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OH , IF YOU ONLY KNEW WHAT WE’VE BEEN UP TO … i guarantee you’d keep it secret. a canon & oc multimuse , spn based. written by jem.

#「 run wild // live outside the fences of safety. 」 SELF PROMO. ❞#( this is an old tag from the blog i had here before endverse cas but oh well #it works #ANYWHO THIS IS WHERE I'VE BEEN Y'ALL )

`* // gunchosen !

dean melts for cas , even with this rough shell of a being the angel gives him something soft from his past that he can’t let go of ( if he did , he’s sure to create himself a MONSTER ) . cas keeps him grounded , sane and in one piece . hands spread cas , a groan slipping from his throat when cas speaks . pressing lips back on cas’ , dean continues to lift his hips up to capture a deeper feeling . a hand reaching up to ruffle in cas’ hair , tightening grip , ❛ wanna make you cum for me . ❜ it was euphoric , addicting .

after ( not ) much deliberation , cas has decided he feels most ALIVE in this dead , dreary world as dean is fucking into him , their hips rolling jointly , eager & chasing for a more FULFILLING sense of release than any trigger pulled , any PERFECT head shot , could ever summon. his hands , pressed flat against his chest , dig bruising fingertips into his flesh , moan echoing into the cavern of his mouth. dean’s words drive him CRAZY , the coil in his stomach impossibly tight , cock leaking in anticipation. ‘ god , yes , please , oh fuck ----- ’ his voice breaks as his teeth clack with dean’s , lips never losing contact , ass EXPERTLY taking his pistoning hips. ‘ i’m so close , daddy ----- please , make me cum. ’

#gunchosen #`* &. // REL. only for you i'll bleed. ( GUNCHOSEN ).#`* &. // v.i. main.#`* &. // in character.#nsfw /#daddy kink /

`* // snarklost !

❛ oh , hell yeah , y’ know walkers ‘n denchers are my fuckin’ fetish , mate. suzanne once lured me to ‘n early bird dinner , it was .. very special , ‘n heart warmin’. damn near broke her sweet ol’ heart t’ find out i like cock , but i let th’ ol’ gal down easy. ❜ his hand shot out to shove castiel’s shoulder with a snicker , sauntering over toward where the man bent over his drawer , noah pocketing his recently accumulated bottle into his back pocket , crouching to peer within , brows inched toward his curly hairline. shit , cas struck the damn goldmine with all this shit , & noah wasn’t exactly complaining. everyone else in this camp just had mediocre weed at best. ❛ i can go as hard as you can , probably. i only took xans because i couldn’t get m’ hands on anythin’ else. guess i got a little reliant on it. ❜ he used to steal oxy out of his dad’s cabinet & wash the pills down with vodka .. that was a good few sunday nights.

now that’s a story he feels quite BLESSED to have heard , regardless of its TRUTH ----- any sprinkle of humor in their drab , death centered lives remains much appreciated. ‘ i know suzanne MUST have been a fox , but cock is definitely ... a delicacy. ’ he cackles , pulling out another two HALF FULL amber vials , little white pills & caplets. ‘ what’s your speed , usually ? i’ve got a decent sized bottle of VICODIN , ’ he lifts the bottle full of caplets , then places them on the table & shows him the bottle of little white pills , ‘ or OXYCONTIN. i’d say ... dealer’s choice , but i’m partial to adderall myself. only found one bottle of THIRTY , so i’m gonna be a bit GREEDIER with those. i hope you can find it in your little black heart to forgive me. ’ as if in kind to the earlier gesture , cas leans forward to rest a steady hand on his shoulder , grin pulling up on his alcohol - flushed cheeks ( at this point in the world , when ISN’T he drunk or high ? ).

#snarklost #`* &. // in character.#`* &. // v.i. main.

" you're so fuckin' weird. " it's meant to sound dismissive ( this wasn't the cas ash used to know, not in the slightest ) but it's rather fond and quiet. flushed through a portal and ash had landed here, in bizarro world, but cas remained as effervescently unique as he possibly could. unshaven, careless in this odd sort of way --- but ash was attracted nevertheless. a kiss is laced alongside castiel's jawline, smiling to himself about the sensation of his stubble. " so weird. "

‘ you’re just mad that i’d beat you at JEOPARDY , ashley. ’ or trivial pursuit , in this case ( one of the many old board games he’d finally UNBURIED from the depths of the junk stashed in his cabin ). dean never did get around to JOINING him in these silly , mundane activities ----- there’s a sort of dark sadness lingering about him when he recalls that fact. he quickly deflects of course , before ashley notices otherwise. ‘ i haven’t seen a razor in a few years ; i didn’t used to NEED to shave , of course. but now , whether it be the lack of supplies , or the fact that i JUST DON’T CARE ... i hope you don’t mind. ’ he grins , languid & slow , then carefully leans forward , pressing his own lips to the hollow of ash’s throat. ‘ how about ROUND TWO ? if you win ... i’ll blow you. ’

#( the stakes are high #no pun intended )#suggestive /#chainsawbcy

`* // snarklost !

❛ as if i couldn’t fuckin’ notice it , y’ prick. it’s right fuckin’ there ! ❜ another tipsy snicker escaped alcohol chapped lips , wrinkling the bridge of his nose as he laughed. noah took the bottle from castiel’s outstretched fingers , bringing the mouth to his , nursing a few sacred gulps , before groaning , & rolling his head back against the other man’s cot. ❛ eh .. i would’ve preferred a puppy. or a pony , th’ inner girl in me always wanted both. ❜ ten bucks if you guess what he was on halloween as a kid. well , it was usually a cowboy , even though he’d always wanted to dress up like a princess. regardless , his dad would’ve beaten him senseless if he ever had , so he never got the chance to. ❛ mm .. th’ dating market in this group is sorely lackin’ , isn’t it ? m’ runnin’ outta people t’ shag. ❜

‘ allow me to CORRECT myself , then : given our current circumstances , alcohol is the best way to buy silence. do puppies & ponies even EXIST anymore ? ’ it’s a sad thing to consider , but it’s REALISTIC ----- anything bestial disappeared a few years back , save for the birds ( even they were SCARCE ). ‘ i’ve slept with everyone here save for ... well , you & DEAN. he’s not very willing , i don’t think. still too REPRESSED ; i’d offer , but i don’t know how he’d respond. ’ he GIGGLES , settling the pad of his thumb beneath his lower lip. ‘ i got him to try WEED once , & we made out , but i’m not sure he remembers ----- either that , or he chooses to DENY it ever happened. the poor man still thinks he’s straight. ’

#snarklost #`* &. // in character.#`* &. // v.i. main.#( icb they're basically gossip girls #icb cas and noah are both the resident hoes )

`* // snarklost !

down clunks the partially empty bottle of lukewarm tequila , landing with a dull thud ‘pon castiel’s cabin floor. back propped against the ex - angel’s cot , he took an particularly large swig , before passing it toward the other. he gestured with an arch of his brow. ❛ .. ricky in cabin 4 , cries hard durin’ sex. figured i wouldn’t tell anyone if he bribed me with this. ❜ excuse the muffled snicker behind bruised knuckles. right , like noah could ever keep his mouth shut.

‘ ooh , JUICY ----- i’m surprised it took this long for someone else to find out. ’ he accepts the bottle , downing a LARGE gulp with practiced ease & a matching , utterly COPACETIC grin. ‘ did you get to see the birthmark on his thigh ? it’s shaped like a DICK. ’ maybe only HE saw it that way , but ... REGARDLESS ! he swallows an additional sip or two & passes the tequila back over , reveling in the pleasant burn. ‘ good man , though. alcohol is the best way to buy SILENCE. ’

#snarklost #`* &. // in character.#`* &. // v.i. main.#( cas is a terrible influence #not that noah wasn't already on the path but DAMN IF CAS DOESN'T ENCOURAGE IT IM CRYIN #poor dean is probably stressd(tm) 24/7 over these two goons )

`* // snarklost !

❛ shit , if y’ fuckin’ find one , let’s split it , tequila can only get me so far. ❜

‘ ----- that’s the WRONG ANSWER , noah ... do you have any of the aforementioned tequila left ? ‘cause it’ll suit us just fine. i redact my earlier statement. i just need ALCOHOL in general ----- c’mon , let’s get WASTED. ’

#( how the fuck does dean deal with these two IMDJNHFKHF )#`* &. // in character.#`* &. // v.i. main.

‘ someone do me a solid & find me a gallon of whiskey to drain. ’

#( is this crack ? no #no it's not. )#`* &. // in character.#`* &. // v.i. main.#`* &. // OPEN. mutuals only.

midsommars-deactivated20201109

snarklost

@vicechosen / @gunchosen

#IM CRYING ITS CANON #TBT.

And iiiiiiiiiiii will always loveeee jemmmmMMMMmmmmMmm alwayysss loooveeee yooouUuUuuuu

are u drunk …

#( get outta my inbox keeks )#gunchosen

timetraveldean

Except I used to belong to a much better club. And now I’m powerless. I’m hapless, I’m hopeless. I mean, why the hell not bury myself in women and decadence, right? It’s the end, baby. That’s what decadence is for.

#tbt.#my beautiful son

mewssings

i’ll come back when you call for me;

—— no need to say goodbye.

#`* &. // quiet ; in a world so full of noise. ( dean / gunchosen. )#i cry #`* &. // introspection.

wordmarked

i tore my skin into bloody strips and defied the odds. i ruined myself so that i could see you rise. i did it all FOR YOU.

in the end, it wasn’t enough. when will it be enough?!

#`* &. // introspection.#( STARES AT DEAN )#`* &. // REL. only for you i'll bleed. ( GUNCHOSEN ).#( hi here's some angst keeks )

`* // gunchosen. :

the dip of cas’ spine sends teeth to bite on the corner of his own lower lip . he’s perfect , no matter what he says , beautifully hovering over him and teasing back without a second thought . ❛ i think you know that answer . ❜ a little bit UNFAIR , cas knows some of his kinks without even having to touch him , but dean has wandering hands to help search for clues . nails nipping on cas’ hips , eyes fall to catch sight of what was happening between their bodies ( CAS IS ALWAYS SO tight , it’s amazing to say the least ) . fingers raise to curl around the flesh of cas’ ass , gripping tight as he leans forward to kiss him on the lips , ❛ you feel good , baby boy , keep going . ❜ praise for listening , hips bucking up to help set things in motion .

cas gladly bends to the whims of dean , easily follows orders like a GOOD LITTLE SOLDIER , the way he always has , the way he was BORN TO ; yet dean is never quite as manipulative as to turn it against him ( always soft , gentle , UNDERSTANDING most of all ). he loves him , loves the sensations. twists & contorts to accompany his every DESIRE , not because he is forced or feels obligated , but god , because he WANTS NOTHING MORE. his hips undulate , compliant & perfectly fluid with dean’s own ministrations , hands slowly raising to slip over / tenderly cup his cheeks. he moans into their union , lips still brushing over one another as they speak. ‘ you’re so BIG , daddy ----- feels so good. ’ his articulation barely THAT , a quiet , muffled slur of words.

#gunchosen #`* &. // REL. only for you i'll bleed. ( GUNCHOSEN ).#`* &. // v.i. main.#nsfw /#daddy kink /#( trust me i was running out of icons myself so i'm just dandy dropping them altogether LMAO )

`* // gunchosen. :

❛ hmm , ❜ a hum , fingers slipping deeper until he couldn’t dive them in further . he needed cas comfortable , begging and teased like he was so that he could give him exactly what he wanted , ❛ you really … really like that word suddenly , don’t you ? ❜ the words purr from his lips , faster movements for emphasis before they leave cas entirely . ❛ maybe you can show me what you would like me to do then , baby . ❜

the sudden EMPTINESS , absence of pressure , draws out a low whine from the depths of his throat , spine arcing back as he SEARCHES for the pleasure’s return. leaning forward , he nips at the lobe of dean’s ear , smile creeping over his chapped lips. ‘ i do , i do like it. but not as much as YOU do , right dean ? ’ he inhales , SHARP & HEAVY , hand moving to direct ; eagerly , but not TOO QUICKLY , he sinks down onto his cock , teeth digging into the meat of his lip. ‘ FUCK , so good ... is it good , daddy ? ’ he grins , cheeks dimpling beneath the AROUSED FLUSH , giving his hips a slow roll.

#gunchosen #`* &. // REL. only for you i'll bleed. ( GUNCHOSEN ).#`* &. // v.i. main.#nsfw /#daddy kink /