eris vanserra.

[vanserraheir]

#VANSERRAHEIR    an   independent   and   private   rp   blog   for   eris  vanserra   from   𝖆   𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖙   𝖔𝖋   𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖓𝖘   𝖆𝖓𝖉   𝖗𝖔𝖘𝖊𝖘   series   by   sjm.   sporadic   to   low   activity.   mature   themes   will   be   present,   minors   do   not   follow.   multi-fandom,   crossover   and   oc   friendly   !   portrayal   is  mixed  canon  but  mostly  headcanons  !  ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ   ʙʏ   ɴɪɴᴀ,   29,   she/her,   timezone  GMT+10.

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eris is in autumn court - wants to kill beron 🔥

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[vanserraheir]

@deardrownedophelia  Nesta  Archeron  says  “  We're  supposed  to  be  married,  right?  ”

Eris  refuses  to  look  at  her.

A  joke  .  .  .  ?  Perhaps.  Or  not.  Hard  to  tell  with  a  woman  who  wears  her  walls  like  armour. 

There's  a  slight  shift  in  his  features,  a  half-second  where  he  looks  as  though  she's  struck  something  far  more  than  his  ego.  And  because  he  refuses  to  let  her  see  it,  he  turns  away  —  drifting  towards  the  nearest  shelf  to  trail  his  fingers  along  the  spines  of  his  books.  He  hooks  one  loose  volume  forward,  inspects  the  title  without  seeing  it,  then  nudges  it  back  into  place.  Another  follows,  and  another  —  each  movement  a  deflection.  A  redirect  of  pain  into  idle  motion.

“  Supposed  to  .  .  .  ”  he  repeats,  pulling  out  another  worn  tome  before  he  lets  it  slip  back  into  its  slot. 

“  I  will  not  push  you  toward  anything  you  do  not  want.  Least  of  all  a  future  you  speak  of  as  though  it  were  a  chore.  That's  not  how  this  works.  ”

“  If  you  truly  wish  to  rid  yourself  of  the  idea,  ”  he  murmurs,  fingers  brushing  over  another  leather  spine,  “  All  you  need  do  is  say  so.  ”

“  But  let  me  assure  you,  Nesta  .  .  .  nothing  about  you  is  an  obligation.  ”

[lainalit]

Lucien

Eris

[vanserraheir]

Eris  stands  behind  her,  slightly  tipping  back  on  his  heels  with  his  arms  crossed  against  his  chest,  “  Mhm,  ”  He  murmurs  his  approval.  But  before  @laperlina  can  respond,  he  steps  forward  and  gently  takes  her  by  the  elbow,  turning  her  toward  the  mirror.  Shopping  bags  —  expensive  ones,  and  far  too  many  —  are  scattered  behind  them  across  the  plush  fitting  room  settee.  The  aftermath  of  a  spree  he  pretends  wasn’t  indulgent. 

His  hand  moves  up  the  length  of  her  arm  until  the  back  of  his  hand  brushes  against  her  bare  neck.  “  Almost,  ”  He  turns  swiftly,  rifling  through  the  shopping  bags  before  he  finds  it:  a  midnight  blue  box  embossed  with  gold  and  flips  it  open.

Eris  doesn't  ask  for  permission  he  rarely  does  when  he  reaches  around  her  neck  to  clasp  the  necklace  in  place.  His  hands  linger  and  not  by  accident,  thumbs  brushing  her nape.  “  Most  women  put  on  jewelry  to  be  noticed,  ”  He  hooks  a  finger  beneath  her  chin,  angling  her  head  back  until  her  eyes  rise  to  meet  his,  “  But you . . .  you put  one on  and  make  everyone  else  look  — hopelessly  ordinary.  ”

[whisperingmidnights]

For my precious, wonderful @secret-third-thing, who is having the year from hell. Hopefully (very sexy) shirtless Eris makes your day a little brighter.

And a huge thank you to the incredibly lovely artist @velidewrites for executing my vision. He is more beautiful than I could have imagined.

Please do not reuse/repost without permission.

[vanserraheir]

The Lady of the Autumn Court (Unmasked)

The Lady of the Autumn Court was born to a powerful, ancient family in the Autumn Court; their standing built on generations of forging weapons for its armies. Her older brother carried that legacy further, serving as a trusted and accomplished General of the Court.

She remains unnamed in the books, but her name here is Hestia. 

The family had long anticipated that her older brother would be chosen by the magic of the land to inherit the title of High Lord of Autumn. When the magic instead chooses Beron, their hopes turn into disappointment. They knew well enough the cruelty Beron was capable of. Though Autumn had always been a harsh court, his reputation carried an edge even their seasoned house could not ignore. Though Hestia had grown up in a loving family, they still had to secure their place under the new High Lord and preserve their legacy. To maintain their role as the Court’s foremost providers of weaponry, they struck a marriage alliance for Hestia to wed the young high Lord Beron, ensuring their continued prominence and his trust.

Hestia and Beron has a total of seven sons from their marriage. I headcanon they name each son in alphabetical order, with Hestia (H) being in the centre as the matriarch.

Eris: the eldest Vanserra

F: tbd

G: tbd

H: Hestia, mama Vanserra

Ignatios

J: tbd

K: tbd

Lucien: the seventh son (not Beron’s)

[vanserraheir]

♫ ᝰ .ᐟ  𝙻𝚈𝚁𝙸𝙲𝚂. 5 - 10  lyrics from songs that remind you of your muse.

VINDICATED - DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL

hope dangles on a string / like slow spinning redemption / winding in and winding out / the shine of it has caught my eye / and roped me in / so mesmerizing / so hypnotizing / i am captivated, i am / vindicated, i am selfish, i am wrong / i am right, i swear i'm right / swear i knew it all along / and i am flawed / but i am cleaning up so well / i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

MOUNT EVEREST - LABRINTH

mount everest ain't got shit on me / mount everest ain't got shit on me / 'cause i'm on top of the world / i'm on top of the world, yeah / burj, Dubai ain't got shit on me / you could touch the sky, but you ain't got shit on me / 'cause i'm on top of the world / i'm on top of the world, yeah / i burn down my house and build it up again / i burn it down twice just for the fun of it / so much money, i don't know what to do with it / don't pick up my phone, ain't no one worth the time / i got me one gun and me an alibi / so much love that the whole thing feel like a lie / i don't need nobody / i don’t nobody (to save me)

MY SONGS KNOW WHAT YOU DID IN THE DARK - FALL OUT BOY

be careful making wishes in the dark / can't be sure when they've hit their mark / and besides in the meantime i'm just dreaming of tearing you apart / i'm in the details with the devil / so now the world can never get me on my level / i just got to get you out of the cage / i'm a young lovers rage / gonna need a spark to ignite / my songs know what you did in the dark / … / i've got the scars from tomorrow and I wish you could see / that you're the antidote to everything, except for me / a constellation of tears on your lashes / burn everything you love / then burn the ashes / in the end everything collides / my childhood spat back out the monster that you see

GIMME LOVE - JOJI

gimme-gimme love, gimme-gimme love / gimme-gimme love, gimme-gimme love / when I'm gone, when i'm gone / look into your heart and let me know / do things turn black and gray as they go? / when I'm far too gone, can you show me love? / give me love / caught in a river of records and dreams / oh, will you keep up with me?

IN MY HEAD - ODIE

it's in my bed when it goes down / it's in my bed the whole time / it's in my head where the demons lounge / it's in my bed the whole time / it feels like / i can't drink anymore, i can't think anymore (feels like) / every time a ghost ride for a highlight / all my pain sinks to the floor (feels like) / i came up on a lie, but can't bluff what i got (feels like) / all of my dreams came down with a scream / now i'm trapped in a melting pot (it feels like) / .. / i wanna / dream, wanna / see, wanna / be something new

TOO SWEET - HOZIER

you keep telling me to live right / to go to bed before the daylight / but then you wake up for the sunrise / you know you don't gotta pretend, baby, now and then / don't you just wanna wake up, dark as a lake? / smelling like a bonfire, lost in a haze? / if you're drunk on life, babe, i think it's great / but while in this world / i think / i'll take my whiskey neat / my coffee black and my bed at three / you're too sweet for me / you're too sweet for me

SEVEN DEVILS - FLORENCE + THE MACHINE

holy water cannot help you now / thousand armies couldn't keep me out / i don't want your money / i don't want your crown / see, i've come to burn your kingdom down / holy water cannot help you now / see, i've come to burn your kingdom down / and no rivers and no lakes can put the fire out / i'm gonna raise the stakes / i'm gonna smoke you out / seven devils all around me / seven devils in my house / see, they were there when I woke up this morning

FAMILY LINE - CONAN GRAY

my mother never cried a lot / she took the punches, but she never fought / 'til she said, “i'm leaving, and i'll take the kids” / so she did / i say they're just the ones who gave me life / but i truly am my parents' child / scattered 'cross my family line / i'm so good at telling lies / that came from my mother's side / told a million to survive / scattered 'cross my family line / god, i have my father's eyes / … / how could you hurt a little kid? / i can't forget, i can't forgive you / 'cause now I'm scared that everyone i love will leave me

tagged by: @laperlina 🩷

tagging: you, you you!!!

[calisverse]

TALES OF SWORDS, DRAGONS AND PRINCESS IN THE TOWER . all these sentences make references to medieval romance, intrigue, politics and knights, all taken from goodreads tags of medieval romance and medieval times. antagonistic and even flirtacious. you can change names, locations and pronouns as you see fit.

“Tis said if you will but cast a desire under the crescent moon as stars cross its path, your wish will always come true.”

“I'm a piece of glass with a crack spreading across me, spidering off in all directions, waiting to shatter me completely.”

“Did ye tell me to kiss ye, Senna?”

 “if I’m going to die, it will not be lacking all the things I am lacking at present.”

“Jacques has no honor, Which is why I must ride against him. Only a baron has the right.”

“Soon they will be talking openly about a foolish maid who lies with a man who has no intention of—”

“Should I be ashamed that I have finally found what every other woman takes for granted?”

“As much as Gwen would have liked to have been his first and only lover, she would settle for being his first and only love.”

“As much as Gwen would have liked to have been his first and only lover, she would settle for being his first and only love.”

“She was not only a female, but a damned beautiful one.A gentleman would have turned away the moment he realized what was happening."

“I need not talk women into lying with me.

“This was raw. This was primal. This was real.”

“You will be the death of me, woman.”

“Even bastards have pride, my lord.”

“I see who you are. You see only who you fear you might become.”

“Here, sleep with your back against me. I shall protect you better this way.”

“I do not fancy having one of them lying next to you. Besides, I wish not for your pinkie to wander.”

“Ah, cariad, finally I have you to myself, with a bed behind me, and what do I do?”

“Hot-blooded men make war. It’s up to cool-headed queens like us to make the peace.”

“These people don’t even realize how tied down they are by thinking of themselves as either lords or peasants.”

“What was once your crown will now be your collar, and you will wear it until you learn what it is to submit.”

“We’re supposed to be married, right?”

“You have a point, however I would rather not discuss her right now.”

“My lady, your mercy in this matter is beyond what I can understand. Adulteresses must be chased from their villages.”

“If you die fighting, I want to die fighting with you.”

“Lass, you do not want what I have.”

"Take me to heaven, lassie. For no one but ye can cool the fire thrumming in my blood.”

“You are charismatic. Men are drawn to you. I am drawn to you. And by your size, let alone your skill with weapons, they will be in awe of you.”

“A maiden? Out here? And scented with festering carcasses?”

“She is rumored to be the fairest in the land. Most of these men have come in hopes of winning the land, not for the castle, but for the woman.”

“D’Sayre is trying to learn your secrets. Me? I just want a kiss.”

 "Come. Let us break our fast."

"I'll listen, but if ye lift a finger against me, I'll slit your throat afore ye can draw your next breath."

“For a moment in time she had been a lady, someone who was wanted...”

“It was true. No good ever came from impetuous acts of vengeance or spite. Wise women were patient.”

“I could not tell the tale of my brave journey if I meant to win Elspet’s heart. Th’ tale deserves a tellin’. Twould win other hearts if no me Els’ endearment.”

“You want to be a Dane, but you don’t have the courage.”

 ‘You will be king,’

“The sword shapes the world, but the hearth gives it meaning.”

“Britannia doesn’t need kings. It needs people who refuse to fall.”

“The first key to wisdom is defined, of course, as frequent and assiduous questioning”

“There are more wicked things on this earth than the Specter King. You only have to know where to look.”

“The pride the duchess had felt seemed to leave her and become absorbed through the king’s eyes, where he picked it apart.”

“Standing like this and gaping at each other is not at all pleasant.”

“Loyalty cannot be bought, and integrity should not be sacrificed at the hand of tyranny.”

“So that's how it was. Palaces, kings... and thugs like that, who, like locusts, move from one century to another.”

“A smile is deceptive, I have found. Some are real… and some are false. Sometimes it is hard to tell the difference.”

“Such a state of affairs feeds a man's pride. It flatters men, even more, when they see love and admiration in the eyes of a young woman.”

“Nothing is truly real until one is willing to believe in it.”

“The more one knows, the sooner one grows old.”

“You change the world, but the world changes you, too. There’s no getting around it. I have to survive here, no matter what it costs me.”

“The death of a loved one is a terrible thing. Even more terrible is the death of the only dear person; the one who shares your every breath.”

“Honor is a balancing act and only the heart can strike that balance.”

“Youth believes itself immortal. There is a cure for such an attitude, but unfortunately it is a cure from which one never recovers.”

“At least I’m the one leaving. It’s so much easier to leave than to be left.”

“You have to hold on and be patient. Pain lasts for a while, but you must leave room for happiness when you find it.”

“A bit of fantasy can be good for ones heart”

“Nothing is unobtainable to the sword.”

“...she felt safe with Nicolo, and feared nothing.”

“It is dangerous to become attached to a du Lac. He will break your heart, and you will not recover.”

“Noblest. Bravest. What rot. There was no bravery in buying oneself out of difficulty.”

“So, apart from casting runes, what other hobbies do you have? Forbidden rituals, human sacrifices, torturing? –”

“I love you enough to keep you from dying with me... ~ Dane de Falaise”

“Milord, Knight in Shining Armor, methinks thou hast a present in thy chamber.”

“I am a knight riding from tower to tower seeking a princess to rescue but all the dragons are slain, the towers are empty and the princesses taken.”

“I am not yet come of age, my lord. How can I be queen?”

[erin-bo-berin]

If there’s one thing the Vanserra brothers do effortlessly, it’s always slay the outfits.

[octobers-veryown]

Looking respectful at our unhinged autumn boy 👀.

@madschofield on IG!

[vanserraheir]

𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒' 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐁𝐄𝐒

TAGGING: you!

[laperlina]

"But I want to step on your foot. It's the only thing in the world that's keeping me happy." For once, this is barely even an exaggeration. They bleed her dry, these Autumn Folk she's stuck with; parch her ’til she’s but dust and fey salt between their fingers — them, and their endless ceremony of gilt words, and timid politics, and pale intrigues, and — and — pageantry. Always pageantry. Always the dancing kind.

Pale pink and near lavender skin makes too treacherous a canvas; her blush stains it instantly. "I don't want to try again, no. I don't want to try at all. And III don't know what sort of maggots whore themselves in your head that make you think you ever could make me do anything — all I do know is that they'll kill you. Soon. And — " Ohh no, oh dear. The fairy doth protest too much. And the fairy's eyes doth water too much, because of it. " — And your air is stupid, by the way. I hate it. It's useless. And thin. Why doesn't it hold you? Is it lazy . . . ?" She rubs her lashes. For no reason in particular. "I hate you, Eris."

[vanserraheir]

The  effort  it  takes  not  to  roll  his  eyes  could  power  half  the  Autumn  Court.  His  smirk  remains  firmly  in  place  as  he  shakes  his  head  at  the  sheer audacity  of  her  defiance.  What  maggots  had  indeed  crawled  into  his  brain  to  think  this  water-logged  fae  disaster  could  manage  something  as  simple  as  a  waltz?  She's  not  just  a  horrible  dance  partner;  she's  proving  to  be  an  equally  terrible  student.

His  hand  drops  to  his  side  when  she  refuses  to  try  again,  and  he's  prepared  to  unleash  a  fresh  arsenal  of  cutting  remarks  —  Cauldron  knows  he  has  plenty  in  reserve  —  when  he  catches  the  telltale  shimmer  building  in  her  eyes.

Ah,  fuck.

I  hate  your  goddamn  tears  more,  he  thinks  viciously,  because  at  least  her  terrible  footwork  doesn't  make  him  feel  like  some  sort  of  monster.

His  hand  rises  almost  of  its  own  accord,  nearly  reaching  for  her  face  to  brush  away  those  crystalline  accusations,  before  he  catches  himself.  His  fingers  curl  into  a  fist  and  drop  back  to  his  side.

“  Come  on,  Adelinka  —  ”

“  Imagine  the  miracle  if  you  actually  managed  a  proper  step.  Wouldn’t  you  rather  prove  me  wrong  than  gift  me  the  pleasure  of  being  right?  ”

[velidewrites]

A man with a red umbrella Will appear on rainy days And trap you in illusions which cannot be escaped. If you tell him your name, he'll take your soul.

Eris Vanserra as Mr Scarletella🩸(ACOTAR x Homicipher AU)

Also I gave him a wolf cut teehee

[vanserraheir]

“  Adelinka  .  .  .  ” 

Eris  exhales  her  name  in  a  sigh  of  exasperation.  He  releases  her,  fingers  lifting  to  pinch  the  bridge  of  his  nose.  “  When  you  walk  —  do  you  trip  on  air?  I’m  beginning  to  think  you  have  absolutely  no  coordination.  ”

Truthfully?  He  thinks  @laperlina  is  catastrophically  challenged.  Her  steps  are  disastrous,  and  her  rhythm?  Even  worse.  Beauty  alone  cannot  save  her  from  the  truth:  she  is  a  dreadful  dance  partner. 

No  shortage  of  grace  on  his  part;  he  could  spare  some  for  her  and  still  have  plenty  left.

“  How  difficult  is  it?  ”  he  mutters,  making  no  move  to  take  her  hands  again.  Instead,  he  steps  into  position  on  his  own,  as  though  dancing  with  an  invisible  partner.  “  One,  two,  three.  One,  two,  three  —  ”  He  moves  effortlessly,  body  flowing  to  a  rhythm ( apparently )  only  he  can  hear.  Never  mind  that  he’s  counting  aloud  like  a  damned  metronome.  “  See?  Even  my  imaginary  partner  has  better  rhythm  than  you.  Is  that  really  so  hard?  ” His smirk deepens as he finally extends a hand, palm up, “ Shall we try this again? Try not to step on my feet this time — ”

[spore-loser]

september 16 - day three : fashion @erisweekofficial

canon : brocade, colorful cravats, hussar jackets, rings & velvet modern au : plaid, pinstripes, sweaters, and custom leather shoes

[vanserraheir]

One  day  I  will  write  a  proper  headcanon  about  Eris'  smoke  hounds  and  how  they  were  all  gifted  by  the  Lady  of  Autumn  (his  mother)  —  at  pivotal  moments  in  Eris'  life. For now:

His  very  first  smoke  hound  was  gifted  not  long  after  he  first  witnessed  Beron's  horrible  treatment  of  his  mother.  He  was  still  young  then,  still  helpless  and  powerless. 

The  Lady  of  Autumn,  seeing  the  light  dim  in  her  son’s  eyes,  gifted  him  the  hound  to  kindle  it  again.  “If  you  cannot  yet  shield  others,  then  show  the  world  how  you  choose  to  treat  what  is  given  to  your  care,”

Eris  named  the  hound  Aethon  —  the  one  who  blazes  with  fire.  To  him,  the  name  is  a  reminder  of  the  fire  he’d  felt  in  his  chest  the  day  he  saw  his  mother  hurt,  a  fire  his  father  tried  to  snuff  out. 

[trash-shrike]

sketched lots of dog but got nothing finished for eris week lol.

going to try rendering the last drawing with gradient map before kinktober gets my ass. wish me luck