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Vanessa | ♌ | ♀ | 👸 《 dreammaker▪heartbreaker 》wherever you're going, i'm going your way 「4.23.11」

[julieterbang]

nailsbycindyz__

[busstations]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BgYwGqlBP13/?igshid=xms0zlumb4jx

[mrsmaow]

[strawberrylollipopkisses]

My Edit | Original 

[vanillism]

残念だった

[vanillism]

Ffffffuckkkkk

[homunculus-argument]

Was talking with my therapist about how I get myself some sense of achievement in everyday life, and I told her that I occasionally give myself little secret self-appointed tasks, where the only goal is to manage to achieve some completely random, pointless, arbitrary goal without anyone else finding out or asking me about the whatever weird shit I am currently in the middle of doing. There's no punishment for failing to do so, I don't dread any kind of an outcome, nor is there any other reward for succeeding the task, than managing to succeed in it - a little challenge with no other goal or purpose than being a little challenge.

She said that this is very interesting, and asked me to name an example of one of these quests that I've given myself. I froze, drawing blank, since my current arbitrary goal is to see how long I can go on without having to explain to her what furries are.

[seancodydotcom]

This does not end the way it begins

[somergeist]

Not nothing, but rather a beginning 🍎

[sarakipin]

Dun Scaith was such a fun alliance raid..

[missinyouiskillingme]

[missinyouiskillingme]

how will they know?

[vanillism]

even tho I'm upset, whenever i think about that one tweet that said something like "just think, in a year you'll be crying over another man" it kinda puts me at ease lmao

[remanence-of-love]

[emlan]

For some reason Varis ordered a whole truckload.

[emlan]

Varshahn (big) walking into a doorway

[artistic-cocoon]

New toy :)

[roseillith]

[remanence-of-love]