[vampirebarbiegirl]

I feel like i am only me in my head & in my thoughts

[angelonxanax]

[vampirebarbiegirl]

marija vujovic

[vampirebarbiegirl]

My Desire to Be Mute

The amount of times I have been spoken to and wished it was socially acceptable not to respond is overwhelming. It feels very close to a chore or a strain to form audible sentences. I’d much rather listen, tell me anything and I’ll listen. I’ll respond in my head. Expect me to form my responses into rational words then it’s over, I’m not listening. I like to observe and soak things in, I like to stare, I like to write, and I like to watch. I am running out of things to say. I say so many things that people don’t understand. I don’t know how else to word things. I must think too deeply for you. A thought that is so complex in my mind sounds like common sense to humans. It’s not. You just don’t understand me. That’s why you should let me talk to you without my voice. I hear you, I promise. If I let myself know that you don’t hear me, I’m setting myself up for disappointment and that’s not good for either of us. I’m here, I’m present, I’m happy, and I don’t want to speak.

🩷🩷-vampirebarbiegirl

[vampirebarbiegirl]

nostalgia is such a powerful feeling for me & i don’t think anyone understands this

both bad and good ….. although it all makes me sad

[vampirebarbiegirl]

confusion is probably the worst feeling EVER

why does it sometimes feel like nothing makes sense

[vampirebarbiegirl]

gregg araki #king