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Simply living life as I should, not like how others wish for me to. || Bisexual Demiromantic, frequents drag shows, is an avid - if not compulsive - inventor ||

[violet--and--violent]

Hello to those who may view this.

My name is Donovan Williams, native to New York, though where I may live is none of your concern. I simply opened up this blog not just for myself but for those who may be curious about me, my inventions, or things about my life that aren't extremely personal.

Note: I refuse to engage with anyone in DMs, even if I may know you personally.

Thank you for visiting my virtual abode: behave, and I won't use my teeth.

There's a reason why I have titanium canines.

Hello!! Mod here!!

This is an RP blog for a branch-off AU to a friend of mine's AU (that I will refuse to say, please don't ask.) that involves a Donatello that no longer wishes to be a Hamato or even a Donatello.

#violettime - ask reply tag

#purplehere - rp blog entry tag

[angelic-artistries]

Is, uh... is it a bad time to mention Ronin and I have been dabbling in

um

vigilantism as well

[violet--and--violent]

YES

YESYESYES

JOIN ME IN VIGILANTISM, BRETHEREN AND SISTERS

... Ahem. I'm glad to know you both are getting out of the house more.

[angelic-artistries]

To be fair it was moreso back in our old world, when we were the two that. Actually ever left the apartment.

But I did go out for a patrol the other night! I still worried that I'd run into him, or he'd track Pixie down again ahahaha ....

[violet--and--violent]

Everyone here wouldn't let that happen.

Especially Mike, specifically Mike, because he was VERY quick to come to her aid.

It's obvious something is going on with him when it comes to Pixie but anyway VIGILANTISM

[angelic-artistries]

He is a simp and I can tell.

Vigilantism :3

[violet--and--violent]

It's PAINFUL but I'm glad he's not hiding or anything, just being respectful, but he visited after my uh. bender and to say the least he at least wants to at least visit. I made a suggestion to just wait and he took that seriously so! crisis averted.

Meet me tonight in the meantime, I've got eyes on Big Mama again and something shady is going on - new champion apparently.

[angelic-artistries]

Always some variant of her stirring shit, huh. On it!

............. you didn't hear this from me but Pixie misses him a lot

[violet--and--violent]

Mother dearest has her reasons but a new champion means someone got snatched up and goodness knows who it is. For all we know it could be another variant of us, going off of our luck as of recent.

.. I shall keep this knowledge quiet, you have my word

[angelic-artistries]

Is, uh... is it a bad time to mention Ronin and I have been dabbling in

um

vigilantism as well

[violet--and--violent]

YES

YESYESYES

JOIN ME IN VIGILANTISM, BRETHEREN AND SISTERS

... Ahem. I'm glad to know you both are getting out of the house more.

[angelic-artistries]

To be fair it was moreso back in our old world, when we were the two that. Actually ever left the apartment.

But I did go out for a patrol the other night! I still worried that I'd run into him, or he'd track Pixie down again ahahaha ....

[violet--and--violent]

Everyone here wouldn't let that happen.

Especially Mike, specifically Mike, because he was VERY quick to come to her aid.

It's obvious something is going on with him when it comes to Pixie but anyway VIGILANTISM

[angelic-artistries]

He is a simp and I can tell.

Vigilantism :3

[violet--and--violent]

It's PAINFUL but I'm glad he's not hiding or anything, just being respectful, but he visited after my uh. bender and to say the least he at least wants to at least visit. I made a suggestion to just wait and he took that seriously so! crisis averted.

Meet me tonight in the meantime, I've got eyes on Big Mama again and something shady is going on - new champion apparently.

[angelic-artistries]

Is, uh... is it a bad time to mention Ronin and I have been dabbling in

um

vigilantism as well

[violet--and--violent]

YES

YESYESYES

JOIN ME IN VIGILANTISM, BRETHEREN AND SISTERS

... Ahem. I'm glad to know you both are getting out of the house more.

[angelic-artistries]

To be fair it was moreso back in our old world, when we were the two that. Actually ever left the apartment.

But I did go out for a patrol the other night! I still worried that I'd run into him, or he'd track Pixie down again ahahaha ....

[violet--and--violent]

Everyone here wouldn't let that happen.

Especially Mike, specifically Mike, because he was VERY quick to come to her aid.

It's obvious something is going on with him when it comes to Pixie but anyway VIGILANTISM

[angelic-artistries]

Is, uh... is it a bad time to mention Ronin and I have been dabbling in

um

vigilantism as well

[violet--and--violent]

YES

YESYESYES

JOIN ME IN VIGILANTISM, BRETHEREN AND SISTERS

... Ahem. I'm glad to know you both are getting out of the house more.

[violet--and--violent]

I forgot how fun vigilante work can be when you're able to just let loose.

Being able to strategize, plan, and do things on your own without the strict morals of heroism like before is...

All in all it's quite freeing.

[violet--and--violent]

I can't say I'm doing better after everything that went down but as they say - the only way from rock bottom is up and I can say that's not the only bottom I've hit if the several empty bottles of wine from the Hidden City and a couple of those nasty Buzzballs and Cutwaters aren't fine examples, he says sarcastically.

My head is throbbing and the light hurts. I'm wearing sunglasses just to look at my computer screen.

Ow.

I had to make an escape after seeing that little Don and just have time for myself and that.. was a bad idea.

[violet--and--violent]

And while we're at it, I mean it when I say don't need me, I am liable to explode and I don't mean into a million unrecognizable pieces. I hate emotions being this strong and thus now I have to deal with the fallout of getting these accursed walls back up and scrubbing his existence and not even CLOSE to good name off of my blog and phone.

Fucking disgusting. This is why I don't do relationships, folks of all feathers! I've made myself look like an absolute clown!

Spirits, I should've known this motherfucker was a cheater but alas I got too wrapped up in the chemical reactions of it. Me! THE Genius to Genius Tech diminishing my genius for that.

What a fucking joke.

[violet--and--violent]

Well, color me not surprised - I no longer have a boyfriend.

If anyone needs me I'll be in my car: and with that -

Please don't need me.

Donovan out.

[violet--and--violent]

Going to their home now to see who cut the power considering I installed cameras awhile ago and fixing the power.

I will absolutely murder him if that's the case: if he was there then I'll be going to the Hidden City myself.

[violet--and--violent]

As much as I have not said anything I have been.. maybe, quietly, making something for my nephew.

I noticed Hongmei is very much a fan of his newest papa after hearing from me about his early vigilante days: the story of Red Angel of Preventing Harm had him so starry-eyed I could've sworn this was Angelo. So! I decided to make him a bandanna that's big, much like papá made for us as children, to grow into. I'll be giving it to Raph to give to him when Hongmei comes home from school.

I think my nephew will like this.

[angelic-artistries]

Raph's gotta make his own blog at some point but imagining Ronin huge after a little sneeze was funny enough to lose my coffee apparently--

Need another brooch, though? I got a couple extras, one of em is being used by Hongmei. If y'all need some soup, too, Raph can make a mean chicken noodle soup.

She's hunched over trying not to crush us because she can't fit through the door. One of her hands is dangerously close to going out the window Alice in Wonderland style.

PLEASE. To all of that. Neither of us can do anything right now- OH OK EVERYTHING'S FLOATING NOW HELP

[violet--and--violent]

WELL, okay, hold on - lemme call Ness next door, she's got a bracelet you guys can borrow for Ronin to cancel that out and some spell herbs I can put in the soup to help stop the sneezing at least -- ACTUALLY she already gave me some and I got the jewelry, spell's in the soup, bringin over the bracelet too and cloaking brooch.

Uhhhh - I also hope you guys are ready to meet Hongmei though because he's wanting to come with me and I can't refuse the kid--

[violet--and--violent]

To add on: I don't trust Simoni because I fear his powers are volatile, I don't trust Simoni because his emotions are most likely tied to his powers and his emotions are volatile.

I don't trust him to not pull something stupid.

[angelic-artistries]

.... I found the page that was the doomed us.

Stars. Were the three of us really so...? I need to take a nap.

[violet--and--violent]

Do not worry about that, Angie. It'll never happen, not to us, never to us: I'll make sure it never happens.

Call me when you need me.

[violet--and--violent]

The more I look at this page that was the doomed version of my family I... don't know how much I wish for Simoni to be around them.

If he doomed one of my family then what's to say he won't do this to both? What's to say he won't bolt and do something stupid like he did again?

I know Angie and the others won't think that way but I do.

[angelic-artistries]

Hey, other Mike here - Simoni now, Mikey insisted, couldn't say no.

You and her are so alike yet so different. I've only heard bits and pieces and only talked to you briefly: this? this is what I would've dreamed of for you. Even if you may be topside and not in the Hidden City, you've been able to move on with your lives: other you couldn't. Not when things went to shit so fast, not when you lost your Donnie in that reality, not when some other variant of your Raph was consistently visiting with me and my Leo and Don.

Please don't sink into that headspace because it destroyed me. Three times. It may hurt but know that things turned out different here, you saw through the smoke and mirrors and got out. You did so well and I'm so proud of you. Even if it may not mean much I absolutely am.

I can't help it. It's because I broke those rose lenses that Raph decided to stay behind to reprimand him.. don't even know where he is now.

I'm glad, at least.. haha, I managed to do one thing right. Do you- no. You were in that awful place, you wouldn't know what killed her.

[eclips3dsun]

... I do. I know what did but I can't say. If I do it'll make it real and I don't think that'd be something I could survive.

As for.. your Raph, from what I know you've found your Donnie alive and okay. I hope your Raph is but just. Don't lose that hope. That's all I had going for me and I'm out of the Prison Dimension.

Keep your eyes peeled.

[angelic-artistries]

Couldn't survive? What could be so horrible that it being real would be so undesirable..?

... Right. Donovan is okay. I'm glad about that, truly. It still feels... off. And not knowing if Raph is okay, it's terrifying.

I don't know if hope is enough for me.

[eclips3dsun]

I can't. I really can't answer that uhm - that question. But the only thing I can say is there's a reason why I had been infected like I was, why I succumbed so fast.

And.. does uh. Does Donovan have a blog perchance.

Mikey is currently staring at his phone all bug-eyed but he looks excited??? I don't know if I should be worried or not.

[angelic-artistries]

Oh! Um, yes. Angie used to borrow it before he made this one for us. @violet--and--violent if I remember right? (Sorry Donovan. Hi!)

Angie's been forcing Donovan and I to be social, lmao.

[violet--and--violent]

You would be correct, hello Pixie, and hello uhm... Other Mike. Simoni. Whomever you may be.

As for why Michael is looking excited you might want to take a look for yourselves.

[violet--and--violent]

it's.. weird bein here.

Donnie n Raph had a big fight too before Raph left - not my proudest moment honestly but I just...

I wanted to believe for a lil bit more that what I'd seen wasn't true. Raph didn't want to think his lil brother was capable of that but it's sorta hard to deny when the facts are in front of ya. Nearly got physical but after that Leo n I left and since.. I dunno how long he's been gone.

I still patrol the Hidden City because I know he's a danger. It's where I go for my dojo after all but I hope he knows if he tries anything funny I'm not playin' around.