One of the saddest, hardest moments of your life will be when you are crying and screaming to the world pleading for a sign.
A sign that you should stay alive for one more day, maybe a couple of days.
But that sign doesnā t come. You stare at your phone thinking maybe someone will answer or someone will text you asking if youāre okay. You search endlessly for some reason to stay alive but you canāt find any.
That is probably the most heartbreaking moment when you canāt find any reason to stay alive when you need it most because you suddenly feel all this pain and you feel more alone than youāve ever felt in your entire life.
That moment will break you and I donāt wish it on even my worst enemies.



















