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My name is DarkEye5000. I'm just an autistic trans male who likes Creepypasta, FNAF, BATIM, Kirby, Hollow Knight, and anything that is horror and creepy related! This is my alternative blog Valentine Love99 for reblogs study notes. You can find the rest of my blogs down here. DarkEye5000 Derek Jefferson The Dreamland AU The Glass in Shard

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Fucking feeling bit okay because I gotten cheered up fucking after doing some shopping for myself after dealing with my cat's death. So I ended up fucking finding these really cool merch made by the very amazing artist named Doop! @y0d00p I am fucking glad he made these because cuntler Nintendo never bother to fucking make merch based off DMK that I will fucking sold my organs if it would convince Nintendo to fucking least create any DMK merch!!!!

As you fucking see here the stickers are really well made and damn shiny that I am glad there is DMK sticker being existed. Same goes to the I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream that fucking touch to my horror loving/bookworm emo heart!!!! The HATE and the goop are very fucking smooth to the touch as fucking thanks for creating the sticker merch on game/book that I really love!

Out of all my acrylic collection I fucking say this is very perfect quality that there are no scratches, very fucking damn smooth, the colors are fucking popping, and best off it comes with the DMK's sword hanging beneath his feet! I never sene this perfect acrylic keychain as I fucking give this 100 out of 10!!! Because of that I am going to fucking wear this to work and show off proudly how much I like this keychain and how much a fucking bigger DMK fan I am for this emo asshole!

I didn't expect a fucking keychain made out of wood is something I would ended up liking it a lot! It is also very smooth and I like the jingle that is nice to hear and there is fucking difference in front and back side of the keychain one is front of DMK and other his back. This keychain is fucking also in amazing quality that I will fucking display it in my room or fucking put it onto my bag!

Overall Doop's art style is fucking great and it ended up matching well and came out in amazing quality in these cool ass merch! So this is very great art merch I have fucking ever seen and it is whole lot better that I do not fucking damn mind to buy more because it is really that cool and great and fucking finally someone made cool products for DMK fans all around!!!! People check his store out as I am not damn kidding how much better the quality is and how cool his fucking art style is as Doop is fucking goddamn cool artist!

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I fucking lost my cat recently named Star who I got her when she was only two years old. Recently she fucking passed away this month only being 15 years old being euthanized. Star is my fucking first cat I ever own that I fucking gave the last "I love you" through facetime with my sister. Star was very moody cat giving me that "Really?" expression and fucking yet she can be sweet and fucking kind especially she would fucking slept in my bed or fucking near at the top edge of the ceiling near me in bunk bed. I fucking remember she would fucking go damn crazy with catnip that I fucking jokingly called the catnip "drugs for cats" that she fucking look like shitler crack addict. There was also the fucking time she would sometimes climb up onto neightbors' roofs that my siblings and I fucking have to use cat treats to get her down because she love those milk flavored treats a lot and the noise when you fucking shake the treat bag and Star will be fucking zoom by to get the cat treats. I fucking also like talking to Star even I would assumed she is being moody and sarcastic. Here are the fucking photos what that cutey pie shiny fur cat looks like.

Because of what fucking happened I fucking think lot of things that I have fucking done in the past and fucking learned that this bullshit fandom community is not fucking real community at all! Look I am not fucking great person because I am giant prick asshole in fucking both IRL and fucking Internet such as punching my roommate's face and calling my roommate ignorant retard. I also fucking being asshole years ago by fucking ruining deaf artist's friendship fucking because I was very damn jealous over fictional character's relationship over my petty feeling over some boy in high school. I did even fucking a lot more such as arguing at the deaf artist over myself being bullshit petty and giant spoiled brat. I fucking mean the deaf artist is really cool person such as not being judgmental or fucking being understanding even though I was being very goddamn mean to the deaf artist. That deaf artist is very fascinated with art and just want anyone to fucking talk about art, anime, games, or anything weird. I tried to fucking made up to the deaf artist by giving the Amazon gift card that is about $200 to say sorry even if the deaf artist don't take it or ignore least that is fucking goddamn better.

What is surprising despite what I fucking seen in all the posts and what I read in my orange friend's server that the deaf artist was having medical problems about having the stomach being twisted and being upset that deaf artist's cat is being sick. As why in the fuck ignore the deaf artist's plea as deaf artist want someone to comfort to fucking feel like being welcomed. I fucking didn't because I created those shitty memories of fighting, broken friendship, the stuff that cannot fucking be fix nor redeemed. I am not great but at least I am fucking trying while nobody does in the fandom. It is total bullshit the fandom claimed to welcome everyone and being chill when it is doing opposite towards the deaf artist by listening to bullshit rumors and ignoring the deaf artist. Sure the deaf artist is not popular and barely got any likes, followers, reblogs not even comments but the deaf artist is not asking much just least little interaction fucking means a lot. I also want to fucking point out that deaf artist was not really involved in social media judging by deaf artist's public posts. Deaf artist while joined into DeviantArt years ago but made first post in fucking 2019 but only started active around 2022 the same year when using tumblr. Even so that doesn't mean the deaf artist fucking gain lot of interaction for some years being casted out by the fandom community.

I don't fucking care if anyone calls me bullshit, pity seeking, or just not important but that is fucking proving my goddamn point that people are ignoring about the deaf artist even that deaf artist tries to reach out to anyone even with lack of social skills at least that deaf artist is trying. If one day if I ever found out that deaf artist committed suicide, I am blaming the entire fandom because when person is gone they are fucking gone! I cannot bring my cat Star back that means nobody can bring back the deaf artist back! Fuck you all if you all want to continue to doing nothing not even make simple welcome gesture to the deaf artist. There is good reason why deaf artist doesn't share much art because of shitty friend stole deaf artist's idea and spreading false information on deaf artist to make deaf artist want to give up and not bother making art. Deaf artist fucking love art being passionate artist and gets excited when talking about art. What I have fucking done cannot being erased even over that very cool person who will never judge anyone and willing to fucking listen and will share insight and fucking being supportive for any kind of creativity and fucking get excited doing anything creative and fucking talk and on about movies and anime and games. For that fuck you everyone! If anyone tries to give me shitty sympathy for losing my cat, then this fucking proving my damn point that everyone ignores the deaf artist! I am not seeking out shitard pity attention I don’t care, but this bullshit of fucking ignoring the deaf artist feeling upset and fucking tries to lend a voice that nobody is hearing! If anyone has problem with this post, don't fucking bother I am just venting. I don't want drama but this is total cuntler bullshit. Also if anyone has problem with this post still, just come straight to me not at deaf artist as deaf artist is not aware what I am doing.

If anyone wondering why I keep saying deaf artist, it is fucking because deaf artist has deafness. Deaf artist cannot hear anything and give deaf artist an instrumental music that do not have any lyrics, the deaf artist wouldn't understand the tone and melody from instrumental music or genre like EDM, electro, or even lofi-beats.

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Item: A Bright Star In Dark Space Rarity: ✦ Uncommon

Best video game night sky level?

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Super Mario Galaxy hands down has the best night sky level area ever!!!!!!!

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Item: The Memory Squeegee Rarity: ⏶ Common

What game would you erase from your memory just to experience it for the first time again?

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I want to erase my memory and replay Sonic and the Black Knight so I can wow myself all over again

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If you could choose a game to live in, what would it be?

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I would live in Sonic world, I just want to meet the killer robot Metal Sonic

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Item: The Bindle Rarity: ⏶ Common

What video game world would be your #1 travel destination?

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Dead Island, it's a tropical resort which that count as travel destination even that is full of zombies

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Item: The Glowing Code Rarity: ✦ Uncommon

What video game can you not complete without cheat codes?

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Chernobyl: Origins that's because I die a lot and puzzles are difficult

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Item: The Scream Rarity: ⏶ Common

What is the scariest game you've ever played?

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Slender: The Arrival I won't deny I did gotten jumpscare by Slender Man

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Item: The Bindle Rarity: ⏶ Common

What video game world would be your #1 travel destination?

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Horny Villa it is in the name villa so this will be my wet dream vacation

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What games have opened doors for you in real life?

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It has to be the entire FNAF game franchise that I become overtly obsessed with finding theories!

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What games have opened doors for you in real life?

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Halo Wars is what makes me getting started to like strategy games

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What video game has the best opening scene or level?

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Sonic and the Black Knight scene, I still laugh when Sonic tried to reach for his chili dog even though it gotten blown away by Merlina

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Item: The Scream Rarity: ⏶ Common

What is the scariest game you've ever played?

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God's Basement that I look up guide because I am too scared

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Best video game water level?

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Aquarium Park in Sonic Colors as I like level design and the music even though water is most hated to the fastest thing alive and I don't give a fuck if he hates it!

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Name a video game song you still have stuck in your head.

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It is too hard to answer for one so fuck the question I will list them all! Deemo: Untitled2 by Fabric Factory, Entrance (Deemo Version) by Ice, Yubikiri-Genman by Mili, La Promesse by Cranky, Myosotis by M2U, Guriri, and Lucy, ANiMA by XI, Sairai by Shinichi Kobayashi, Leviathan by NeLiME, Reflection (Mirror Night) by V.K, Dream by Rabpit, Evolution Era by V.K, Undo by Ice Bird Studio, Wings of Piano by V.K, Nine Point Eight by Mili, Platinum by Sta, Utopiosphere by Mili, Reverse-Parallel Universe by V.K, Saika by Rabpit, Run Go Run by Kaeru Underground, Invite by Sun Chen, Magnolia by M2U, Sakura Iro No Yume by Tzu Chien Wen and Masaki Baba, Fluquor by onoken featured Rin

Sonic Colors: Aquarium Park Act 1 by Sega Sound Team and Tomoya Ohtani, Reach For The Stars by Cash Cash, Battle with Metal Sonic US Version by Sega Sound Team and Kenichi Tokoi

Sonic Forces: Infinite by Tyler Smyth and Andy Bane, Fist Bump by Douglas Robb, The Light of Hope by Sega Sound Team, Tomoya Ohtani, and Any Hannam

Sonic and the Black Knight: Knight of the Wind by Crush40, Fan Art "It Doesn't Matter" by Sega Sound Team, Hikaru Tanimoto, and Yusaku Tsuchiya

Cyberpunk 2077: Resist and Disorder - Rezodrone and The Cartesian Duelists, Paradox by Andromida, Candy Shell by Spirit Machines, Let The Stars Die by Coeur Noir, Do or Die by NoWorld, Flatline by Red Dead Roadkill, Trauma by Aligns and Rubicones, Cyberwildlife Park by Marcin Przybytowicz

Hollow Knight: The Grimm Troupe by Christopher Larkin, Nightmare King by Christopher Larkin, Sealed Vessel by Christopher Larkin

Just Shapes and Beats: Corrupted by Danimal Cannon, Chronos by Danimal Cannon, Milky Way by Bossfight, Logic Gatekeeper by Danimal Cannon, Long Live the New Fresh by Danimal Cannon, New Game by Nitro Fun, The Art of War by Chipzel, Cascade by Kubbi, Barracuda by Noisestorm, Dubwoofer Substep by Omnitica, Cheat Codes by Nitro Fun, Close to Me by Sabrepulse, Vindicate Me by Big Giant Circles, Final Boss by Nitro Fun, Destroid 8 Annihilate by Excision and Far Too Loud

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What is the most beautiful world you've played on?

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I have to go with two games Planet Wisp in Sonic Colors and the post-apocalyptic New York being attack by Cell corporation and alien Ceph stalkers in Crysis 3

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What video game ending hit you hardest?

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When I fail to finish the mission and cannot go back after overriding my save in Fallout 3