𓂃 ᛝ⠀⠀lilia⠀ ｡ ♡

੭﹕﹒“ Khee hee hee. „ ֺּׅ𓏽⑅ ˖ ꕀ vampie ou lilia 🦑⠀꒰๑ ´` ๑꒱⠀ 𓂂 ﹙🩸﹚ shi / hymn / bat / vamp + ⠀︵⠀⠀⊹⠀

[vampyricsquid]

𐃬ᛝ𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬ᛝ𐃬

is this too long for you? The bottom banner has the tldr.

𐃬ᛝ𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬ᛝ𐃬

Hihi!! My name is Lilia or Vampie! You can also come up with pet/nicknames, i like them. I’m a Lilia Vanrouge fictive in a DID system and a subsystem host, this is my blog. The rest of my system is uninvolved with this blog!

I use shi / hy / bat / vamp / bleed / it pronouns mainly. Never use she / he / they on me.

bodily, i am 17, but adults can interact dw ^^ We are intersex and you may hear about it because it causes us to be a subject of bullying on and offline.

i am not a human. i am fae, vampire, bat or doll. don’t call me a human, pretty please?

𐃬ᛝ𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬ᛝ𐃬

I made this blog because I’m a very unstable alter and i needed a place to yammer without irritating everyone kehhehe. This is a jiraiblr / yanblr blog, pleaseeeee be aware!!!! sh, substance use, s-!cide, ed, nsfw etc will be spoken about!!!

𐃬ᛝ𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬ᛝ𐃬

i talk in third person during manic episodes. it’s not a conscious thing. I’m manic a lot due to my environment.

we have many mental disorders. we also have physical disabilities and chronic illness. lifes hard, thats why im like this. postings hard, i’m unstable, waaahhhh…

i am in a horrible living situation. I am getting out next year. if i post about said situation, i do not want advice on how to leave, i want advice on how to cope in the moment or i just need to let out my feelings.

i love attention. i want it. I want to be seen as cute, sweet, pure, adorable etc. i want to be treated like an adored sweetheart who no one can hate, even if you have many reasons to hate me. Please, if you do talk about me, talk about me gently.

you can flirt with me, but keep in mind that i view it as just another form of attention and any reciprocation on my end is not genuine.

𐃬ᛝ𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬ᛝ𐃬

tags :

꒰ 🦑 、 ” khee hee hee… „⠀.ꨄ - post

꒰ 🦑 、 ” khee hee , are you joining us ? . „⠀.ꨄ - asks

꒰ 🦑 、 ” hmm , who should I scare next... „⠀.ꨄ - reblog

꒰ 🦑 、 ” It ‘ s always a delight to converse with young people . „⠀.ꨄ - self reblog

꒰ 🦑 、 ” I ‘ m so excited , I can hardly stand it !! „⠀.ꨄ - positive

꒰ 🦑 、 ” what a petty thing to get worked up over !! „⠀.ꨄ - complaining

꒰ 🦑 、 ” It ' s so quiet and dreary . „⠀.ꨄ - vent

꒰ 🦑 、 ” crying won ‘ t get you out of this . „⠀.ꨄ - breakdown

꒰ 🦑 、 ” aren ‘ t you just eager to fawn over this sweet boy ? „⠀.ꨄ - nsfw

꒰ 🦑 、 ” Is that how they tell it nowadays ? „⠀.ꨄ - system stuff

꒰ 🦑 、 ” the thrill ‘ s what matters . „⠀.ꨄ - sh/ed/substances

𐃬ᛝ𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬𐃬　†　𐃬𐃬ᛝ𐃬

[vampyricsquid]

I like your typing style!

-☁🐰

Thank you! (*´∀｀*)

[vampyricsquid]

Boo

eep!! Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）

[vampyricsquid]

You remind me of those white and pink bats

Id attach an image but it won't let me.

૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა —🌊🪼

You’re too sweet i’m gonna faint

Thank you.,.(〃ω〃)

[vampyricsquid]

Youre so pretty . . . ,𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ ՞𐦯

Genuinely ethereal — idk . *Runs away*

— 🌊🪼

Ah! Σ（/// □ ///)

Thank you 🌊🪼 anon!!!! Im really nothing special though… (´∀｀*)

[confessionsofarottensena]

go , my jirailings

conquer !!

[burnt-swissroll]

hey quick question do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me

[superkorico]

“Help is available!” google shut up and just answer my question

[vampyricsquid]

Why am i in front with mammon from obey me i hate this fucking system.

[vampyricsquid]

mm im so sleepy…it’s 11am i can’t sleep now…but sleepy…booo…..

[vampyricsquid]

Do you ever need to contact your uncle who is the kind of person who would be fine with you getting top surgery unless insurance covers it because insurance is an evil government run conspiracy to steal your kidney while you’re under too or something

he doesn’t think obamacare is real. genuinely just not a real concept.

one time i said that and someone thought i said he didn’t believe in obama, which honestly is the funniest shit i can imagine. Its like those people who one up moon landing conspiracies by saying “wow you still believe in the moon?”

[vampyricsquid]

Tw; mentions of physical abuse

“Your dad must be horrible if he married that woman” my father genuinely comes from a family line of marrying the most evil mother fuckers known to mankind. He has NO good idea of what a kind woman is.

His grandmother beat her disabled husband with a spoon because he couldn’t run away (meaning he physically HAD to fight back at times to get her to stop)

His dad married his step mom who literally force fed him until he puked and called trump a genius.

My mother is the spawn of satan because my father is just like me and runs towards harm because thats what he knows. Not because he supports it.

he’s also a teacher, he doesn’t get paid enough to afford leaving.

the only OKAY person in his side of the family is his brother, and he’s a conspiracy theorist and ex addict. He doesn’t believe in obama care its fucking insanity

[pixicidal]

"jirais are so mentally unstable, self-destructive and suicidal!"

[angelfies]

people when landmines want attention 😧

people when landmines don’t want attention 😧

people when landmines are dx’ with “too many” things 😧

people with landmines aren’t dx’d with anything 😧

people when landmines breakdown 😧

people when landmines don’t break down 😧

people when landmines have scars 😧

people when landmines don’t have scars 😧

[vampyricsquid]

People will list all the reasons why they find me amazing and cool and then i’ll just be like “yeah but im an unlovable skank though.”

[angel-pd]

As celebration for hitting 300 followers(!!!), have an angel-pd bingo ^_^ rb with your score:3

[vampyricsquid]

my angel just another me… 22 (￣▽￣;)

[vampyricsquid]

When i say “sheltered” i mean to real life people, i do not mean to the internet. I mean my mom was the type to need to approve all my real life friends but didn’t even put time limits or age restrictions on my tablet.

she told me what sex was in detail before she told me how to tie my shoes.

It sickens me that i knew how to please a man before i even knew how to spell my favorite color.