JOHN SEED. head of indoctrination for Edenâs Gate, herald of Holland Valley, youngest brother. 18+. trigger heavy. read rules before interaction. as interpreted by rory.Â
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JOHN SEED. head of indoctrination for Edenâs Gate, herald of Holland Valley, youngest brother. 18+. trigger heavy. read rules before interaction. as interpreted by rory.Â
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This is such a John song for me.
THERE ARE ONLY TWO PATHS LEFT: SALVATION AND DEATH. ©
âȘ   á”ʰᔠđ«đŒđșđ»đ đ»đ¶đđ©đ¶đż .   (  a  collection  of  various unsorted sentence starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .  will be updated frequently .  )
why are you here ?
drive . drive fast .
i think we should make an informed decision .
are you coming or not ?
youâve been avoiding me .
[ name ] , Â what were you thinking ?
this should be your priority .
let me hold you for a minute .
get out of my way . i wonât tell you again .
that wasnât supposed to happen .
can you keep a secret ?
i donât know what i did to deserve you .
you seriously think i couldâve done something like that ?
youâre safe with me .
sorry isnât good enough .
where is all this coming from ?
who told you about that ?
sorry iâm late , i got caught up .
youâre being paranoid .
why are you looking at me like that ?
youâre the single most important thing to me .
all iâm asking is that you hear me out .
whatever they told you , itâs a lie .
we shouldnât stick around here .
hold my hand , i donât want to lose track of you .
[ name ] âŠÂ truth or dare ?
i love you . nothingâs gonna change that .
can you tell me what happened ?
you canât come around here anymore .
back off , okay ?
what , you donât have time for me anymore ?
youâre asking for too much .
iâm trying to start a new life .
what do you mean , you arenât coming back ?
sometimes i think you must hate me .
why canât we just talk about this ?
i know i fucked up , Â you can stop rubbing it in .
youâve got quite a reputation .
iâm not usually like this , iâm sorry .
please , just let me explain myself .
i love watching you work .
weâre on the same team .
did you ever tell anyone ?
youâve got a lot of explaining to do .
really funny , youâre very mature .
you call THAT a PLAN ?
can we get out of here ?
i thought things would be different .
this is not up for debate !
do whatever you have to do .
karmaâs going to get you for that .
it couldâve been a lot worse .
i asked you to leave me out of this .
maybe itâs time to take a leap of faith .
i never want to see you again .
can you see how many fingers iâm holding up ?
iâm gonna be there when you get whatâs coming to you .
youâre the best thing thatâs ever happened to me .
iâve been waiting all night for this .
i told you not to contact me .
sometimes i really think you have a death wish .
what do you need ? â what can i do ?
i would do literally anything to keep you safe .
that was supposed to be a secret .
you havenât called me that in years .
stop telling me to calm down !
we make a pretty good team .
i have so much i want to say to you .
iâm not going to let anyone hurt you .
can we please not do this right now ?Â
wait , wait âŠÂ just breathe for a second .
how are you holding up ?
why donât you stay the night ? iâll take the couch .
i donât need your protection !
youâre not making this easier on yourself .
are you going to let me in ?
iâm supposed to be protecting you .
i will kill you if i have to .
do whatever you have to do .
this is going to hurt , iâm sorry .
what happened to you , where have you been ?!
there was nothing you couldâve done .
youâre all i need right now .
i donât believe in love at first sight .
have you been following me ?
i need you to believe me .
what do you remember ?
iâm not a good person .
what the hellâs going on with you ?
youâre being followed .
just when i thought my day couldnât be any worse .
iâve been having weird dreams .
so youâve been lying to me this whole time ?
are you trying to get us killed ?
this is the worst thing thatâs ever happened to me .
i never asked for your help .
youâre being followed , pretend you know me .
why has it started to feel different with you ?
donât worry , i have a plan .
i heard everything .
do you need to sit down ?
i have the right to know whatâs going on .
iâve just gotta catch my breath .
stay out of my business .
what did you think was going to happen ?!
donât cause a scene .
tell me something about you that i donât know .
can i buy you a drink ?
what if âŠÂ we played spin the bottle ?
this was never a problem until [ name ] came around .
you canât ask me to make that choice .
are you seeing anyone right now ?
i need you to listen to me , we donât have long .
youâre lying , that doesnât make any sense .
you look  ⊠ stunning .
what are you trying to prove ?
who died and made you the boss of me ?
you canât just show up here like this .
let me make it up to you .
thereâs no way iâm leaving you like this .
can we stay like this ? just for a little longer .
i donât need you to fight for me .
so âŠÂ you lied to me ?
youâre the only one that can help me .
i canât help you if you wonât let me .
i never introduced myself , iâm [ name ] .
i expected more from you .
you have no idea who i am , do you ?
are you real ? is this real ?
can i stay with you ? just for the night .
youâre going to get yourself killed .
why did you help me ?
tell me what i can do to help .
pick a card , any card .
i never wanted any of this .
i love you .  you donât have to say it back .
do you wanna get out of here ?
what the hell are you talking about ?
i should have trusted you .
get your head out of the clouds .
how is any of this MY fault ?!
what arenât you telling me ?
i canât help you if you wonât let me .
itâs never just one with you , is it ?
youâre not supposed to know about that .
shut your mouth .
i havenât kissed you yet , today .
where is this coming from ?
come over here and make me , then .
keep lying to yourself , see where it gets you .
iâm not a bad person .
is that what you wanted to hear ?
we canât be seen together .
i canât give you what you want .
i need you to leave .
are you drunk ?
iâm here , iâm here . iâm not going anywhere .
you might want to take a seat for this .
have you been listening to anything iâve said ?
i havenât heard from you in weeks .
youâre jealous , arenât you ?
who do you think youâre talking to ?
what are you reading ?
you couldâve killed me !
come on , we donât have time for this .
i just need ten minutes of silence .
really ? thatâs all you have to say ?
we could leave , you know . go far away .
you donât look too good .
i never want to see you again .
why canât you just leave me alone ?
i thought you died .
youâll do anything for attention .
give me another chance .
howâs the weather up there ?
all you do is hurt people !
iâm sorry , none of this makes sense .
you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .
i told you i didnât want you around here .
is that supposed to be a threat ?
youâve changed .
donât look at me like that .
itâs a beautiful day , donât you think ?
i did what i had to do .
you never know when to stop .
iâve got to get home , itâs getting late .
i have nothing to prove to you .
stop LYING to me âŠÂ all you do is lie .
you donât have to be nice to everybody .
donât tell me what to do .
pull your head out of the past .
nobody can help me . i canât even help me .
we are not talking about that right now .
are you new around here ?
you have no idea what youâre starting .
iâm gonna get us out of here .
whatever you came here to say , i donât want to hear it .
everyoneâs staring at us .
is there anything i can do to help ?
i wonât cause you any more trouble .
â just follow my instructions for once !
do you want to come in ?
i just didnât know what to do .
you need rest , lie down .
iâm not who you think i am .
i donât know what you want me to say .
youâre not like anyone else iâve ever met .
i feel like iâm going insane .
stop asking , youâre not going to like my answer .
i didnât want you to see me any differently .
i wish i knew what to say to you .
donât give me that look , you know what i mean .
you should be afraid .
do you still love me ?
i never thought iâd get this far .
the world doesnât revolve around you .
i need you to give me some space .
i know what youâre doing , donât play games .
you left me to die .
iâm beyond repentance .
when are you going to get it through your head ?
i missed you more than i thought i would .
iâm in love with you .
what do you need from me ?
iâll kill them ,  just say the word .
[ name ] ,  what are you doing here ?
how can i help ?
youâre pathetic .
i need you to come pick me up .
where have you been ? itâs eleven oâclock .
i couldnât live with myself if i let you get hurt .
i canât just pretend it didnât happen .
youâre a real piece of work .
do you remember how we first met ?
when did all of this fall apart ?
thatâs not what i came here for .
i would do anything for you .
FAR CRY 5 REPLAY; region liberation
Look around you. This world is on the brink. You can feel it, in your bones.
@wrathflâ sent:Â âdid you do something different with your hair?â -- random dialogue sentence starters -- still accepting
  âIâve been busyâactually, probably as much as YOU have, hm?â
  Ever since the attempted arrest of Joseph and him declaring The Reaping to begin, it felt like Johnâs world had kicked up in a flurry of activity. As it stood, none of it GOOD. With the resistance gaining a foothold and John losing his grip on the valley, it was getting all the more DIFFICULT to push beyond the whisper at the back of his mind. The one that begged him to disregard Josephâs warning. That there was too much for her to ATONE for and he certainly found himself losing the thin PATIENCE he had with he situation the more people turned up at his door to tell him of the latest resistance movements.
  That RAGE was hard to hide, it leaked out in a tension of his tone but John managed to keep his tone even as he let out a steadying breath. As much as he had to unclench his jaw to do so.
  âI wonder when the jokes will stop, deputy, because I can assure you there will be LITTLE to laugh about if you keep on the path youâre on. I can promise that.â
@endvatarâ sent:Â âhey stupid.â -- random dialogue sentence starters -- still accepting
  He knew he shouldnât reply, just let him make his quips. John had dealt with MANY types of people since arriving in Hope Countyâit came with the TERRITORY. He wasnât exactly regarded with the warmest of welcomes sometimes. Especially these days. Still, despite the rather blank stare he returned with, a small grin crossed his face after a few moments. It was a particularly soulless gestureâtight and didnât touch his eyes.
  âI have never heard that one before. What playground did you pick it up from?â
ATONEMENT
@endvatarâ sent:Â âi have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.â -- random dialogue sentence starters -- still accepting
  He could piece that together.
  It was interestingâJohn liked to think he could get a read on people, and there were certainly times where he COULD. He could pick up on (and pick apart) peopleâs secrets, figure out their SINS. Yet, it was always something when they wore them so proudly that he didnât really need to do much thinking on that. Yet, that only just meant it ran DEEPER. A poison that ran so deep that it was hard to cut completely out, he knew that INTIMATELY. (The evidence of his own sins not being completely absolved reflected in the dried blood on the floors of his bunker, but it was a fact that sat unacknowledged in him at the moment.)
  âAnd you donât worry that PRIDE wonât ruin everything you claim to have?â
@idyllicserendipityâ (Jacob) sent:Â âdid you find what you were looking for?â -- random dialogue sentence starters -- still accepting
  His voice was like nails on a chalkboard in that moment.
  Really, John figured it could have been Joseph standing before him, but Jacob was always a bit of a SURPRISE. He didnât want to say he avoided his older brother, but with him running his program in the mountains and John dealing with people down in the valley, it wasnât like they had much TIME to cross paths these days. Still, he couldnât help but run a quick hand through his hair, slowing in his stressed pacing as he let out a BITTER huff.
  It was hard not to feel the PRESSURE to make sure he was doing what he neededâespecially when John in particular didnât have the PATIENCE for long-term struggling. It sat in his shoulders, in his jaw and neck, and in the way his nails dug into the palms of his hands in the current moment.
  âIf I did, this conversation would be very different,â John replied, âIâm sure you didnât come down from the mountains to GLOATâcan I help you with something, Jacob?â
@yukikorogashiââ sent:Â âah donât understand, why are ya doing this, bro?â -- random dialogue sentence starters -- still accepting
  It had been a while since John had last seen her.
  She had been still a kid back then, he and his family just NEWCOMERS to the county at that point. Joseph had his plans, of course, and John had just been coming clean from his drug addictionâit was a BLURRY memory, one that faded into the back of his mind like so many others. Yet, he definitely knew her face. Friendly and curiousâfar from the way she looked at him now, still remaining on her parents property despite the fact that John had bought it out for Edenâs Gate once her parents joined.
  âYou will soon,â John stated, stepping closer to her as he spoke, âJoseph wants to help lead you to a new beginning, one that is fast approaching. Itâs not too late. Your parents made their choice, you can still join them, Itsuki.â
Inbox is done and in the queue. Iâm still really rusty with John, so Iâm sorry if things feel a little off. Iâm working on it. lol
John, watching the deputy destroy his ugly, forced labor built YES sign and then proceeds to blow up all the silos he was collecting fertilizer in all in the span of a single day:Â
anon sent: // I hope you have an amazing day, you amazing person. â€ïžđ Always sending you all the love and good vibes from my side of the planet. -- random asks -- always accepting
I havenât even done anything yet. ;; Thank you for this! This is really sweet. <3
more random dialogue prompts ,
âwhy do you have that look on your face?â
âfinish what youâre doing, we have to talk.â
âwhat have you done to yourself?â
âdid you do something different with your hair?â
âit doesnât do any good to get worked up.â
âwhen was the last time we had a real conversation.â
âare you in the witness protection program, or what?â
âthereâs something wrong with me.â
âno, i donât hate you.â
âhey stupid.â
âweâre arenât them.â
âlooks like iâll live long enough to make you pay.â
âyou know youâre wrong.â
âi donât understand, why are you doing this?â
ânow, before i say anything, promise me youâll stay calm.â
âwhat makes me so special?â
âyou have no idea what iâve been through.â
âyou really donât have to do that, not for me.â
âdid you really think youâd get a second chance?â
"how about we donât do that.â
âi have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.â
âyouâre the worst.â
âi donât need you right now.â
âdonât just stand there, looking at me.â
âi thought you were supposed to call me.â
âtake my hand.â
âi need you.â
âyouâre allowed to need help sometimes.â
âfor someone who doesnât like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.â
âwhen this is all over, i want it to be you and me.â
âwhy wonât you tell me what happened?â
âyou donât know what this means to me.
âi know it doesnât make sense.â
âiâm trying really hard to keep it together.â
âi know youâre new, but we do things a little differently here.â
âyour voice is putting me to sleep.â
âdid you find what you were looking for?â
"you knew and you didnât even warn me?â
âwell, i guess thatâs broken.â
âi thought it was part of the act.â
âyou think u donât know youâre only here because they sent you?â
âyou promised to call me if you didnât know what to wear.â
âyou can keep a secret, canât you?â
âhow could you do this to me?â
âput the gun down, dearest. i have news!â
âi know you donât have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.â
âif youâre here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.â
âpeople think iâm weird.â
âi think iâm losing myself again.â
âyou canât be here.â
âi wish youâd come to the funeral.â
âdo you know what today is?â
âso, you broke my favourite mug⊠and youâre breaking up with me?â
âi need to get out.â
âitâs like iâm cursed or something.â
âyou are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?â
âyou gonna eat that?â
âsir, the pony rides are for children only.â
âi donât want you to worry about that anymore.â
âweâll never make it in time.â
âyouâd be late for your own funeral.â
âyou should have seen it coming.â
âoh, good, youâre here! hold this.â
âwhy canât you just be happy for me?â
âon a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?â
âis this how you flirt with everyone?â
âhow much longer till weâre there?â
âwhat have you done?â
âitâs time for you to repay that debt you owe me.â
âwhere did you get that? who gave it to you?â
âwhat kind of mother has thoughts like that?â
âi know I havenât been what you needed, but iâm here, and i wanna help.â
âi never want to hear you say that again.â
âyouâre all i have.â
âi know itâs not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.â
âi was doing so well until you showed up.â
âdonât eat that! i made it âspecially for our guest.â
âitâs not that i donât like my life, itâs that i donât have the energy to enjoy it.â
âhow can you stand this place?â
âdonât take this the wrong way, but you donât exactly blend in.â
âyou need to stop.â
âi donât like that look, what happened?â
âis that seriously your password?â
âwhatâs your problem?â
âyou had no right to use it without asking.â
âoh, wow, you werenât kidding.â
âi couldnât trust my own parents to protect me.â
âiâm surprised you havenât been arrested yet. wait, no, iâm not.â
âwhy do you want to help me?â
âten bucks for that piece of crap?â
âwe have to hurry, theyâre coming!â
âhey, look what came in the mail!â
âdo you want to get a drink or something?â
âplease tell me you didnât eat that.â
âthe worst part is you didnât even notice.â
âif i wanted help, i would have asked.â
âwanna tell me whatâs going on with your grades?â
âyou need to leave.â
âtalk to me, okay? i need to know whatâs going on.â
âi do blame you.â
âsometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.â
âyouâre no longer useful to me.â
âiâm not good with sarcasm: if you donât like me, just say it.â
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FAR CRY 5 REPLAY; the cleansing
You will confess. Every sin youâve ever committed, no matter how petty, no matter how small⊠I will pull from you. Then weâll see if youâre worthy of Atonement.