Kissed Me Quite Insane @violentfemale - Tumblr Blog

Introduction

This is primarily a photography blog, if you can even call it photography.

I just like capturing what the inside of my brain looks like in the form of visuals.

TW-

This blog may contain disturbing imagery. Proceed at your own caution. It may also include depictions of self h@rm and EDs.

Take care of yourselves, y'all.

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

#intro post #pinned intro

One day, I am gonna grow wings.

#This piece is titled - buildings I've tried to jump from #photography on tumblr #phone photography #my photography #Through the eyes of a violent female #tw sui ideation

In bloom

#Through the eyes of a violent female #photography on tumblr #photography aesthetic #phone photography #flowers

HeyLoOo how are you ? 🫧

Heyy! I'm doing alright, minus school beating my ass. How are you doing?

#ask

Bitch I'm suicidal

#the ramblings of a violent female #tw sui ideation #tw sui mention #The trolley problem

To live, for the little things...

#Through the eyes of a violent female #Self care?#CANDLES #music #One direction

Hello darkness, my old friend.

#the ramblings of a violent female #Tw ed #Tw weighing scale #I fucking gained weight so relapse it is✨

My mom :- Why can you never act normal? Just sit like a human. Why are you always acting weird?

Mother... I am bi and most probably neuro divergent, the fuck is sitting properly??

#the ramblings of a violent female

There's an impending world war, the planet is on fire, the countries and organizations in power are either actively contributing to burning us alive or are willfully ignorant towards it.

I'm bisexual with homophobic parents, most of my friends live with a abusive parents and I worry whether or not they're alive half the time, we have no freedom to choose what kind of lives we want to live, no freedom to be ourselves, no ability to fight back when we get smacked around by our parents because the system doesn't care about us.

But sure, I should focus on Dalton's Atomic Theory for a stupid science final tomorrow.

#the ramblings of a violent female #free palestine #Fuck trump #Fuck school #tw abuse #abusive parents #homophobia #My parents said “Israel is defending itself” ISRAEL IS NOT FUCKING DEFENDING ITSELF #AND USA DID NOT HELP AFGHANISTAN

There's a really fancy, large-scale religious function in my house and it's about to be a fucking nightmare because -

SMOKE WHY IS THERE ALWAYS SO MUCH SMOKE??

Religious guilt coming back with a vengeance. ✨✨

Sitting! Still! For! FOUR! Hours! (Straight up impossible for me, I'm undiagnosed but there's definitely something wrong with my brain).

I have an exam tomorrow that I can't study for until this whole ordeal is over.

PEOPLE TOO MANY PEOPLE.

Ehhh I'm just not a fan of apples.

#the ramblings of a violent female #tw religion #tw religious trauma #I'm a raging atheist aaaaaaaaaaaaa get me out of here!!

off to kill myself, suggestions encouraged!!

#the ramblings of a violent female #tw sui mention #tw sui ideation

And just when you think you're getting better

You fall right back down the rabbit hole.

#Through the eyes of a violent female #photography on tumblr #dark photography #dark aesthetic #photography aesthetic #tw depressing stuff #3d relapse

I eat and it feels like I'm choking myself. Morsels clogging up my throat, wheezing for empty air.

I eat and it feels like I'm killing myself. Filling my stomach up with poison that claws at my insides, painting them a bright red.

I eat and it feels like I'm losing myself. Enlarging and bloating into a monster that can't fit into any home, that roams the gutters and hides its face in the filth.

I eat and it tastes like giving up. I eat and it tastes like failure. I eat and it tastes like polluted water. I eat and it tastes like death.

I eat.

#tw ed #the ramblings of a violent female

i'm so proud of you, i know recovery may seem tough right now but in the long run it is so worth it.

keep going, you're doing amazing. <3

Thank you so much! That really means a lot to me.

I hope you have a great life!

<333

#the ramblings of a violent female #anon ask

I miss being empty.

I miss the numbers.

I miss the victory.