i hear them again :)

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hi i’m vanity, i think that i can skip the introduction! you’ll know me when you know me, i think i speak for myself!

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sometimes i guess i wish i could die and try again…i don’t know, i just think something is wrong.

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ohhhhh god. i didn’t—it’s fine. i’m still here aren’t i?

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i think i miss home

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Whered you go goat

ooc: i’ve been busy the last few days

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ooc vanity doodle for the masses! ❤️

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i know there’s something wrong with this town, i didn’t think that meant something would be wrong with me?

…maybe I’m just homesick.

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gabriel is nice. the apartment is nice. everything is nice. i’m content. i’m content.

what on earth is wrong?

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Hiya vanity! So uh, ahat would you like to learn on piano first? I have a few books if you'd like.. but I think it'd be good to lay down the fundamentals first yk? I don't know what it'll be like to teach you like this but it's better than nothing, eh?

I’d like to read the books, it’s silly but I really don’t like doing things until I’m completely sure on them. A little perfectionism I guess.

I do think it’s better than nothing! It’s really sweet of you, thank you again.

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///I have the lurking feeling that you're in the same timezone as me

///i sleep at the most odd times so who knows.

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are you supposed to ask for forgiveness when you didn’t really do anything wrong

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i like the birds. or maybe i just like that they distract me. they don’t really sound like the ones back home, but i guess thats okay.

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i feel clean again. i wish it wasn’t so dark out. i wish i could hear the birds even at night.

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i think some clean clothes will make me feel better. i’ll try changing and taking a shower.

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i don’t remember the last time i looked in a mirror. do i really look like that…? my shoulders are burning

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