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dirnking made it worse :"(((

#i t hougth maybe being drunk would make them two flirting be. barible #turns out it just made me more emotional #and now im actrually crying #this fucking sucks. i w ish i was back to no feelings #at least if im apathetic about everything it doesnt hurt #it just. its not fair #and i know thats a chioldfish way of thinking and i shouldnt let that happen #b ut its not fair #and my plans for the night are ruined

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fanfic ass senario. what the fuck

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Crush said the words "you're everything" to me as part of a joke and yet my brain can't help but imagine some other scenario. Fanfic ass moment what the fuck

#I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH HOW LITTLE SHED WANT MEEEEEE #She thought Abt being poly once and was so upset that she vomited within 10 mins #and she's very happy with her current partner #so I guess i need to suffer until my mind stops playing tricks on me

fanfic ass senario. what the fuck

#what kinda idiot gets feelings this bad for someone that close to them #you know its not a good idea life isnt a fanfiction #buddy dont want you like that!!!! infact this individual will be rendered ill by how much they do not want you like that!!!!!!#you will be so heart broken it physically hurts if that happens so dont let it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the world isnt written by amanda from arizona there isnt happy endings youll just ruin relationships

someone, drawing a character Once: this is my muse me with my folder of >100 illustrations made of two characters since november 2025: i dont think you know what that word means

#am i just being a petty bitch? yes yes i am #i dont care. youre using that word wrong and posting about a game i hate #i can be a petty bitch if im doing so on my vent blog with no followers <3 #no one is harmed by me being a petty bitch here

my most commonly repeated phrase is "you did nothing wrong" which i have to repeat daily because if i see bad behavior from someone else in any way, i feel so guilty i want to cry

oh my god my social life might be exploding again why am i always on the side lines of these things it sucks so hard

i hate undertale so fucking much dawg. don't show me that shit. i try so hard to block it but alas. even with 20+ tags blocked. y'all bitches keep showing it to me

#my best friend attempted last night. she doesn't see the problem with this #i've stopped feeling worried and scared when she's like rhis. i'm getting mad #she's refusing to take steps to better herself and is refusing advice #i'm going to loose her and have spent our last times together mad at her #bc she won't fucking accept that she needs to get better #shes mad at me now. fair enough i'm mad at her

my best friend is violently suicidal and a promise to me is the only thing keeping her alive. this is the most stressful shit. she is desperately trying to kill herself in whatever manner she can and im helpless. i cant do anything. shes on the other side of the globe from me.

#i hate having to regulate her and talk her off a ledge #i dont think her medication is working correctly i think shes experiencing #paradoxical sucidality. and its so scary

ik im not like. a sexless monster that no one desires. but fuck man if the thought of dating doesnt make it feel like that.

#all my friends all have better prospects than me when it comes to dating #in the last mmm 3 years #ive had One girlfriend for like 8 months. and for most of it we lowkey ignored eachother #i am not. Good at dating. but no one gives me the chance to get better #and i was legit more sexually (nd romantically) active in school #thats kinda pathetic

if you cant explain to me what partial rapture premillennialism even is (in your own words) AND tell me who CettwinzTV are i dont want to hear your opinion on the rapture scare.

#i wont pretend some of the tiktoks were funny (SOME most of them were deeply unwell people whos religious delusions-#- and suicidal idealization have just been validated and confirmed leading to people ruining their own lives in a hope for the rapture) but #some of you just want to call people stupid based off their country of birth and serenely held religious believes that differ from your own #this was a mass delusion event but people arent stupid for being mentally ill #all of you leftists already know this #and people arent inherently less intelligent for being born in a different country #again leftists already know this #and finally- you arent better than someone just because you dont follow their particular religion for whatever reason-#- and assuming you are better than for that fact is fucked up man. come on.

someone else did something embarrassing so why do i want to crawl into a pit and die. i dont even know them

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i am going to have to talk to someone about this

#guess who's doing it again #i just woke up and she's having a crisis and wants me to regulate her #i am So Tired #the only reason i'm even awake right now is because i needed to go to the bathroom

i am going to have to talk to someone about this

#i cannot handle every single time she messages me when i wake up #having to talk her down from a ledge first thing in the morning #i cannot handle regulating her emotions all the time i can't even do rhat to my own

hate when you see a post and can *feel* your semblance of happiness drain out from your body

i want to disappear from the face of the earth why must i be caught in the middle like this

#i am my own person. i am not her keeper #i am not responsible for her nor does anyone hold me responsible for her

if i'm too unpleasant i get told off and shamed. if i'm too happy i get told off and shamed.

let's see what happens if i simply say virtually nothing today. maybe then i'll go One day this trip without getting in trouble

#i got scolded for doing what i was told to do this morning #i dont even have the ability to shut my self away from everyone else #there's 16 people in a like. 3 bed 3 bath house #so i can't even just go sit in the dark and make it easy to everyone to Not yell at me

someday. somehow. people will want to be my friend

#and the leaves will be made of candy and rhe ground will be paved with gold #i'm so. fucking lonely #someday people will like me #i have to hold onto that hope #everything i do is in the hopes of reaching that moment where i can have friends

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