by now, and even then i dont mind them knowing. it doesnt seem to bother them too much, plus i have zero plans on acting on it so i see no point for either party to care. my brain tells me im not ready anyways but my heart knows if i were ever asked id say yes.
i can post whatever the hell i want on here and i wont get banned because NO ONE SEES WHAT I SAY!!!! NO ONE GAF!!!! NOT EVEN MODERATION!!!!!!
paws at you hey hey paws at you hey hey hey hey talk to me talk to me never stop talking to me ill never get sick of you but youll get sick of me paws at you paws at you kick me like the annoying dog i am disregard me into the dirt leave me outside nude treat me like an annoying mutt who cant do anything right cant even cut to styros teach me how to cut myself and then give me treats when i do if im hurting myself you dont have to waste time hurting me so much easier paws at you paws at you tho one day ill be bleeding out of my thighs onto the floor and yet all you think about is the clean up youll have to do later so you shoot me in the head to finish the job <33
relapse
i told myself id only do one and we all know how that goes
i wwant to cut myself and cut myself and cut myself and watch the blood drip down my legs and im so happy so happy and i cut again and again for more blood please god more please
i genuinely cannot stand the feeling of horniness it makes me so so uncomfortable i want to die i need to die
might relapse tonite accidentally scrolled too far into shblr and remembered my love of bleeding out
tonight would be a good night
local loser acts almost impossibly annoying to his friends and then is surprised when friends dont like him. will be reporting on his thankful suicide later today
im genuinely the most worthless person on this planet
remembered that time i laughed so hard with a friend of mine jackie sent me on a walk. i was so happy
i need to kill myself
its been two months since my last relapse i want to but i dont know if i should
didnt. blade in hand as i watched youtube cuz thats what i play for background noise and ended up laughing at the video playing :)
maybe another day
