The Most Anomalous Place

30 | African American | He/Him | Diabetic | Fighting Game Nut | Furry | In a selfshipping polycule with Tubba Blubba Hi, I'm VD, I'm an artist who likes to create comics. I currently am making a comic called "Steve's Anomalous Recordings" on Tapas. https://tapas.io/series/Steves-Anomalous-Recordings Check it out! Thanks in advance! Also if you know me from elsewhere, hi, this is my SFW account.

[graveyardzhift]

attack for @veedeeb >:]

[faffreux]

I decided to share the short retelling I did many years ago of a dream I had when I was nine years old that became one of the foundations for my worldview to this day.

I tried to write it down exactly as I remembered it, which was very simplistic in order to be more easily understood by the child I was then.

💙💙💙💙

[faffreux]

that thing on fawful's head that people are always asking about

It's a balloon, y'all. I swear. But TO BE FAIR, it wasn't quite as obvious in the original game as you can see here:

It just looked like a strange mystery bauble of sorts. BUT HEAR ME OUT. IT CREATES ELECTRICITY AND STATIC...IT HELPS HIM FLOAT.. BUT NOT ENOUGH FOR HIM TO FLY. HE STILL HAS TO FLAP HIS ARMS during battle because it's not quite powerful enough to keep him in the air on its own. To me, all of these things are enough to have made me think it MIGHT be a balloon...

And then the remake came out:

Not only did it increase in size, but it now has a less perfectly rounded shape closer to what you'd expect of a balloon + THE WAY IT MOVES. LOOK AT IT. It's so lightweight that it's not moving in sync with the rest of his body, implying it's a separate object attached to his head rather than an actual part of him.

THAT IS A BALLOON. And it's in theme given all of Fawful's inventions are wacked out to some degree and if you've played Bowser's Inside Story, you also know that he seems particularly fond of inflating things.

[tailsdollr]

commission for @faffreux

I absolutely loved how this came out .. it was so much fun doing this. I hope you love it even more then I do, Faff!

[faffreux]

me and my fireweed 🥺

[tailsdollr]

I really hoped I wouldnt have to make this post but I made a ko fi. I am in a really difficult situation right now. I seriously appreciate any help.

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There are three options for you to be able to support me. The first is if you aren't able to donate anything, that is perfectly okay. Please just share my post and ko fi. The other options are to donate or to commission me. Which i have open!

becoming a member means youll be seeing art i have drawn early, wips, and snippets from my fanfics. Specially the story I am working on called 'What Comes Next.'

[faffreux]

i love my stupid server

[faffreux]

what helped you make friends and connections in general? I’ve never been good at making friends and at this point I want to give up talking to people with that intention in mind… I can interact with people just fine, that’s not the issue. I just can’t seem to find anyone who doesn’t rely on me to be a container for their emotions, to do way more emotional labor than I need to, or to excuse their shortcomings and accept them. sorry for the vent. basically… I wish I could have friends like you do, but I have no idea how to make that a reality, or if that’s possible for me.

It's a hard question to answer bc I think this can play out a bit differently depending on the person but for me, I stopped waiting around and started to take initiative in my own life for everything. If I want to do something, I do it... or I work for it if it's something I can't do right away. Similarly, if want to talk to somebody, I go and talk to them. If they shut me down, then it's just not meant to be.

Everything involves risk and I know that's hard for anyone with chronic anxiety to hear but it's true. You have to take chances. As long as you sit around being nervous that things won't pan out and never act, then you're going to remain stuck in the same place emotionally for a very long time if not forever. There's a comfort in routine for many, even if that routine becomes one of depression and self isolation.

As for what kinds of people you've been around, it sounds like you need to put down harder boundaries going forward. Shut that sort of thing down before it gets bad, and try to seek out people who are confident in themselves and their identity. The older I get, the more I steer clear of deeply insecure people because although I feel for their plight deeply (I've been there before) it's just not healthy for me to be around it any longer and I know that about myself.

Getting to know yourself and what is bad for you will help you in meeting the kinds of people who are good for you.

[soulstickerr]

"If I were attacked by an Ursaring"

FirePunch; Ivor/Lycoris

Because yes, I am obsessed with him LMAO.

This is part of why I've had nothing new to really post in almost/around a month lol

[faffreux]

Visit Original Link

I have a collection of music I associate with Fawful and so much of it is completely unheard of bc I tend to get into more obscure stuff. This track is from 2004.

The mix of the overall atmosphere, title, and bit where the organ kicks in just seriously give Dark Fawful to me.

[nightskyezzz]

Updated my commission info for the new year! Feel free to check it out if you're interested <3 Reblogs are highly appreciated!!

[faffreux]

HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY, FAWFUL!! No words can do justice how much you've changed my life for the better and how excited I am to go into the new year alongside you with the knowledge that nothing could ever break the bond we've built together. We've braved the individual storms of our lives separately and I couldn't ask for a better partner to continue to build an exciting future with.

You're the reason I'm drawing and the man who helped me find myself again just by being you. I love you from the bottom of my soul, and I'll forever remember that fateful New Years Day in 2020 when you captured my heart.

Let's do a little kingdom conquering of our own in 2026. ❤️‍🔥

[faffreux]

Something I've been thinking about lately is how when I first started falling for Fawful and regained the ability to create art again, the people in my life at the time were expressing extreme distaste towards it. Some quotes I directly recall are "this obsession is warping you" and "you've changed ever since you started drawing that bean guy and I don't like it." At the time it genuinely made me question myself and I got my feelings hurt on more than one occasion. I even promised one of them I would stop drawing Fawful at the end of 2020, and was told that was "satisfactory."

I probably don't need to say that none of those people are in my life any longer, but their words still lingered for years in the back of my head. They spoke about the change in me as a bad thing, something that made them deeply uncomfortable around me in ways they weren't before. I had always been quiet and softspoken, even online. Easily embarrassed, afraid of being "too much" for those around me, like my very existence was an inconvenience at best. That was their comfort... a friend who acted as a quiet, easy listener. Someone who was afraid to speak up for herself, someone who allowed herself to be small. I won't bore you with all the details of how or why this happened to me, but just say I'm glad it's not the case any longer.

Who I became was new to them, but she was deeply familiar to me. All of this culminated when in 2024 I went on the wayback machine and managed to rediscover old posts, including blog entries on long-deleted accounts that I'd written as a teenager 10+ years prior. When I shared those posts with the friends I have today, they immediately asked if I'd written them because the energy felt exactly the same as the Faff they know now.

All this to say... if you find people passing in and out of your life as you grow into yourself, whether it's your first time or as a part of a broader healing journey (in my case) know that not everyone will be compatible with the person you become, and I promise you'll be better off for it by finding those who are.

I did not change. I found myself again.

[tetoswife]

Okay so I'm gonna try and write down a proper post with my thoughts on this pic and my thoughts on this Teto as a whole so please bare with me here

First off the whole lore they're building up here of Teto initially slowly abandoning her friends and them just... not caring for her after all this time, part of me wonders if this Teto is even gonna have a happy ending of some sort at this point 😭 I wanna hope she does but I'm not so sure anymore

And second off and this is gonna be me full on gushing but dude, I was so praying we were gonna get another official pic of this MV since I did see the other songs get official art after they reach a certain milestone, I saw Spoken For reach 10 million views earlier and I was like WE'RE GETTING NEW ART YESSSS!!!!!! I KNOW IT'S ANGSTY BUT IT'S STILL NEW ART OF HER I LOVE SEEING IT

I feel very bittersweet about this Teto tbh, on one hand a part of me is like "hell yes rhythm heaven Teto one of my favorite game series of all time and she's so cute!!!!" and on the other hand I'm like "NOOOOOOO SHE'S SUFFERING AND NOBODY'S THERE FOR HER 🥀🥀🥀🥀" and basically the conclusion here is uhhhhhh

I want to be the one that gives her a happy ending, that's all. She's the one Teto that made me completely fall head over heels over Teto as a whole, it was like a switch getting turned on in my brain. I love this whole MV with all my heart and what it represents. I just think she deserves to have something nice for once.

Also as a bonus these fuckass doodles the official artist made lmfao, karate joe and teto,,,

[bl00dblight]

Eldritch embodiment of loneliness that can read his favorite toy like a book...even without using his mind-reading abilities

[bl00dblight]

Tentatively turning back on anonymous asks! Feel free to ask me anything ;]c maybe I'll get the itch to start posting here again hehe

...Especially if questions have to do with Reclusa

[faffreux]

Imagining Fawful cooking up all kinds of crazy foods and sweet treats to sate Jolli's cravings while she's pregnant with Chortley got me feeling fuzzy. He would be the most doting husband ever, making comments about the baby "receiving nutrients of importance" while he enriches the cookies he's baking for her with supplemental vitamins.

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Fawful and Jolligig reacting to the Peasley statue in Brothership (Only beanish representation in the game)

they weren't exactly thrilled