FOREVER, if we could.

He/Him || 19 || OC and selfship blog || rb heavy || no dni || ➳♠︎

[valentinesaffections]

Story outlines, visuals, playlists (#cringe), random ramblings. My S/Is are also somewhat OCs so I might lore post abt them on their own seperate from their ships

Selfships n self insert blog

Occasional NSFT, so just block #Nsft if you don't wanna see that

links

My F/O list

My OC list

[kayvsworld]

most tragic thing about wanting to see more stuff of your oc is that the c is o and YOU have to make the stuff. devastating. why can’t art of my beautiful baby just appear in my hands. just materialize under my pillow, like from the tooth fairy

[gayhomosexualboykisser]

every day when i wake up i kinda just lay in bed like this because i remember my f/os arent real and i actually have a normal human life to live

[polymerclay-deactivated20251120]

Every day I mourn the irrepairable damage that cringe compilationers have done to the art community as a whole. Fly high possessive undertale selfshippers and amateur flipaclip furry animators. Your legacy will not be in vain and I wish people weren't so cruel to you

[polymerclay-deactivated20251120]

These are all genuinely so beautiful to me. If you don't think this is love and sincerity in its purest form I don't know what to tell you

[polymerclay-deactivated20251120]

If you even fucking care.

[yumee-topia]

𓎟𓎟 imagine you being your f/os f/o ♡ . they have shrines of you , plushies they sleep with , roleplay accounts of you , they give kudos & reblog every fic of you they can find , they can't stop thinking about you , wishing you were real , wishing you were here with them (⑅˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈ ) . maybe they excitedly talk to their friends & family about you , or maybe they're more closed off and keep to themselves but either way you're the person thats on their mind 24/7 . they're not shy or embarassed to pour their time , care & dedication into loving you . you motivate them to get up in the morning , to do things they're not that fond of . they are simply smitten & couldn't imagine their life with you in it !

[aizawashuichi]

the thing is, i feel like sometimes self-shippers don't fully embrace the idea of a character being in love with them. instead, the character looks like they are pretending to be in love, like unwillingly putting on this role on the side, as they continue their own life as their canon self, you know what I mean? you need to be more self-indulgent. you have to disrupt their in-character persona in some way, because love is now present and it alters things and people. someone who is in love with you, as aloof and emotionless as they may seem, will care for you and will change if necessary. they will do things for you that they wouldn't normally do for others or even for themselves, because you are not just a random dude showing up next to them. you are their person.

[guiltfactory]

sadist x someone who isn't a masochist and is very upset and uncomfortable with this dynamic

[rslashrats]

selfshipping moodboard

[em0goose]

Posting ocs is so embarrassing. Here's my stupid loser I guess. You can kill me if you want

[batlogy]

do you guys also refer to your self-insert characters in the third person and call them by name (in case they don't have the exact same name as yours)? like, yes the character is literally me and she does have a name inspired by my name, but since it's not the exact same name as mine (and lowkey even if it was), i have the habit of referring to her in the third person as if she's a completely different person when she's like LITERALLY ME

[the-door-is-open]

The idea of taking Zandik's v-card is so funny because you wouldn't even know you took it LMAOOO.

NSFW under cut

Because his arrogant ass would NEVER admit to being surpassed by his peers in any field. That includes losing his virginity or having experience in that field. So when he met you, he made sure to learn as much as possible before getting laid. He would study medical and fictional books about sex. Would look up everything that offers advice on pleasing and receiving and would even eavesdrop on conversions like the weirdo he is.

He was also persistent on lasting long. So he jerked off a lot on the thought of you the week before you slept over for the first time. The "studies" helped him visualize the act with the positions etc. And he could focus on what would feel good to him, what he would like and what he definitely wants to do with you.

When it would finally happen, he would play it off well enough that you would think he is just slightly hesitant because it's the first time you guys have sex together and not cuz its his very first time😭 was the sex good? Yea, you were left pleased. But was it mind-blowing? Not yet! But dont worry once he fully gets the hang of it it will leave you a babbling and shaking mess. For now just enjoy the out of breath and dazed Zandik after you deflowered him <3

[crowttore]

It's odd, mourning a lover you never knew.

You've visited his grave every week to lay down flowers. He wasn't a sentimental man, Omega had told you as much, but the youngest child segment had tugged you along the first few times and insisted you visit.

It had become second nature by now.

You could no longer remember when the first time was where your tears fell onto ground that had laid undisturbed for centuries. If not for the headstone it would've looked like any other plot of land.

Since the first time you'd returned to the laboratory frozen and with swollen eyes one of the older segments, Psi, had made a habit of accompanying you. Always holding your hand and tucking your head beneath his chin. None of them wanted to risk their beloved falling ill. Neither could they stomach the thought of you weeping as alone as he had been when he'd passed.

Maybe you'd never truly known Zandik, but you knew and loved every part of him. The parts that still walked Teyvat always said how much he would have loved you too.

It was odd to imagine. But it made your heart ache all the same.

a/n: hold my hand guys

[yumee-topia]

𓎟𓎟 imagine you being your f/os f/o ♡ . they have shrines of you , plushies they sleep with , roleplay accounts of you , they give kudos & reblog every fic of you they can find , they can't stop thinking about you , wishing you were real , wishing you were here with them (⑅˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈ ) . maybe they excitedly talk to their friends & family about you , or maybe they're more closed off and keep to themselves but either way you're the person thats on their mind 24/7 . they're not shy or embarassed to pour their time , care & dedication into loving you . you motivate them to get up in the morning , to do things they're not that fond of . they are simply smitten & couldn't imagine their life with you in it !

[depressedoldersister]

yeah if you can’t reach me i’m freaking the fuck out over this

[valentinesaffections]

referencing a picture of my F/O and realising I got something wrong makes me feel like a toxic boyfriend. No, I'm not gonna fix it, I just think you look better in this outfit. I threw out your old wardrobe. Love ya 🫰

[yourstunaight]

hoyoverse put him in veneers so i ripped them out of his mouth

[spinmagazine]

it shouldnt be illegal to kidnap a guy if he looks really sad and you know he would have a better life in captivity