so like. just a brief explanation as to whats going on
one of my ex friends and i finally decided to like. not be friends anymore. shes been extremely shitty to me pretty much the entire time we were friends, always putting down my interests and forcing me to do just about everything for her. if i didnt, she'd get pissed at me and make me feel like shit until i apologized. the only reason i stayed was bc i foolishly believed she could change and i didnt want to abandon her
sometime last week she left our discord server for the umpteenth time server and i just. snapped. i was tired of doing everything to appease her and i really wanted to avoid her going apeshit so i just blocked her on everything. or so i had thought. i guess i missed her alt tumblr so i got a long dm listing how shitty i am and how im a manipulative garbage piece of shit. she even went as far as to say that i must have "severe brain damage from attempting (suicide) so much" which is. untrue and also she knows ive only done it once so. lol. she also said im manipulative and oppressing her bc i asked her to stop talking about how much she hated penises and how she finds them disgusting and she doesnt even know why people like them because as a transmasc it made me uncomfortable (not to mention she didnt start saying that shit until i came out which was. weird)
so after all this shit went down i went to tell one of our mutual friends that shes not exactly a great person, and he basically refused to hear anything i said and told me that he saw everything that had been said and that he didnt wanna hear me shit on her and be an asshole which like. i was just tryna warn you but whatever lol dont come to me when she hatecrimes you
anyways yeah, we arent friends anymore, shes turning several of my other friends against me, and both she and her friend i tried to warn have my old url and i know they both stalked it after i blocked her, they both said so. so im. hiding here ig, at least temporarily. either that or i wont be as active on tumblr, like ill still be queuing and posting from my queue but i wont be making personal posts or like. interacting as much in the daytime when i know theyre awake
tl;dr: my ex best friend is a shitty person and blew up on me and is potentionally stalking me so im either switching over to this blog or going on hiatus for a little bit
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