Khon @vecherie - Tumblr Blog

I don't want to show up to anyone or anything

I genuinely hold people back, I will never speak up again

Im never needed when something good is happening, I'm never needed at all

They'll probably don't mind if I do go

I genuinely hold people back, I will never speak up again

Im never needed when something good is happening, I'm never needed at all

I genuinely hold people back, I will never speak up again

It's getting harder to move every single day

Ive done it again and again and again, I'll always make things worse for everyone. I wish I was better. I wish I was euthanized for everyone's relief

They've done so much and I'm still stuck in this stupid fucking cycle. I'm ungrateful and I don't deserve good things in life

I'm a waste of breath and time and this is a clear proof of why

Ive done it again and again and again, I'll always make things worse for everyone. I wish I was better. I wish I was euthanized for everyone's relief

I feel guilty that everyone is trying to cheer me up, I don't deserve it when I know I'll just spiral , relapse and feel lonely afterwards

I deserve to die

I just know someone lets out a big sigh of relief when I'm away

A light feeling if I don't come back too

In the end, I'll always end up with this horrible gut wrenching feeling and the want to end it all over and over again

Every bad thing will just repeat, there's no end, unless I do it myself

I feel bad for my fp suffering because I'm here, I feel bad for everyone because of my existence

I just know someone lets out a big sigh of relief when I'm away

I will lose everything someday , I always manage to ruin everything

I'll always end up like this nothing good will change

Khon