BETRAYER

indie kylo ren.

[verratcr-blog]

i cant i just saw ur blog recommended to me and the way ur url and blog title were next to each other i just glanced out of the corner of my eye and read "vibrator" i cant stop laughing

im deleting

[inimeitiel]

Denial phase: over. Make other people feel bad to feel better phase: starting now.

[siriussmarlene-deactivated20200]

[fracturedson-moved-blog]

this is  masterlist of kylo ren writers! feel free to hmu so i can keep the list updated as new blogs pop up!

@tornapcrt, @tornsith, @knightofren, @qvillons, @fulfilourdestiny, @fulfillourdestiiny, @firstordersith, @seducedren, @legatumiism, @theraggedsaber, @verratcr, @firstorderknight, @knight–of–ren, @sithseduced, @theknightsofkyloren, @unredeemablc, @crackedsaber, @sithcarved, @iimmunetothelight, @abandcnment, @dormantliight, @dusksided

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[michellekpoems]

My poor mother begged for a sheep but raised a wolf.

Michelle K., Four Rhythms. (via michellekpoems)

[eighthunit-deactivated20151227]

to dearest friends, from cookie:

hello, I don’t know if all of you know me, but hello I’m cookie and I just wanted to tell you how much I love all of you. I haven’t been active much, and I’ve barely written anything, but somehow y’all find me worthy of your presences. I promise this blog isn’t entirely crack I know it seems like it. And my theme itself is not very pleasing I’m also working on that. But thank you for boosting my miniature confidence. You are all precious to me and I hope you all have lovely lives and days to come. It takes a lot of love, compassion, and empathy to write for a character and that is shown through each and every one of you. I’m currently setting up a skype and if you want to talk to me more, there’s the IM thingie (I’m super annoying and all caps warning). It’s an honor to meet and write with all of you.  ♡

Keep reading

[aquavrgo]

CONTROL // HALSEY {photo credit: mbacani}

[antigonick]

—you were chosen to walk through fire.

Pablo Neruda, excerpt of The Soldier’s Love (via stcrmother)

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u ever heck up so bad you have 25 drafts after 2 days bc.

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double pistols n a wink about aro/ace kylo.

[toshootfirst-a]

Send me  “HC”  + a word and I’ll write a headcanon about it.

[morrigansbf]

‘’I’ll show them the dark side.’’

[verratcr-blog]

                                                          pray for the prodigal son.

                                               independent kylo ren from tfa. spoilers tagged.

[verratcr-blog]

Kylo Ren: I will finish what you started

Anakin: Hello from the other side

I must have called a thousand times

To ASK YOU WHAT THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING

[corelliancasanova-blog]

'it’s not my fault.'

SENTENCE STARTERS: ‘THE EMPIRE STRIKES BACK’ EDITION.

      han stares at ben for the longest time, keeping his face neutral, like a statue made of stone. but on the inside his heart was positively breaking. he supposed his son was right. it wasn’t his fault. han was to blame. he was the cause of this, wasn’t he? didn’t love him enough, perhaps? didn’t spend enough time with him one-oh-one?

      han knew deep down that he had to be the cause. that somewhere down the line he was the source of how ben had become this– this person– how he became kylo ren. & force knows it h  u  r  t  s him. emotionally & physically. it was like someone was constantly ripping out his heart & tearing it in half & then throwing it down.

      han was a bad father. a horrible one. he knew this to be true because of this very thing. his son going down this path. he hadn’t been around as much as leia had. he didn’t know how to fit himself into that picture. live up to the amount of love she gave him. he didn’t know how to be knowing to what his son had felt– especially force related things. he didn’t know how to offer advice with that things. luke would have been a far better father than he was & he knew that. stars, did he know that.

      but he did try. han tried so hard but still he didn’t fit in quite right. he felt as if he was constantly lacking. like his son didn’t want anything to do with him even before now. & that hurt him as well. han wishes he could be more of a father, knew how to fix this. but in truth, he doesn’t. he still doesn’t know how to act around his son, even with this turn of events. he supposed not much changes that way. but han l o v e s his son. even when he’s this. even as kylo ren; his love for him his unconditional.

              “i know it’s not.” han admits, gaze still on him. “i don’t blame you at all, ben.”