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[laterkiss]

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

[electricpewrry]

forbie age gap idea thx to @nigelcide

[silvangelus]

credits to @laurelwen @vault-of-crows @letmeintoyourheart @electricpewrry for this inspo following my recent post. I added their “predator” versions and susan !!

[aninsolentman]

A short piece I wrote about Nigel struggling:p

Exhaustion clings to Nigel, the edges of his vision frayed a flickering black as he stares up at the ceiling. Morning light peaks through the curtains as the sun rises, and his eyes leave the ceiling for the first time in hours, glancing over at his sleeping roommate. Alex is breathtakingly beautiful, golden in the morning light as Nigel observes him, sitting up in his bed.

A desire to be known, to be loved, to be wanted is what drags Nigel from his bed. He pads across the floorboards, near silent as he stands next to the bed, watching.

He shifts, slow and sluggish with exhaustion, to kneel on the bed next to him, hovering. He moves down, his hands on the bed between them, reaching for Alex but never quite touching. Nigel lays there in silence, the steady breathing of his roommate lulling him to an uneasy sleep.

Nigel wakes when Alex does, the stiffening of the boy pulling him from his sleep; his eyes blink open slowly, looking up at him. Confusion and disgust are clear in Alex's eyes as they look at each other, his lip curls, a near snarl before Nigel shifts, moving to straddle him, hands on his chest.

Despite the disgust in his eyes, Alex's hands move to Nigel's hips, holding him to the hardening heat of his lap. Nigel looks down at him through heavy eyes, disconnected from sensation, a slight tremor to his hands from exhaustion.

"I-" He licks his chapped lips, mouth dry. "I want you to love me."

"I don't love you, Nigel," There's pity in Alex's voice, masking amusement as the boys face crumbles, distress palpable.

Nigel digs his nails into the shirt covering Alex's chest, resting his weight on his hands. "I don't care," He insists. "I don't. You don't have to just- pretend that you do."

He sighs, looking up at Nigel before he nods slightly, rolling them over so he can press Nigel into his bed with an attitude that's almost bored. Nigel pretends not to notice the disgust in his eyes as he wraps his arms around Alex, pulling him close.

[tornadosaurus3001]

more art #yay

[vault-of-crows]

Hehehe - happy pride ??

Extra thoughts about piece below (involving gender and hcs)

Okay, okay—so this is technically for the fans of trans!Nigel, but also for the lovers of a bit of genderfuckery.

I wanted to play around with gender here especially because both of these characters have very intense relationships with it. More notably, Alex—however, Nigel's abuse by John (and his enmeshment with Helen) is definitely driven by gender and the patriarchal expectations surrounding it.

Having a character like Alex, who's very repressed and a massive stickler for conforming to the role of masculinity, be forced into a "feminine" role by a transman who probably had to learn firsthand the mistreatment of women and how being one would societally limit him "from his truth potential"—while also transforming that role into something that transcends those labels, because frankly, he doesn't care much for conforming?? That hits. More of that, please.

They're both being held back by the societal boundaries of gender, so fuck it. They meet each other in the middle, blurring all the lines.

[silvangelus]

really quick susan art

[breadsbutters]

it’s literally crazy HE WON’T EVEN CALL HIM BY HIS FIRST NAME IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE. THE RIGID SOCIAL STRUCTURE AND FACADE OF RESPECTABILITY YOU CLING TO IS KILLING YOUR KID BECAUSE HE THINKS YOU LOVE A PICTURESQUE VERSION OF HIM THAT DOESN’T EXIST MORE THAN YOU ACTUALLY LOVE HIM. HUG YOUR KID CHALLENGE LEVEL IMPOSSIBLE!!!

[laurelwen]

No but for real I was JUST looking at the scene where he asks to leave dinner early. He has to ask what is presumably the teacher in charge, who then asks Dr. Forbes, who doesn't look at or respond to Alex directly--just tells the teacher to tell him he can wait. While he's standing right there. It's actually horrifying--what a shit way to grow up. After literally begging "please" twice, he finally gets acknowledgment...in the form of a glare.

[quiet-doll]

recently saw ppl discuss whether they put their medicines in a kitchen cabinet or a bathroom cabinet and i was shocked by the fact that many ppl said kitchen cabinet. so now i need you to reblog this and say where you keep yours

[vepaioa]

heartbreaking: the evilest bi homophobe you know has the biggest, sweetest eyes youve ever seen

[nigelcide]

forbie if they cracked after killing nigel's parents. or perhaps the gun threat was their blowjob after all

[laurelwen]

Fathers: What the Fuck, My Guy

Like Minds Masterpost - Text Posts

[albeit-lieber]

Idk if this is a solid idea but what if we have a painter AU for forbie.

Nigel is so paintable (is that even a word) and so muse-material I can't help it. 🫪

Like schizo painter Alex and his painting of Nigel which keeps getting worse. And most importantly Alex believes that the painting is alive.

Nigel in the painting will be particularly moody and will serve face (no doubt)

I got this idea from the game Matsuro (my niche 🥹)

And like the plot of the game is pretty peak.

I also saw a post here on Tumblr asking what flower forbie is and I think someone said something about a blue flower.

This blue flower thing actually brought me to this thought. Like yea about the painter AU.

The girl in the game who the painter paints is called "the girl with the blue flower" (yea:3) and has an obsession with gothic gardens, SKULLS, books, trumpets, cats, birds in cages, apples and tea. She is also really specific with her demand and kills the painter at the slightest error. It's lowk my fav game :((

The girl gives me nigel vibes I am sorry :(

So yea. This might be my first time thinking about writing a fanfic after months of consuming them off ao3 or Tumblr.

Idk yet if it's a legit thought. Should I actually give it a shot?

[mrjuneberry]

Like Minds Warrior Cats AU someone name Alex and Nigel PLEASE

[silvangelus]

@vault-of-crows

source of the warrior cat au

[vault-of-crows]

(Hehehe)

Still in mini purgatory, BUT

Here are the warrior cats AU names I picked if anyone's interested:

Nigel - Nightsparrow

Alex - Thistleleap

Josh - Mouseear

Raj - Hawkpelt

Susan - Honeypebble

Abigail (hc name for Susan's friend) - Ashenfleck

Helen - Moonpetal

John - Shadowstar (Shadowfrost)

Ian - Pinestar (Pinethorn)

Sally - Brindlelight

Martin - Amberclaw

[vault-of-crows]

Kinship

[ri-99]

is tgis omfg is this forbie magma with @snarles

[what-even-is-thiss]

Must not pick that scab off. It will not in fact get rid of the scab and just create a different scab. The scab is not done cooking yet. I am completely normal about scabs. <-gripping the edges of his chair so tightly the wood is starting to crack