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Youtube explaination, the reason i havent been uploading is because i dont feel ready to live no matter how hard i try to be perfect and do things perfectly everything falls apart over and over again and im scared that if i were to start making videos again either they wouldnt be good enough because i dont feel that im good enough until my life stopps falling apart, or because my life keeps falling apart ill have to leave youtube again and let everyone down. im so fucking scared and feel trapped and i think the only way out of this loop is to become so perfect and strong that i can handle every problem and literally design my own reality. just so yall know im working really hard on myself every day amd one day i will be ready and it will all pay off. I just cant lose anymore i already feel like giving up on life most days but ill never give in that isnt me and i really fucking crave a happy future that i can share with everyone.
Things I never said to my ex's.
M I really wanted to meet you if only we stayed together a while longer, it was unrealistic to think it would ever work but we could have still had a really nice time on holiday together. I forgive you for cheating and being a bitch as you also made me feel loved when I didn't love myself. Still you really fucked me up trust wise and brought out so much pain and darkness in me which I then let out on others fuck you for that.
A I really messed up, I was fucking selfish and an arsehole and literally the worst, whilst we spend time together it was so perfect and I fucking loved you and I know you felt the same so for me to destroy that was unfair and fucked up I never deserved you and I know I can't ever make up for hurting you. You are honestly so good and even though you forgave me and became friends with me I can't ever forgive myself for cheating. I'm so happy you are in my life and let me make it up to you I want to be a good part about your life. If I could go back in time I would have never wasted your time you always deserved better. Though its crazy how compatible we are, i really fucked up.
K Im so sorry for all the heart ache I put you through no action or good time justified the bad times. I loved you so much and I fucked up a lot I'm sorry, you were my first long term relationship and I wasnt ready. I wish I could go back to the day we first went round yours and redo every day past that. You deserved better in many ways. I hope you're happy now and can take away the happy memories from the relationship and move on from the bad ones. I forgive you for your mistakes in the relationship as I know I was your first boyfriend and I messed up a lot. If I could change one thing it would be for me to never hurt your feelings I was fucking cold and horrible in our arguments I wish I could take back the things I said.
A i'm sorry for leaving you, you really tried and I was half ass in the relationship Im sorry I just wasn't ready for a new committed relationship then. I really changed after we split up and I wish you met me later in life thanks for the good times.
C. Honestly everything was so happy and perfect with you, I wonder how it would have went if we were able to stay together. Thanks for every lovely moments. I'm happy we made each other Happy.
M. Honestly I think if it wasn't for everyone throwing rocks in our way we would still be together, I'm sorry for being emotionally distant at times my past relationships really left a mark on me so it was hard to open up to you, thank you for teaching me how to love again and pushing me to grow in new directions. We made so many good memories together.
Current gf, Im always trying to so hard to stay strong as the circumstances are really making it hard so please forgive me for falling apart sometimes I hope you know how much I love you and want you, that's why I cry and that's why Im always scared of losing you. When everything falls in to place again everything can be perfect again and forever x I'm just happy to be with you.
Additional mentions.
Whilst we never dated I also loved our time and you all meant so much to me M,M ❤️
M. You were the first girl I loved, I still love you and I guess I'll never stop. I hope your life is going well and you find someone that really treats you well. Don't worry I'm no longer in love with you 😂i just still love you for who you are and the person you were to me. I guess we never were meant to be in each others life's and I finally found peace with that :) take care.
M. We only spoke but we both clearly fell in love. You're were just to beautiful and nice and brought out the best in me. Thank you for being in my life.