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Been a while since I posted anything

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Gym outfit. Big girl wearing shorts to the gym? Isnt that taboo?

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Time for a change.

I finally stepped on a scale for the first time in forever and it has come to my attention that this is the biggest I've ever been. Yet I'm at my most confident as well. I've been wearing tank tops out and showing off my flabby arms and wearing short shorts and embracing my thunder thighs. And of course I know there are guys out there that loves my jiggly belly. But at the end of the day I'm just left with me. And I love me, but I needa myself that I love me even more by treating myself right. So with that said I need to make a life style change. I need to get healthy so I can live longer and not worry about developing type 2 diabetes. I love my feet and I love my eye sight. I dont want to lose them. I want to see my nephew grow up as well as my 4 goddaughters. So wish me luck as I embrace this journey in my life. Thank u. :-)

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Gotta have a bathroom selfie. They have the best lightning ;)

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Common feelings of your moon sign

(Use your moon sign)

Aries: Frustration, exuberance, inspiration

Taurus: Responsibility, anger, superiority

Gemini: Accomplishment, happiness, tranquility

Cancer: Loneliness, teary, love

Leo: Confidence, success, popularity

Virgo: Timid, anxiety, peaceful

Libra: Happiness, rage, strength

Scorpio: Power, intensity, chaos

Sagittarius: Excitement, spontaneity, adventurous

Capricorn: Stress, shyness, depression

Aquarius: Standoffish, awkward, stiff

Pisces: Hopeless, intense, creativity

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The internal struggle

I hate how I have these constant struggle within myself. It gives me a headache. I know I'm sounding vague but I'm too embarrass to actually say whats really bothering me.

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As much confidence as I have, I'm still learning to accept myself.

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My insecurities

He kissed my tummy and told me it was so cute. He kissed my flabby arms and told me it was cute. He asked me if he can kiss my double chin because he thought it was so cute. He even told me my love handles were so cute to him. Its the first time anyone ever did to me and I've never felt more sexy and confident. He kissed all of my insecurities and he didnt even know it. :-)

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At first I was thinking "uh that doesnt look like me" then I looked at it longer and wow I see it. Lol thank u I love it

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I was going for the lumbersexual look ;)

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One of those nights again where I feel so....alone. yet I live in a world full of people.

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Lol excuse the mess. Feeling fresh for a wedding.

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Wedding ready

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That moment when u found someone perfect for u in every way, but isnt meant for u. <\3