3.20.2016

i drawed a triangle

[vinnyxamanda]

[vinnyxamanda]

March 20

Hey! Start here! Welcome to the Vinny x Amanda blog, officially redone for your viewing pleasure. As you might be able to see, there's a lot of new content on here.

For our two year anniversary, I've been writing a journal to you almost everyday since October. I came up with this idea during one late night, and I've stuck to it all these months. All the happy and sad times are stuck here, along with what we did on those days. I know this isn't a physical gift like you got me, but I've put a lot of time into this blog and I hope it makes you happy.

If you're not sure where to start, don't worry. Each entry is marked with a special hashtag that you can search for in the archive. #anniversaryproject

I recommend going to the last page and working your way up.

I love you, and happy 2 year anniversary !!!

[vinnyxamanda]

March 19

Today was a hectic day. I started off not knowing where my suny card was, which was soon was found back at home. I was super stressed, but you helped me keep a level head about everything. That is, until nightfall. You were having pain so we went to the ER. I think it's really funny that we are having our two year anniversary in a hospital room. Even though it's not the best situation, I wouldn't want to be in it with anyone other than you.

These past few months writing these logs have really flown by. It's been a long project, and sometimes a hard one, but it's always been fun. It's all lead up until this moment, officially the next day from now, our 2 year anniversary. I love you from the bottom of my heart, and slightly feel bad because you have so many posts to get through. Even so, thank you for making these past two years some of my best. I love you.

[vinnyxamanda]

March 17

I'm finally back with you and it feels great to be home. The whole sorting out with my parents what our lie was supposed to be was a bit stressful and I apologize for that... I'm really glad to see you and I'm glad we hung out with Jimmy today, even though it ruined my shoes. I like his house, and little Libby. She reminds me a lot of Coraline so it was a little freaky to see her do that weird stuff even though she is old....

I was just a little disappointed because we didn't really have a lot of alone time to do anything together so there wasn't much time to be romantic. I'm sure will make up for that and more when we head back to school.

[vinnyxamanda]

March 16

Today Jennie Kim came over and we hung out all day. I also started getting into stardew valley hardcore, which has prompted you to get the game as well. I don't care what anyone says I love Haley I'm gonna stay with her no matter what!!! period!!! I can tell you're starting to like this game and it makes me really happy to see you playing the same game as me.

Can wait to see you tomorrow even though we have to work out what the story is to tell my parents lol

[vinnyxamanda]

March 15

I saw you today!! I’m so happy that you came down to see me, even if we didn’t get to do much. When I saw you at the door I was overwhelmed with happiness. I couldn’t help but stare at you and hug you, I couldn’t even believe you were real at that moment. I really loved when we just laid down and played video games together, and when I fell asleep on your lap I felt so peaceful.

Sorry I kind of made you stay for dinner, I missed you so much I didn’t wanna let you go.

[vinnyxamanda]

March 14

Today I got to hang out with Gabby a lot which was really fun!!! You and I video chatted while she told us about all her drama regarding her love life, which I was really surprised about because she never opens up about that kind of stuff. It was kind of disturbing to see her fall back into the same pattern that I did when I was dating Alex but I'm happy that she had the courage to break up with him and fight back in a respectful way. I can honestly say that I wouldn't have handled it with such maturity so I'm really proud of her.

I can't wait for you to come over tomorrow, I'm really excited to see you. I'm not sure what we're going to do but hopefully we can watch a movie or something! I have some Dunkin Donuts gift card so maybe we can go out and get some coffee ☕

Just a friendly reminder that you're the best guy ever. I love you 💛

[vinnyxamanda]

March 13

Today was a super productive day today. I watched three movies and studied for a decent amount of time. You played lots of games today but didn't sleep well so we both decided to head to bed early. All in all, the day could have been better if we started on the right foot. Tomorrow I'm supposed to spend the day with my mom, and you're going out with Jimmy. I'm sad I won't get to go but I'm sure you'll have fun. I love you!

[vinnyxamanda]

March 12

The days until my surprise is revealed are dwindling. Our two year anniversary is almost here. Today was a very relaxed and mellow day, I hope you had a nice day at work. I recorded a lovely video that I had a lot of fun with, so that set a happy tone for the day. If it doesn't snow too much tomorrow I should be seeing Charis for lunch 💛 I'm feeling very happy and airy today, I think I'm just stuck in my good mood. Sleep well Vinny.

[vinnyxamanda]

March 11

One of the most stressful nights we’ve had in a while. Things went kind of upside down and we had a big argument, which upset us both. It was hard but we talked it out and things were okay. I’m sorry you have to be the bigger person sometimes, I’ll do my best to grow and become stronger. I care for you so much, I’m glad we can talk things out.

[vinnyxamanda]

March 10

Had a lazy day today, just got Georgies and hung out until it was time for me to go home. I’m sorry we didn’t get to have a proper goodbye, I know I’ll see you really soon though, which makes me happy.

I’m happy to be home with Coraline, but not really happy to be home. Wishing I was back in Albany, working the day away and doing homework.

[vinnyxamanda]

March 9

Finally spring break is upon us! Today you drove down to CT with me and we had a lot of fun. I really liked the podcast you played, it was hilarious. Also, I think I'm growing a new appreciation for glazed donuts because of you.

I was really happy to see Jimmy, I had a lot of fun hanging out with him. His whole talking over you thing was really not my cup of tea, but I'm glad you got to express yourself at least a little bit while we had our deep talk

We stayed up super late though lol Jimmy would not let us leave for nothing 😂 But it was nice and the dinner wasn't half bad.

[vinnyxamanda]

March 8

Today I worked at short and stout and had a lot of fun. I could have been there all day if my shift didn't end at 4. Thank you for picking me up and dropping me off, I really appreciated it, especially with all the snow that fell. Sadly, no classes were cancelled today, which means you had a test that you didn't study for. Still, you said you felt confident so I'm happy to hear that.

Tonight I hung out with Megan which was really fun. I also let you take a little nap and made baked ziti. I would say it was a normal day, but something feels really off. Once again, we keep fighting with each other. I find myself getting annoyed at you and your stubbornness. I think it's more tolerable when one of us is the voice of reason, but sometimes I feel like we bicker like children, which only makes me feel resentment. I don't know what to do with these feelings, I'm just sad and upset and it's a cycle that isn't stopping. I hope things can go back to being happy all the time again

[vinnyxamanda]

March 7

It's been snowing like crazy so classes were cancelled! I'm happy we got a snow day, it gave us a lot of time to relax. You had a big exam so you were a bit on edge, but luckily you said you did well on it. Only a few more days until we can head home for break! It couldn't come soon enough.

[vinnyxamanda]

March 5

We had a big fight tonight because of how your work has been piling up. I didn’t handle it very well and we had some bad blood at the moment. I’m sorry for how I handled it, but I’m glad we talked things out. I love you very much, you’re my everything. 

[vinnyxamanda]

March 4

Today I had my first shift at my new job, short and stout!! Wow it was really overwhelming but at the same time so much fun. I can't even tell you how many dishes I washed today, probably 100 different cups and plates. There was some weird rush hour at one point where 40 Korean students just came in and ordered 1000 bubble teas all at the same time. I think everyone found that time to be really stressful but I found it kind of fun! But at times I did space out a little and retreat into my little head space, which was weird lol

But today was a really good day, even if I got no work done. I liked watching you figure out your code and eat DP Dough. Yay Sundays 👧

[vinnyxamanda]

March 3

Today everything was revealed. We had a big heart to heart after a small fight, and I told you all about how I've been feeling lately. I think it got a little more raw than I thought it would go, but I don't regret it because it helped us connect communicate better. I know I have some issues within with how I deal with people, and that's my own issue to work on. Thank you for always loving me and being understanding, and comforting me in times like this. I love you.

We also went to a party tonight, but there was no dancing. Despite that, I had a lot of fun hanging out with everyone. I love going out and talking to people, and it's even better when I can do it with you!! 💛