Middle of The Night
3:00 am, bedroom
Word count: 735
Hiii, first fanfic on this platform, inspired by Monsta X's MOTN, read while you listen to the song, hope you enjoy <3
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Changkyun couldn’t stop thinking about y/n a couple of months after they split, thinking back he realized it was stupid and he should have never blamed her for something she might’ve not done. But here he is, sitting in the driver’s seat of his convertible, parked in front of a telephone booth, contemplating whether or not to call her.
He convinced himself countless of times that he doesn’t need you anymore. He kept thinking where you are at the moment. He kept wondering who you might have brought home that day, or if you found someone new that you’ve moved on from him entirely..
But he couldn’t take it anymore, he got out of the vehicle and went straight for the booth. He dialed in the numbers, remembering every single digit, his fingers dragging slowly through the buttons, awaiting for the voice to pick up.
He was leaning slightly against the glass booth, looking out onto the dimly lit street at midnight, recalling the memories of your usual late night drives with the cold night air over your heads, how he would park his car and you two would just talk about life, usually ending up in a light make out session under the stars... His reminiscences were cut off by a voice from the other line.
“Hello? Who is this?” a voice rang.
Changkyun immediately stood up straight, quite hesitant to answer at first, a short silence hung between them.
“Hi...” He finally replied.
It didn’t take long for y/n to realize whose voice it belonged to. Her face was quite surprised upon hearing Changkyun’s voice, but he didn’t know that of course.
“What do you want?” she asked, her question filled with confusion and disappointment, yet hints of hope were detected.
“I don’t know,, I just missed your voice..” Changkyun started talking, and when he was met by the same silence, he carried on, figuring she was silent to listen.
“I missed those times we would just leave early from gatherings, running away from our friends to do whatever we wanted to. Ugh I missed our first kiss in the car under the moonlight..” There was a slight pause before he continued,
“But then again,, I could never lie to you y/n, I’m going out of my mind for you.. Ugh what I’m trying to say is,, I still love you. I never meant to hurt your feelings ending up into this mess. Please, give me another chance and I will make it up to you..” he ended, this time sounding more desperate.
Truthfully y/n didn’t know what to say, she was hoping for Changkyun to call her back and apologize and possibly wanting her back. But she was left speechless when he accused her for a crime she definitely didn’t commit, she just wasn’t ready to go back, even if she wanted to.
“I’m sorry Changkyun, but what you did to me left a deeper scar than you think, I’m not ready yet, and before you convince me any further, don’t. Just let time do its work and who knows what might happen.” y/n finished, giving out a small reassuring smile that even reached Changkyun, making him smile as well.
He respected y/n’s decisions and understood the situation. “I understand y/n, I’ll let time do its work. Sorry for bothering you so late, goodnight, I love you.” He ended the conversation.
“Goodnight.” y/n replied. She said a whispered ‘I love you’ back while pressing the button to end the call, hoping Changkyun didn’t hear it but also wishing it reached him too.
After hearing the line went flat and quiet, Changkyun returned the phone back to its place and smiled warmly, having to hear y/n still loved him back even though it was cut off made his heart feel all sorts of feelings. He made his way back to his car, started the engine and drove off.
Meanwhile y/n snuggled into her sheets to sleep, having Changkyun as her last thoughts before she dozed off.
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Go back to our own ways in the middle of the night
Go back to our own ways in the middle of the night
Go back to our own ways in the middle of the night
Go back to our own ways in the middle of the night
Go back to our own ways in the middle of the night
