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i still live! - for the current moment, as energy is low when it comes to managing multiple blogs i temporarily have Kate over on my multi @lifecharge for all those that would like to pick up writing with my kate again
i still live! - for the current moment, as energy is low when it comes to managing multiple blogs i temporarily have Kate over on my multi @lifecharge for all those that would like to pick up writing with my kate again
i still live! - for the current moment, as energy is low when it comes to managing multiple blogs i temporarily have Kate over on my multi @lifecharge for all those that would like to pick up writing with my kate again
i still live! - for the current moment, as energy is low when it comes to managing multiple blogs i temporarily have Kate over on my multi @lifecharge for all those that would like to pick up writing with my kate again
i still live! - for the current moment, as energy is low when it comes to managing multiple blogs i temporarily have Kate over on my multi @lifecharge for all those that would like to pick up writing with my kate again
i still live! - for the current moment, as energy is low when it comes to managing multiple blogs i temporarily have Kate over on my multi @lifecharge for all those that would like to pick up writing with my kate again
lilacdreamt / PENELOPE
Relief washed over Penelope at the knowledge that her dearest Kate had felt the same as her during pregnancy. She found herself rather scared at first that she awoke exhausted and nauseous every morning. Colin assured her it was all normal, that Daphne had suffered the exact same things according to his memory of her first pregnancy. That soothed her worries a little, but not entirely until hearing it from another woman’s lips, and she trusted Kate’s word over most others. Penelope’s sister-in-law had a charming air of intelligence about her that was more than worthy of attention, and she looked to Kate for advice when something could not be solved alone.
A gentle chuckle slid from her lips before she took a sip of her tea. It was a wonderfully fragrant mix of Indian origin. Kate had sworn she would like it, and as expected, Kate wasn’t wrong. The subtle spice tested her taste buds, making her smile in delight. “I can only imagine,”, especially with a stubborn husband like Anthony. “But three boys? I can’t think of much that is more nightmarish than that scenario.” Penelope had watched the Bridgerton brothers for years, which often amounted to headaches if one was in the presence of all three for too long. Their shenanigans were typically that of men in high society, hence the headaches. She much preferred the company of Kate or Eloise, so three sons would never do Penelope.
“Is that so?” Emerald eyes wide and curious, Penelope set her teacup down. “You simply must share your cravings with me, so I shall not feel so queer about mine. Colin has been more than supportive, but that man tries to eat me out of house and home every single day. So, it is no surprise that he is helpful with foods, is it?”
The viscountess chuckles to herself, setting aside her teacup. “I had already begun to pester Violet about how i would manage such a feat. I thought I was doomed to only have boys. A little girl changes so much about the home especially for the boys. They’re all wrapped around her little fingers,” she grins. It’s just as she thought. Just as she had been wrapped around Edwina’s finger when she had been born. Of course, it was no surprise to Kate when Charlotte was born that nothing could tear Anthony away from her, already so attentive and soft for their boys a young girl would only amplify it.
The older woman ponders in her chair. Reflecting as she looks out on the lawn where Newton fails aimlessly to herd her children. “Strange food combinations were a large part of it. Wanting asparagus or a boiled egg with a biscuit and such things. I wanted something savory and sweet at the exact same moment.” Kate returns her attention to her guest. “Food isn’t the only thing a woman may crave during pregnancy,” she admits. Her cheeks begin to flush a soft crimson against her brown cheeks. “I had a craving for my husband as well,” she adds, careful to keep her voice low. “It’s all perfectly normal and healthy. Well, it must be as both myself and the children all came out healthy in the end.” It’s not a topic that came up with her doctor nor would it ever be something she were to bring up with him or anyone else for that matter. “Anthony was apprehensive which I know must be hard to believe,” she teases. “But perhaps Colin might appreciate that craving above all the others. Would hate to tear him away from a sixth meal,” she laughs. “Perhaps he should be carrying the child for you.”
abhorlove / ANTHONY
anthony knew miss kate sharma. certainly their first meetings were quite interesting to say the least but the time they got to know one another , the time they spent falling in love, anthony knew his girlfriend. the woman he wanted to spend his life with. ❝ what has happened to my kate? ❞ his words are quiet with a slight teasing tone to it. but he does appreciate the fact that she wanted to spend their time somewhere else, away from the classes and away from prying eyes. it was certainly something anthony needed, yet he would never truthfully say it out loud, even though he knew kate could tell by the look on his face. anthony closes his eyes briefly when she brushes her thumb over his face. it was calm.
he sighs when she kisses him, kissing her back gently before humming again at her wiping his tears away. he hated being vulnerable, but this was kate. ❝ you menace. ❞ anthony chuckles softly, before watching as she looks around, doing the same. as the corridors clear out, it causes the boy to gently grip kate’s hands. ❝ i seem to like that idea. perhaps we can also have a picnic? spend the whole day in our spot so we are not bothered? ❞
The tip of her finger taps on his bottom lip. “It should be plain for you to see.” There are few people she would risk this type of scrutiny for. In fact, much of the scrutiny exists as a result of their relationship. Her reputation could take a little more. If that means her boyfriend’s first day back after such harrowing heartbreak and loss is a little bit better, a boyfriend nearly her husband according to all those around her, then she would tolerate it. She would do the same if Edwina ever needed it of her, too.
Kate grins. “I am a Gryffindor, we are known for being menacing,” she laughs. Her fingers lace themselves between Anthony’s fingers and squeezes them tight.”How are we to have a picnic without food?” she ponders. “I certainly have none.” Very little planning was done on her part. She knew today would be different. They had spent more than a week apart with no communication. She thought perhaps her rake had finally come to his senses and continued on with his rake-ish behavior, forgetting all about her. Only to find out that any child’s worst fear came true before his very eyes. Nothing about today would go on as regularly scheduled. “Something tells me you have an idea on how to pack away a lunch for us both?”
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content. that’s what he had called it. it had been a few days since the bridgerton’s took the trek up to aubrey hall to enjoy another peaceful vacation together away from the bustling ton. but this time it happened to just be the eldest sibling accompanied by their small ever growing family. the spring air had a light breeze that cast through the trees as the viscount stood outside, watching as two young boys ran throughout the fields, waiting for their slightly smaller baby sister to trudge after them. this was what warmed his heart and when he felt the presence of his wife behind him, her arms around his neck and her cheek against his shoulder he smiled wide as children’s laughter filled through the air. ❝ good morning, my love. you seemed so peaceful this morning i simply did not want to wake you. ❞
abhorlove / ANTHONY
╱⠀⥂⠀♯ @vexdlove said : [ “ [ wrap ] – for the sender’s muse to casually wrap their arms around the receiver’s neck and lean on their shoulder from behind. ” ]
content. that’s what he had called it. it had been a few days since the bridgerton’s took the trek up to aubrey hall to enjoy another peaceful vacation together away from the bustling ton. but this time it happened to just be the eldest sibling accompanied by their small ever growing family. the spring air had a light breeze that cast through the trees as the viscount stood outside, watching as two young boys ran throughout the fields, waiting for their slightly smaller baby sister to trudge after them. this was what warmed his heart and when he felt the presence of his wife behind him, her arms around his neck and her cheek against his shoulder he smiled wide as children’s laughter filled through the air. ❝ good morning, my love. you seemed so peaceful this morning i simply did not want to wake you. ❞
When she woke, she wondered if she had missed something but could not put her finger on what. An empty bed with only Newton resting at the foot of it to keep her company. It might have been enjoyable, not having a husband and their children waiting on her from the very moment she got up, but it felt odd. Still, she took the sleep while she could thanks to the encouragement of a rump little corgi.
The sound of giggling children outside her window is what convinced her that enough of the day had passed, it was time to join her family now feeling fully refreshed. This where she finds her husband, the father of her three children, looking on as their boys run around with Charlotte struggling behind. “Mmm,” she hums against his back. “I’m a bit torn as to how I feel about that. I thought you all had abandoned me. It was very strange to have Newton up with me when we have three children running around outside for him to chase,” she giggles.
The Sharmas + Newton ૮ ^ﻌ^ა
abhorlove / ANTHONY
when he proposed to kate, anthony was well aware that their wedding would be the most talked about. after all, this was the viscount who was getting married and he was aware that most of the ton would be beyond mad that he was off the market. anthony waited for everything to settle down between them; wanting to take the time for their relationship with edwina to heal before taking that step. and he planned out the perfect proposal. one fit for the woman he wanted to marry.
and it was safe to say that anthony wanted everything to go according to plan. it took lots of planning, lots of nerves as anthony almost scrapped numerous ideas he had planned. he just hoped that his family wouldn’t tell kate the fuss he was putting up, the hours spent in his office worrying about the perfect moment, the perfect day. but anthony simply hoped they didn’t tell her how much he bossed them around, for he’d never hear the end of it from her. he had taken a spontaneous trip to aubrey hall, making sure everything was in perfect preparation for the wedding before anyone else had even arrived. the servants thought he was mad, his siblings thought he was ill, yet violet realized that her son has found his love match and wanted to do everything in his power to make the right choices.
anthony knew kate wanted a wedding that focused on her traditions as well as his own and their mama’s had worked long hours to ensure that it was perfect and that everything would be up to their standards. with just two days away, anthony was growing anxious, just wanting to marry the love of his life and spend eternity with her : but the former rake was more than aware that this was kate’s big day and she deserved to have everything up to her standards. aubrey hall was in full running as people worked endless hours to ensure everything was perfect.
spotting his future wife, the man wanted a few moments alone with her knowing that he wouldn’t be able to see her before the wedding. it was tradition and this week had been more than strenuous on both families. he was certain that violet was hounding kate for details as well. ❝ i did not mean to startle you. ❞ he has a soft smile on his face, his hands immediately moving to brush her arms , wanting to pull her towards him. anthony chuckles at her words ❝ and in two days we are to be wed. ❞
Hands jerk away from his, and it’s a strange pang of guilt. It feels like the stolen glances, stolen kisses that never should have been but now so thankful it was. She holds her hands up for him at the damp henna laid precisely along her skin, including the tips of her fingers. “My mother has insured nothing untoward would occur before the wedding. Of course, I insisted long ago. It is tradition,” she says. A quick smile upon her face. “I should be thankful. It’s the only reason why I am allowed some time to myself.” Her body gently swings in Anthony’s direction, gently bumping her hip against him. “Or ourselves. I must say I am surprised they have no wrangled you up in my stead this time,” she giggles.
Of course, he must be busy with something. It is not as though she was the only one their mamas were actively keeping away. A joint effort, surely, given how stubborn both of them are. A backup plan must be in order. She wonders if Edwina might have any role to play in that, who now seems more comfortable with the idea of Anthony as a brother-in-law than she ever did with him as her husband.
“I am glad that you found me whether that was your intention or not. It is something we have a habit of,” she says with a small smile pushing up the apples’ of her cheeks. “It is all over my hands, but it’s still hard to wrap my mind around the knowledge that there are two days left.” And she’s never felt more sure of anything in her life. It is far from the life she had meant for herself, and it’s a reality she has grappled with. Life is a river and rivers have many tributaries to take one down.
Kate’s eyes look out at the evening sky. Shoulders stretch as lungs intake the crisp air. “Are you ready?” she wonders, attention shifting back to her husband to be. “Ready to put your Rake days behind you,” she teases. “Have a family of your own?”
SIMONE ASHLEY as KATE SHARMA in bridgerton, season 2 it has been you this entire time - spinning my world off its axis, making me reconsider everything i have ever told myself. i came here resolved to save my family. everything i have ever done...has been for them.
abhorlove / ANTHONY
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aubrey hall. that’s where everyone remained in attendance for the wedding of the viscount and the eldest sharma sister. they both had decided on something small and it only seemed fitting for the new couple that they have something more intimate for them. after all, it suited their personalities more than having a big wedding attended by the queen. so that’s what they did.
his mother planned with lady mary and lady danbury for the day as anthony worked on making sure his suit was fit to marry the love of his life , as well as finishing some last minute work. the entire bridgerton clan made their way to aubrey hall followed by simon, daphne and their son as well as penelope who was an honorary member of the bridgerton clan in her own right. of course anthony arraigned for a carriage to take the sharma family and it seemed that everyone arrived a week before the wedding to begin the preparations.
this is what anthony wanted. something small and intimate and every time he tried to find his fiancé, it seemed she was always busy helping her mother and his, or doing something with his sisters. it made his heart swell knowing that they got along so well, but he also just wanted to spend time with his soon to be wife. however, every time that kate came to see him, anthony was whisked away by his brothers causing the viscount to curse his large family. after dinner one particular evening, anthony found himself taking a walk through the garden, admiring the flowers his mother made sure we’re in full bloom for the festivities and when he spotted kate his smile grew wider. ❝ i feel as if i must apologize, miss sharma. we have not been able to see much of one another this week. ❞ even if the wedding was two days away, anthony still missed his girl.
The ancestral home of the Bridgerton family has been turned upside down as the Sharma women with Lady Danbury in tow preparing for their intimate ceremony. Size of the audience was not enough to deter them from planning what they want to call the wedding of the season. This time with exclusivity which might make the nuptials even more gossip enticing.
Every hour since her arrival has been exhausting. Still so many decisions to be made. She supposes this is what she should have expected when bringing in such foreign wedding traditions to England. The shock upon Madame Delacroix’s face upon fitting her to her bright red bridal sari would forever be imprinted in Kate’s memory with a chuckle.
Forty-eight hours remain and it’s the first momentary period she’s been allowed to hear her own thoughts. There is little left for her to do or that she can do with the mehndi applied to her hands and legs with ample time to darken her skin in their intricate, symbolic patterns. It works out fine enough for the eldest Miss Sharma.
The cool air is soothing to Kate’s skin beneath the shelter of the gazebo, ever cautious not to have a drop of water land on her skin. She loses herself in her thoughts. The excitement and terror about becoming a wife, about the wedding to come, and all that being a viscountess entails. Her life has taken her on a strange journey, one far from what she had planned for herself filled with pains and regrets but also love, endless love.
A man’s voice in the background startles her from her thoughts. Arms twitching and jolting her back into reality. Kate turns her attention to the sound and so soon her body begins to ease again. “Anthony,” she exhales. She eases herself with her gently placed hand above her chest. “You startled me.” The eldest Sharma stands up from the bench. “Do not apologize. If anyone is to apologize, I do believe it is our mothers’. This is the first moment I have had alone to myself since our engagement.” Only just now does it hit her how much she has missed being in his presence. Their mamas have been quite successful in not allowing her to dwell on those feelings, even at night leaving her too exhausted to linger in her thoughts.
abhorlove / ANTHONY
anthony knew far well that kate’s words held so much truth to them. there wasn’t any way for anyone to know. but it still had happened and knowing someone who was as healthy as his father , could suffer the same death … it was scary and anthony feared for something to happen to him. he and kate have a beautiful life together and still have many many years ahead, he never wanted to leave her.
he can’t help the small smile that creeps up onto his face at her words, knowing that kate bridgerton could be quite a scary woman. she would indeed win that fight. his eyes close feeling her hand pull her closer to him, and he hums when she kisses his forehead. how did kate make everything feel better, he simply did not understand. ❝ i just think it better for no celebrations to be had, that is all. perhaps just us and the children. ❞
“That is all I was thinking, my lord.” She likes to think she knows her husband well enough to know that anything larger was out of the question. The day is a sore subject as is without a charade of happy faces so none would be the wiser. “You’ll thank me for it in the future.” Maybe not this year or the next, but she knows he will. Thankful for his stubborn wife to have pushed him to have lasting memories he can reflect on with a soft smile when he becomes older than his father ever was. “We will save the large festivities for your mother’s birthday,” she giggles.
KANTHONY APPRECIATION WEEK 2022 - day five: free choice 🌷 It is clear to any member of the Ton that the Viscount and Viscountess are rather smitten indeed.