I have to be worth something

22 | he/him | 3D&v3nt acc | PL/ENG

[verytired-002]

I gained back 3/4 of weight that i lost during these past few months, atp life is not worth it if ill always be like this

[verytired-002]

Welcome back everyone my old "what the fuck even is this relation?" -ituationship baited me again and im so done with this bullshit i dont even know what to say, time for a fast to feel in control again

[verytired-002]

oh my god i cant with these finals what the fuck i cant focus with those headaches

[verytired-002]

Chainsmoking on a empty stomach was not a good idea

[verytired-002]

I have such a corny vent saved in my drafts

[verytired-002]

I had a really hard day, time for a big bowl of strawberries, spl1ff and a jog

[no1newromanticsstan]

hmm might be my biggest dream

[verytired-002]

3 weeks until the deadline of my final projects for art uni and my life decided to fuck me over with:

-a hurting tooth

-shitshow at my workplace caused by additional tasks

-headaches that feel like my whole face freezes

-nausea from restriction

oh what a time to be alive

[verytired-002]

Mission for todays evening : 10 000 steps more.

How will i do it? : big ass j01nT, headphones, and going to the woods

[verytired-002]

8kg down in two weeks but its not enough why cant it be faster i need it to be faster

[5ad-4ng3l]

“Being skinny won’t solve all your problems” -Someone who’s been effortlessly skinny their whole life while eating whatever they want.

[thesmallestplanet]

How it feels when the "f*ck this disorder i deserve happiness" weight shows up on the scale

[mybonesarebutterflies]

IM SO GONNA LOCK IN THIS SUMMER

[verytired-002]

I hate that almost all intake tracking apps have this fuckass AI in them I DONT NEED IT I CAN COUNT MYSELF AND I WANT AN ACCURATE KCAL LOG!!!!

[verytired-002]

why is WEIGHTLOSS so SLOOOOW

HOW MANY BORING BOILED EGGS I HAVE TO ENDURE

[verytired-002]

Everytime i wanna go on a date i remind myself about that one time a guy told me i would be perfect for him in long term if i just lost some weight and then he ghosted me so now i wont ask anyone out unless i can shove my hand under my ribcage

Like there was a point where i still hoped someone will love me sooner but i think thats just not possible

[verytired-002]

I finally got my hands on my old ADHD meds (when i started abusing them my psychiatrist went down the non-stimulant route) time to get some shit done and not care about food for the next 4hours