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beatrix: I AM LIKE THE LEAST SUSPICIOUS PERSON I KNOW WTF

beatrix: nicer and less stressed??

beatrix: u always seem lowkey stressed around me tho

beatrix: but i guess i get it

beatrix: i hATE CARING

veronika: RIIIIIIGHT

veronika: well yeah thats with you, i'm fine with noelle

veronika: you stress everyone

veronika: but clearly not this girl :)

veronika: you don't mind it sometimes :)

#t #t: beatrix lux

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beatrix: WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN

beatrix: well........i guess that's true

beatrix: so how have YOU changed??

beatrix: ok thank fuck

beatrix: i'm still lowkey freaking the fuck out tho

veronika: SUSPICIOUS EMOJIS

veronika: me?

veronika: i like to think i'm nicer lmao

veronika: less stressed

veronika: idk its weird to explain bc its personal

veronika: it's normal to be freaking out about it

veronika: that's how you know you care

#t #t: beatrix lux

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beatrix: DON'T EMOJI ME

beatrix: okay, i guess i'll listen to that then

beatrix: so being different is a good thing?? if it's just a little bit

beatrix: okay

beatrix: so..........all of this is a good thing??

veronika: [ magnifying glass emoji, eyes emoji ]

veronika: being different is a good thing, no matter how much it is. you're always changing and growing anyway

veronika: no one stays the same forever

veronika: yes :) all of this is a good thing

#t #t: beatrix lux

big-apples-liberty:

❝ Close your eyes and pretend it’s all a bad dream. That’s how I get by. ❞ - Veronika ( @veronikarasputin )

“Food helps too.” Liberty said holding up her food with a light giggle. She sighed and set it down. “The term just started, and I’m worried I’m not going to pass one of my classes. On top of that, my boyfriend has been MIA. I’m sure it’s for a good reason, but I still can’t help but worry.” She looked up at Veronika. “Anything troubling you?”

Veronika cracked a smile, lifting her own box of food up in response. “Ah, well, I can’t do anything about the boyfriend but if you’re worried about classes, I’m right there with you. I’ve just...lost energy.” She shrugged. “That’s my main problem, I guess. But I have to maintain my grade average.”

#c #c: liberty yankee

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beatrix: i guess.........that's true

beatrix: hEY I TAKE OFFENCE TO THAT

beatrix: EVEN IF IT'S TRUE

beatrix: i guess there is

beatrix: i hope so

beatrix: i have to feel it?? so i just do what my gut tells me to do?? bc part of my gut is telling me to rUN THE OTHER WAY and another part is telling me to get closer skdlfjsdfj

beatrix: you think so??

veronika: [ eyes emoji x3 ]

veronika: okay but seriously

veronika: listen to the part of your gut that tells you to stay, that makes you curious

veronika: yeah i think so

veronika: listen...you're always gonna be a little different with someone you really like, and someone who likes you back. you just know it.

veronika: with someone you have a strong good connection with, you feel more yourself. not the person you show everyone else.

#t #t: beatrix lux #HONESTLY ??#dad veronika strikes again

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beatrix: sTILL SKDLFJDSLKFJS

beatrix: yeah but you two like each other and you're dATING

beatrix: well maybe??

beatrix: she's usually in the sound booth and i'm usually on stage so????

beatrix: i mean i guess i could smuggle myself into the sound booth if i'm not needed on stage but idk i don't wanna bother her

beatrix: WHICH IS WEIRD BECAUSE I WANNA BOTHER EVERYONE

beatrix: I DON'T LIKE THIS NEW SIDE OF ME VERONIKA

veronika: we didn't date from the START i did a LOT of embarrassing things and she did too before we even got together

veronika: i don't think you'd bother her

veronika: not that i've ever seen you NOT being bothersome [ eyes emoji ] but if you're just relaxed with her, then you wouldn't be bothering her

veronika: there's something special about just sharing the same space, so that's okay

veronika: omg beatrix pls

veronika: trust me, it's going to be okay

veronika: smth like this, you can't overthink. you just have to feel it. and you do the things that make you feel happy, so if just being in the sound booth with her and letting her do her thing makes you happy...then do it.

veronika: chances are, if you feel a strong connection then she's happy around you too

#t #t: beatrix lux #jegbhjrhtrkjhj this is just so much advice

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beatrix: well yeah

beatrix: very comfortable

beatrix: like i couldn't shut up

beatrix: i embarrassed myself probably

beatrix: we're also in the drama club together

beatrix: so that's a thing

veronika: i'm sure you didn't embarrass yourself

veronika: or okay you feel like you did but

veronika: if you were getting along well, then i promise you she either didn't notice or doesn't mind

veronika: whenever noelle does something weird i think it's cute lmao

veronika: but hey drama club, so you can spend more time together then, that's good!

#t #t: beatrix lux

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beatrix: she's indifferent to cheerios apparently

beatrix: and she offered to buy me cheerios

beatrix: bc i didn't know what they were

veronika: ahhh okay that makes sense

veronika: how did your conversation go from there? did you feel comfortable with her?

#t #t: beatrix lux

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beatrix: uh

beatrix: cheerios

beatrix: it started bc cheerios

veronika: like.....the cereal?

veronika: how does the cereal work into this?

#she's like what #veronika pls u started with a video game #t #t: beatrix lux

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beatrix: actually yes

beatrix: that would make things way easier

veronika: ok good

veronika: 1. how did this start?

#t #t: beatrix lux

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beatrix: well i'm NOT human

beatrix: not completely anyway

beatrix: skldjfsdlfjsdklfjskldfj

beatrix: i gUESS I CAN TRY BUT WORDS VERONIKA

beatrix: WORDS ARE HARD

veronika: WORDS ARE HELPFUL

veronika: like uh

veronika: would it help if i asked you questions and then you just answer

#t #t: beatrix lux

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beatrix: THEY'RE PANICKING NOISES

beatrix: HOW IS THIS FINE NONE OF THIS IS FINE

veronika: IT SOUNDS INHUMAN

veronika: AND DON'T SAY IT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT HUMAN

veronika: trust me oh my god it's fine

veronika: you can get through this

veronika: talking about it will help

#t #t: beatrix lux

@sleepyhollowchild said: ❛ Look at this. It’s worthless - ten dollars from a vendor in the street. But I take it, I bury it in the sand for a thousand years, it becomes priceless. ❜