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Nobody's perfect but let me give this man an exception! #peejae

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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love..

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Aye aye Captain! LAbyu chumpot. #pjaf

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A woman is fully capable of being faithful, temptation is not her weakness. All she wants is love, attention, honesty and loyalty. Before she cheats, she will wine, cry and complain

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The girl who understands just how much she is wanted is a girl who can be fully confident-empowered to make every decision a wise one, because she knows her decisions matter. A girl who knows that she is priceless, is a girl who will never settle for anything short of the best from the one who loves her the most. A girl who is sure that she is cherished and adored is a girl who no longer worries about herself; her focus is on sharing this radical love with all those she comes in contact with. And this girl is me.. Thanks for molding me, Chum ♡ #sweetescape

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Happy Lemon Baby! Cocoa with Rocksalt and Cheese, my lifetime flava. 👌

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They blew it. Dont waste your time giving someone a second chance when there's someone out there waiting for their first.

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Here's my letter to express my never-ending gratitude to the man who love me first ♥ I want to thank you but I also want to apologize. Raising a daughter like me might be one of the biggest challenges you've went through. Speaking from my own experience, I’m sorry for any grey hairs I’ve caused you in the past. Sorry, at the time I was embarrassed when you demanded to meet my dates at the door, but now I understand you just wanted to make sure I was in good hands. I know I was a handful at times, but really, what daughter isn’t? I also acknowledge there’s still a long future of me screwing up and running to you for help. When the day comes, I’ll ask your opinion on a guy, knowing deep down I won’t be able to commit without your approval. Also, please don’t be annoyed when I ask your opinion on wedding dresses, even though I know you could care less about fashion. When it comes down to it, you know how much your approval means to me. Even though we don’t always understand each other, you’re one of the biggest influences in my life. A father is the one who guides his daughter through life. Any defining moment in my life, you’ve always been one of my biggest fans. Wherever I end up, I hope I make you proud. Every little girl grows up looking up to her dad, but I’ve never stopped. I know there’s no such thing as a perfect dad, but you know that you know that I gave you exception.. I hope one day I can show you how important you are to me. Even more, I hope this Father’s Day is everything you deserve. Love, Booteta

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Oha! Oha! Kung gaano karami ang failed, ganun din ang dami ng late ko sa Estart! Bonggabella ⏰

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We'll gonna hit you soon and Get High with you Batanes 🔜✈👣📷⌛🚬

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Dalawang buwan na ang lumipas nung nagkasundo tayong sabay maglalunch. Di ko akalain na yung araw na yun ang babago sa ikot ng mundo ko. Hindi ko pa masabi kung dapat kitang sisihin o dapat kitang pasalamatan. Mahabang lakarin pa ang dapat kong tahakin para matuklasan ang sagot... pagtitiwalaan ko nalang yung salita mong di mo ako iiwan -- umoo man ako sayo o humindi. Wag kang mag-alala, kilala kita at kilala mo rin ako. Alam mong di kita kakampihan sa mali, pero papanigan kita sa tama. Mabugbog na tayong dalawa pero di kita papabayaan. Kaibigan ako, alam na alam mo yan! Subok mo to. Salamat sa bawat sermon, salamat sa pagmamahal. Salamat sa love sa anak ko. Salamat sa pag-alala kay mamsi. Salamat sa pagiging instant sandalan ko. Salamat sa pagpapa-alala na uminom ako ng tubig kahit ang hilig hilig mong patawanin ako kapag iinom na ako. :( Salamat sa pagbubuhat ng mga labahin ko. Salamat sa pagtatapon mo sa labas ng basura ko sa apartment. Salamat sa pagrerefill ng water galon ko. Salamat sa pagsabay sa aking kumain. Salamat sa pagsabay sa mga trip kong alam kong di mo talaga trip. Salamat sa pagtawa sa mga corny jokes ko. Salamat sa pakikinig na walang kasamang panghuhusga. Salamat sa pagsama sakin sa PNE para manuod ng movie na 360pixel lang naman,lol. Salamat sa lahat lahat... di ko na kayang isa isahin. Dalawang buwan palang pero ang dami dami mo ng pagtityaga para sa akin. Hindi ako deserve sa pagmamahal na gusto mong ibigay sakin.. kaya sa ngayon, hahayaan kitang i-enjoy ang pagiging ikaw. May kalayaan kang tuklasin kung sino ako. May karapatan kang kwestyunin, kung ako ba talaga ang gugustuhin mo! This time, I'll let you to judge me. Babalikan ko ang sagot mo, pagdating ng araw na handang handa na ako.. #Pafeydi

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Every time I touch your hand the crisp vibrations of your soul crush into my soul. I look into your eyes, you know, the ones that are always brown-eyed when I take a picture of you, and everything every thought in my head disappears and focuses on beautiful, wonderful you. The thing is even when you’re trying to sneak up on me I know you’re there because I can smell your wonderful scent that I swear was made especially for my nose. I love how you never match your socks. I love that you drink orange juice straight from the carton. I love that you are simply amazed by everything, and I know that the universe is looking after you, and I know that the universe will make everything okay for you. I Love You 'Nak! #PreciousAngel

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I find it remarkable your zeal for learning, against all odds. I love it when you laugh at my absent-mindedness. Our time together is spent fondly, never a waste of my time. With every new thing I learn about you I feel a sharp, sudden intake of breath with the realization that I am falling. I know right now you can’t say anything back but I yearn to pass my fingertips gently over the hair on your forearms as we embrace. We are more than I thought a connection I could be involved in could be – being around you at once crushes my self-esteem and awakens my heart. And I wish every moment would stop so you and I can at least have our chance. #ForgiveYourselfAndYourPast #giveyourselfasecondchance (at Near Eastwood)

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Do you have any idea what I’m trying to convey?? Please, this glance is packed with explosives, this sigh with screams, this word with tears. Gasp if you must, but breathe it in somehow. Inhale that you are loved beyond reason. You have a piece of my heart; I’m trying to give you a piece of my soul. These syllables are not just something to fill the silence. I’m not trying to flatter your heart, I’m trying to tear you apart. #lovecliche

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Jo, I know that your life is at a tangent from mine and our world don’t collide anymore. I know that i didn’t want any sort of contact with you. I know, that i still don’t. I know, that I have moved on and am learning.. But this last letter isn’t to tell you pick up your chitterlings. This letter is to thank you. Truly, from my little, black heart. Thank you, for making me realize that i could feel so much. These feelings, were fantastical, something that i’d only heard of in books, movies and through second hand experiences. Thank you, for making me realize my worth. When I was with you, I realized i deserved better. This isn’t your fault. It’s just that, I needed more than what you could ever offer. I expected too much, I hoped too much. Nothing, i felt was in moderation and it made me into someone, I am not. Thank you for making me understand that the ‘me’ i was with you, wasn’t truly who i was. It was just me trying to conform to the idea of who you thought i was. It was strenuous. Thank you for making me realise what freedom is, because after we broke up, I felt relieved instead of sad. At first, atleast i did. It’s like you broke all the iron bars to my bird cage and made me realise that birds are meant to fly, even if they are scared to leave the cage, lest they fall. But i flew, just like i had before. My mom remarked that ‘something, had died in me’ when i got back home after spending 1yr & 4mos with you. I blamed it on the dismal weather. She now tells me, that i’m no longer so dead. Thank you for making me realise how it is, to be alive. I wouldn’t have known, without you.. Thank you for making me realise how important friends are, because you didn’t have many. After we broke up, I realised that my pilots, who i had side tracked in the past, were still standing in the wings waiting for me. You made me realise, how important it is.. I now know so many kindred spirits because of this. Now, i wonder what to do because not reciprocating seems a little harsh and i’m not too sure about cutting ties altogether as you did affect me. Thank you, for giving me back to myself. Hope you always get what you truly deserve in life! -KC

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Hell yeah! … #LikeAFool