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do you ever just

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Rarely my kitty is so rude!! and tries to bite me, but I love his fatass sm that even his fangs on my skin feel sweet because above all it reminds that's he's right here with me & he's not going anywhere & as long as he is I am not alone.

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Can't believe some of y'all simp for Nate this season when this man is right here... Criminally underrated.

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Hate season 3 euphoria, but Maddy looks SICK. Her talented & beautiful actress Alexa Demie and the style make her absolutely unforgivable. Devine.

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I have little hope left for men. Every man in my life has been incredibly stupid, shallow, and arrogant. I pray to God to wipe the blinding ignorance from their eyes, but I realize that it is a favorite tool of the devil to torment people.

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I'm so sad because no-one wants to pray with me. Even my dear mother said 'with your sinfulness, with your dirty whxreish thoughts, probably even praying to the very image of the merciful Jesus, you'd secretly send us all to hell, you'd pray to the devil, because only something truly demonic could hear your prayers when they are full of these impure desires, so the truth is; your tainted voice will never be able to reach God's most holy ears, this is simply what you are, my dear child'. And well, I'm so sad.

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Sometimes I think that only turning to snufkin's type of lifestyle would actually cure all of my sorrows. A fine wooden pipe would do me good as well.

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Sometimes I miss God so much. Oh, so much, but this yearning doesn't feel mystical or edenly, more I fear, it's like a blasphemy, because my sick weak soul starts desperately seek for a closer source of eternal glory. I have those fantasies about finding someone oh so special oh so unique and also genius (preferably in terms of arts; since I see them sort of devinely) that I desire nothing more but to utterly devote myself to them, to call them my precious God, my dearest Father. My eyes start to water because my heart aches from their beauty, from how wonderful they are. And it's so overwhelming that I can just loose myself in them and forget.

I'm so sorry, to God, for this.