Anne

23 | 4’10 | cw: 151.8

[vanillalattewithabook]

Intro: 🦢

Hi :). Just wanted to introduce myself. I am not new to this but I just wanted a chance to start over. I also didn’t want to limit myself with things I post/like.

This, however, is a trigger warning. Please don’t follow if you’re sensitive or don’t agree with my blog. Do not follow me if you’re not a vent account (or similar).

Anyway. I love music, reading, plants, dogs, winter, coffee (duh), and the moon.

Stats. (She/her)

Sw: 161.0 (73kg)

Height: 4’10 (148cm)

Gw: 150lbs (68.0kg)

Gw2: 140lbs (63.5kg)

Gw3: 130lbs (60.0kg)

Gw4: 120lbs (54.4kg)

Gw5: 110lbs (50.0kg)

UGW: 100lbs (45.3kg)

[larvaira2-deactivated20200303]

[darlingphantomm]

my back/spine inspo

[vanillalattewithabook]

:| I’ve honestly been stuck in a b/p cycle. Everything eaten just ends up in the toilet. The only good thing about it now is that I don’t feel guilty for “wasting” food. I saw someone say that throwing it away or eating it is basically the same thing. Because when you eat and let it digest it’s gone anyway. That sorta changed my pov. I’m close to my first goal weight. 2.6 to be exact. I would get there faster if I didn’t binge (or if I at least started exercising). Went thrifting today, the books are The Fault in Our Stars and The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo. I also got a cup and saucer for my coffee/tea or hot cocoa. And then a small bowl just to have less food. The pains au chocolat are my favorite and I haven’t had them in a while. Earlier this week I also bought zero sugar birthday cake coffee creamer and it’s 10cals per tablespoon. That’s all for now. I’m already at 900cals so hopefully I don’t eat anything else.

[dietnoodlescup]

Can the number on the scale please PLEASE please be lower tomorrow when I wake up please

[vanillalattewithabook]

I’ve been sleeping in lately (to avoid eating). I feel like I’m getting back to my old self (me at 15 :| (when this used to be fun)). I’m trying to keep it under 800 and if I don’t… well yk or don’t.

[vanillalattewithabook]

Could not sleep, so I went for a walk around 05:30. I walked to the park nearby then the trail and back “home”. I’m not home rn. I don’t have any pictures because I was alert, and my socks got wet :(. When things don’t sit right I feel discombobulated. Wet socks and shoes threw me off.

Here’s the sky at 05:00.

I’m probably gonna blog whenever now. Even if it’s disorganized and doesn’t look how I want it to.

[vanillalattewithabook]

Currently listening to:

Black coffee ^ before bed :/

I’m babysitting right now and I’m so bored. He was up for like an hour and a half before I put him down. He’s been sleeping for like two hours. But I mean what else did I expect from an almost 5 month old? Anyway. I haven’t been consistent lately. I basically lost no weight because I gained what I lost this month. Hopefully I stick to it this time. I only fasted for 23hrs today. Tomorrow I plan to buy low cal/diet drinks. That’s all I guess. I plan to stay under 800 again. I suck at being active. It’s so hard though. This used to be a lot easier when I was 15/16. Now it’s just lame. Like wdym I’m gonna be the same weight I’ve always been when I turn 24 this year. I have to change it. I have 4 months. Ugh!

[diereinheits]

i forgot how easy it was.... i forgot how nice it is to feel empty.....

[vanillalattewithabook]

Does drinking a 10cal monster break a fast?

[wheneyescantlook]

[vanillalattewithabook]

Got berries today! Unfortunately I didn’t grab blueberries but that’s fine…

Because I have watermelon I plan to freeze.

[litheliese]

weak legs and wonky knees

[vanillalattewithabook]

Quotes I look forward to. Hopefully I can lose a lot of weight this month. My sw for June is 157.0 and now it’s 154.6. I’ve been doing good so far, I just hope no one catches on to the lack of food. Anyway, I’m babysitting right now and I should be getting paid later. I ordered a few things online and I’m trying to lose as much as I can before they get here. It’s not clothing related but I like seeing how far I can go. I do have clothes in my online cart but I want to wait until I’m like 145lbs. That’s all :).

[gengario]

i bring an “excluded since childhood” vibe to the function

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

june, please be kinder

[leighweightloss-deactivated2021]

Today’s reminder to not eat out of boredom and drink plenty of water.