Trust my rage ᵃᵘᵗᵒᵖˡᵃʸ

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casually strolls back in after 2 months.  hi.  so.  uni got really busy and really stressful, I made new friends that I’ve been socialising with and I got myself a boyfriend.  and my muse for Loki is back as it should be so I’m ready to jump back on him.  but.  I’m moving his blog.  I need a huge fresh start and coming back to this blog will send me back to where I don’t want to be, it might end up making me want to leave all over again.  But I love Loki way too much to let him go forever, I needed this break, for IC and OOC reasons.  There’s almost 5k of you here and you’ve all been  AMAZING  for these past ( nearly ) 5 years, but I really think a new blog would do Loki & I the world of good.  I’ll probably make a promo within the next few days that I’ll reblog here, but a lot of changes are going to be made.  The biggest change is that I’ll be remaking him as Loki, none of the vampy stuff.  For a year or two I’ve been thinking ‘vampire loki is weird but too late now’ so I’ve decided to remake to an extent.  plus the blog is going to be a little more private and selective, particularly because uni will be on my ass again after christmas and it takes up a lot of my time, so activity will be limited as it is.  so yeah, I’m taking this url with me so feel free to follow when it’s up <3

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and  HERE  is the blog <3

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new blog is  OVER HERE  ( and still under construction ) !!

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new blog is  OVER HERE  ( and still under construction ) !!

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new blog is  OVER HERE  ( and still under construction ) !!

[valdreyri-archive]

casually strolls back in after 2 months.  hi.  so.  uni got really busy and really stressful, I made new friends that I’ve been socialising with and I got myself a boyfriend.  and my muse for Loki is back as it should be so I'm ready to jump back on him.  but.  I’m moving his blog.  I need a huge fresh start and coming back to this blog will send me back to where I don’t want to be, it might end up making me want to leave all over again.  But I love Loki way too much to let him go forever, I needed this break, for IC and OOC reasons.  There’s almost 5k of you here and you’ve all been  AMAZING  for these past ( nearly ) 5 years, but I really think a new blog would do Loki & I the world of good.  I’ll probably make a promo within the next few days that I’ll reblog here, but a lot of changes are going to be made.  The biggest change is that I’ll be remaking him as Loki, none of the vampy stuff.  For a year or two I’ve been thinking ‘vampire loki is weird but too late now’ so I’ve decided to remake to an extent.  plus the blog is going to be a little more private and selective, particularly because uni will be on my ass again after christmas and it takes up a lot of my time, so activity will be limited as it is.  so yeah, I’m taking this url with me so feel free to follow when it’s up <3

[loki-god-of-menace]

[lokihiddleston]

“Good answer.”

[valdreyri-archive]

uni - hiatus notice !

I start university on the 19th and because I’m not moving away it means over an hour of travelling there  &  over an hour travelling back every day on public transport  ( a 10 min bus I don’t trust being on time, a 45 min train that’s even worse, then a 25 minute walk through a city I’m not that used to yet ),  it’d take a lot less if I could drive but I can’t so until I can I’m going to be adjusting to the travelling and the new timetable which I already know.  so for a while I’m probably going to be very quiet, possibly inactive with just a few things in a queue.  BUT  I am also purposely taking a break from this blog,  the muse is no where as strong as it was 4 years ago and I feel bad for keeping people waiting for replies I just can’t get the muse for as much as I desperately want to.  I know people are getting pissy with me for being slow but I can’t force myself to reply as often as I really want to because the muse just isn’t working and I’ll hate every word I put down,  I have way more muse for my other blogs these days and enjoy my time a little more in those other fandoms than I do here,  the blog honestly feels like a lot of pressure rn,  something I don’t need & isn’t healthy with my first year of uni starting in just over a week.  so I’m going on a break while I adjust to the oncoming start of uni, get used to my timetable and see how I am balancing the blogs I do have muse for with this new timetable, and I just need a break from here.  I adore Loki so so much and have done for 4 and a half years so I’m not dropping him,  I don’t think I ever could,  I’ll do a few things & queue them but it won’t be much,  and I will pop on every now and again if I have the muse,  which a little break might help with,  until I’m used to my timetable & the travelling and feel comfortable with how I balance my blogs.   so while I’m on this much needed break,  you guys can find me on  mickey doyle ,  thomas barrow  &  tommy shelby  <3

[electrastrology]

the "i did it just to spite you" squad

taurus, gemini, aquarius, aries, sagittarius, scorpio

[mitchellwrites]

deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

[lokihiddleston]

(source)

[dcmination]

Wowza you guys! This is unreal! I am honestly so flattered that 300 of you decided to click the follow button and tag along with me and Dred on our adventures. I’ve had Dredhwen as a character for so many years and she’s evolved so much! I finally feel like I have her in a place where I am becoming comfortable with her character and development and it’s so awesome how well received she’s been. I wanna just thank the people who have stuck by me and this blog, as I know activity can be spotty (at best). Lately, I’ve found myself having so much muse for her and it’s given me such a refreshing take on role play. I know OCs are often looked down upon and people are wary of them (I am one of those people) but it makes me feel so special to know there are those who see the hard work that’s put behind her development! The list below isn’t going to be very long and is in no particular order. This list also includes, not only my writing partners, but people who I admire from afar as well!  Thanks again guys, this is so awesome. @midnightveiled, @thequarrelsome, @watchdeserter, @wolfixis, @varakaar, @datseabass. @almodir, @borrssons, @asgardianhammer, @bethgrccnc. @salvatixon, @nobodiesgovernor, @withusnow, @aintashes, @bcrnchacs, @pekkt (and all of scout’s blogs duh), @shieldintheice, @kissofmistletoe. @frostkingoftheapocalypse, @abysstained, @hexenbrenner, @depthdweller, @deliverybcy, @fathcr, @hamndgirig, @themarkerkillcr, @eygxn, @unseenmockingjay, @ulfhrafnx, @oftarth, @zaldrizotala, @xstormclad, @valdreyri, @nightsire, As always, I’m sure I forgot a bunch of people but, I’m sorry if I did!!!

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"Did you know about this?"

civil war   .   @wyntershadow

“ KNOW..?  Hm.  No accusation that I caused this? “    he’d mock relief, but he should have voiced such an accusation had they arisen, the beast had crafted this.  To think him innocent of such a thing would be a foolish decision, and Loki thought him better than that, though perhaps he might consider a reevaluation.  A laugh came next as booted feet carry him forward, and he wanders the space they share with a hum upon cracked, pallor lips.          “ I DIDN’T, of course, but you must understand my shock.  I appreciate the trust… Buck. “

[groovybih]

yet another great day of being Manipulative™

[luthienne]

Understand how dangerous / I am.

Alice Notley, from Certain Magical Acts; “Blinding, the White Horse in Front of Me” (via luthienne)

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"I didn't want you to be alone..."

civil war   .   @datseabass

Fingertips brush the backs of her knuckles, the pads trace the prominent bone, the dips between jagged edges, that he’s memorised with his MOUTH prior to this display of affection.  Lips take on a sad curve, though he looks to her with overwhelming adoration.  A short laugh sees his features brighten, and he takes her hand carefully in his own, fingers turn her palm upwards with the care one might take when threading a needle.  The beast cranes his neck, tattered strands of blackened hair form a curtain as lips press to the centre of her palm, there they linger, even as words are breathed hot against her skin.     “ Impossible.”

His gaze flicks to meet hers, the gold just visible between thick ebony lashes.  Lips kiss again, but they venture to each upturned finger, and he NIPS the pad of her ring finger.     “ An impossibility when you’ve sworn your heart to me. “

[firimark-deactivated20170622]

I’ve been in the MARVEL rp fandom for four years, but this was my first experience roleplaying SIF   —-   and I’ve been welcomed so kindly on this blog,  by so many people,  and I’m incredibly grateful to know and have the honour to write with all of you.  Below , in alphabetical order , is my 200 FOLLOWER BIAS LIST  (  I’d like to apologize in advance if I miss anyone,  lord knows I have a mind like a sieve  ).

@abberaticn , @aestvo , @agenths , @aintashes , @alleyspat , @alfodir , @americaslegend , @ancientroots , @anduna / @shieldarmed , @anthcnystcrk / @naturetorn , @anxlgesic , @aphoticbloom , @berserkerage , @blackpanthcr , @blackironed , @burgledthem , @capablehands , @civilburden , @clowngore , @comegente , @cxpt , @datseabass , @depthdweller , @deceptionforte , @diamvndback , @djarfliga , @doomedtoruin , @earthsideal , @egosided , @eostrre , @flamedamaged , @flaradr , @furysided , @gammamade , @grishildr , @groundfallen , @hawkseyes , @hawkbro , @hetinkers , @heavenbuilt , @hrimhvat , @hraunwyf , @hypohand , @hydrolante , @ignte , @infalliblelogic , @ironarmored , @ironfated , @kcngofasgard , @keptsecrett , @kryptonraised , @leksakom , @mariabclla , @madmontana , @meteorstrikc , @mindlogic , @mindcomply , @motherofasgard , @moranument , @motherofwolvcs , @mxrchantofdeath , @myatonements , @namedbucky , @nexus-being , @nizshiy , @nightnvrse , @nonaziharlot , @notaquawoman , @notyouroma , @nokaiju , @oathsayer , @oftargets , @ofthefoam , @ormstunga , @outlawiism , @ovalbound , @ownpast , @peacemaiden , @polysci , @prefercaptain , @profanates , @punchit , @reactoring , @regalae , @rebelflier , @riddarii , @rottenjoke , @rvnin , @scottiish , @showmaxter , @slaandi , @snaremaker , @springvigor , @starksprincess , @starfrayed , @tahitiwoke , @talentforlying , @tendersouled , @thedestrcyer , @thnndr , @thjokesonyou , @theonewhodoesbattle , @tordenvaer , @triickstr , @unseenmockingjay , @unwintering, @valdreyri , @vckarian , @verdig , @viiduam , @victoroius , @vulnerose , @vulcanistics , @vvarriorsthree , @warcompass , @wcrthiest , @wingshead , @wintersspectre , @wreckstars , @xaedificare , @xstrange