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friendly neighbourhood halfling enjoyer and archmage extraordinaire

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

One of the saddest, hardest moments of your life will be when you are crying and screaming to the world pleading for a sign.

A sign that you should stay alive for one more day, maybe a couple of days.

But that sign doesn’ t come. You stare at your phone thinking maybe someone will answer or someone will text you asking if you’re okay. You search endlessly for some reason to stay alive but you can’t find any.

That is probably the most heartbreaking moment when you can’t find any reason to stay alive when you need it most because you suddenly feel all this pain and you feel more alone than you’ve ever felt in your entire life.

That moment will break you and I don’t wish it on even my worst enemies.

[emotionalwords]

i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

[veloriajones]

I am thiiiiiiis close to a breakdown and I dont know who to talk to

It's better if I stay silent going forwards anyway

[catasters]

[my-life-is-a-sidequest]

Ok but that cat has fantastic swedish pronunciation

[lestatfag]

my ultimate fantasy is to have a brain and body that allows me to enjoy being alive

[fibro-memes]

[xvelvetcoffinx]

[sa-dnesss]

l can’t really explain what’s going on inside my head, but what I can say is that whatever it is, it’s beating me down right now.

[victusinveritas]

[veloriajones]

I have NEVER understood the concept of "tricking yourself" into doing things because like... i'm inside my own head. I know the fake deadline/man with a gun/incorrect clock is not real so im not tricked by it. I know its fake because I did it. How on earth does this work for other people???

[somemismatchedsocks]

i love having someone that just makes you smile no matter what theyre saying because this awesome person is spending THEIR TIME wiuth ME!?!?!?!??

[veloriajones]

I dont know how much longer i can keep this up. I feel like im slowly going insane. Loneliness is killing me.

[veloriajones]

Everything really hurts im just so fucking done with all of this please just kill me already. Put me out of my misery

[becherdireinen]

Love really is just "I’m thinking of you. I will ask you if you are okay. I remember your favorite flavor of tea. I want to talk to you. I hope your mother is well. I will read to you. I like your laugh. I want to help you. I will sit next to you. I got you the chocolate you like. Your eyes have gold in them. I think you'd like this book. I miss you when you aren't here." isn't it?

[lost-again]

I'm terrified.

I'm depressed.

I'm tired.

I'm so fucking tired.

Really, I'm just lost.

[only-tiktoks]

[britney-j-christ]

[softservecanine]

You’re completely correct. Out of my way, able-bodied losers. Fuck you.

[veloriajones]

This pain in my head has been there since Friday afternoon and just will not go away. I have no idea what it is. Maybe I'm dying

[pikatalia]

Being disabled and having ideations is exhausting. One moment you’re pissed that you don’t get quality of life and want to fight for it, the next you wish you never existed