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“ i don’t want you to apologize. “ she replied with a shake of her head. “ i have heard enough i’m sorry’s these past six months, that i don’t need to hear anymore. and i don’t have anymore forgiveness in my heart to say that it’s okay. “ sutton’s heart was completely shattered, with the loss of her brother, and then everything following that drained the brunette. “if this was six months ago, and you came knocking on my door, safeya, i would have fell right into you, but i can’t do this, i can’t do this with you. you come into my life, and then before i can blink something better comes along and you’re gone, you’ve been like this since we were six. i don’t believe you, i don’t forgive you, and i cannot allow anymore hurt in my heart. “
there wasn’t much she could say. guilt felt heavy, now balancing on her chest. she was being consumed, every word and pained expression the girl wore pressing into her heart just enough for it to hurt. the knowledge that she had caused some of that pain was enough to conjure up specks of self loathing. safeya nodded in understanding, because that was all she could do. “i know, i know. i won’t say sorry. don’t forgive me, you should hate me. but you should know that i don’t hate you. that you’re the reason i came back. you’re the reasoniI always come back.”












