Welcome To Chaos, This Is Me

< she/her ~ 22 > < My little digital journal and scrapbook >

[sarghost]

[wetheurban]

Sometimes “locking in” looks like sitting in the sun and remembering that your life is also meant to be lived, not just optimized, monetized, and turned into proof that you’re worthy.

[wetheurban]

May you heal so deeply that you remember what it feels like to be excited about your future, your creativity, and your life.

[punziebunnie]

shoujo aerti 🌸🐬

[dizzyymoon]

Guide me, O’ Tifa

Refrence photo (by photographer Wendy aka A Quiet Wild)

[kiwilikethefruittt]

damn it, i do want to live. i want to see that movie that’s coming out at thanksgiving. i want to know what it’s like to go to greece. i want to see my dog grow old. i want to be a part of my best friend’s wedding. damn it, i want to live!!

[kiwilikethefruittt]

you’re allowed to be proven wrong!! you’re allowed to make mistakes!! you’re allowed to constantly be learning!! you don’t have to know everything!!

[desultory-suggestions]

I told someone today that they are important. It broke my heart when they told me "no one has ever told me I am important before." If no one has told you, you are important. You specifically, are important. Your existence matters. Your life matters. You are important.

[dexfiles]

here is a star for everyone who’s not feeling their best today (🌟)

[seilidare]

Even more Tifa

[phantomrose96]

Honestly. Honestly Ed vs Scar in episode 5 is striking me fresh, right now. Like by this point we've obviously established we're in a battle shonen by now. We know Ed gets into fights. He's scuffled with Cornello. He's a boy who knows how to hold a sharp object and use it.

But I think FMA does also does an excellent job choosing when to not let Ed come out on top. We just had the Nina episode and now Ed is in the middle of processing his first "catastrophic failure to save someone" type of failure since attempting to bring his mom back. He's dealing with a low that's absolutely hampering his abilities and the tonal shift hits for me in the way that 1) he doesn't notice Scar's initial attack against him (Al has to pull him away) and 2) Ed absolutely freezes up just thinking "This is bad."

This is, perhaps, baby's first "someone is coming at you with the full, concentrated, explicit intention of killing you" and Ed is so genuinely out of his depth with it. He really does try. He gets immediately bested. He's staring at a situation where Al is directly in harm's way. And Ed just lies down to die like a dog...

He does better later. He learns from this, later. But he's so young in this. It just hits.

[pineconely]

has this been done yet

(original image is from @fmamangacaps, everyone say thank u)

[fullmetal-menace]

I had a thought popping up in my brain while watching a walkthrough of that one broken angel game. and I had to get mspaint to show it

[snow124-art]

Some flowers for you

[annaleigh]

I love him

[tizfiz]

[phantomrose96]

First season of FMA:B is actually unreasonably funny because every episode at the 2 minute mark Ed goes “remember Al we can’t let anyone know our bodies are metal and we committed human transmutation. Because the military will probably execute us” and then every episode at the 14 minute mark Ed is screaming at the top of his lungs about how he and Al are made of metal and committed human transmutation. And also the President of the Military is there smiling and nodding and not giving a fuck because Ed is the military’s specialist little boy and he’s expressly permitted to commit murder in the streets and do arson and treason and tax evasion if he’s got enough hands for it and that’s completely fine because, as previously stated, he’s their specialist little sacrifice boy.