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[violetdoestarot]

The Power of Tarot:

So I did this little game with my friends where I use tarot to describe the person they’re thinking of’s outward personality and stuff like that but they won’t tell me the name of that person, just kept thinking of it. AND HOLY SHIT LMAO I WAS ACCURATE! It was so cool and fun, it was like a mind reading game I love it so much. We used it to describe the people we know and have my friends guess who that person is. Definitely recommend doing it!!

[violetdoestarot]

hi violett i’m g and i’d like to please ask about my future connection with js! we were acquaintances from when we were younger and i’m wondering what the vibes will be this year

hi sorry hun! free readings are closed currently, i just havent updated my bio yet :(

sorry for the confusion!!

[violetdoestarot]

sorry for the late responses to everyone’s free readings, i’ll answer the rest the next few days

thank u for ur patience

[violetdoestarot]

Hey violet 💜😍☺️💕😊♥️ !! This is S.S here! Hope you and your loved ones are doing amazing !

Thanks a lot for opening free readings !

I'm S.S a she/ her a libra sun moon and mars Virgo venus and rising...

My question is how do I get out of my current stagnant situation and proceed forward with my plan of action to go ahead in my life.

The reason why I'm asking this question is because I have an uncertainty and fear about the future, whether it will even be worth it to take the plunge to transform my life if in the present I'm unable to get out of this stuck loop of nothing really progressing or when I try to make changes obstacles hinder my way !

So thanks a lot for opening free readings and hope you can understand my question and be able to answer it if you want to and when you have the time and energy to do so !

Thanks a lot !

Hi! Thanks, hope despite it all you are taking your time too!

King of cups, 3 of swords rx, 3 of pentacles rx, 10 of wands, the star rx

Everything in life is a cycle, there will be days where you’re really just going to be in a stagnant position and that’s okay! In your case, there’s a reason for it. I see this stagnancy as a blessing, look inwards!! Every stagnancy is really just stillness which is not an opportunity to change but rather, to just sit still and reflect. I see an advice for you here is to do that exact thing — which is to connect with yourself emotionally, heal from heartbreaks or past betrayal. I see something regarding that, possibly with a friendship or coworkers. I see you’re feeling overwhelmed right now with trying to prove yourself or feeling like you’re ‘left behind’. I promise you, you’re not. Now there’s also an issue with authenticity, maybe things are not working out for you because they do not align with your most authentic self. You have to be true to yourself first and everything else will follow. You’ll find your passion and your fire, and be able to connect with your creativity once that happens. Best of luck to you!!

[violetdoestarot]

hello.....

I just want to say thanks as you did a reading for me some months ago about being satisfied with my results and yes I'm....and also about the career path that it's going to be good....I just got into a good college

Thanks<333

Yayyy im happy for u!

Thank u sm for the feedback!!

[violetdoestarot]

Hello, Violet! My name is Christine and I'd like to ask what goals could I set for the next couple of months to improve finances and self-love?! 🐥

i've been feeling better lately, therapy has been helping yet I don't want to rush into something, and need ideas..

Hi!!

Queen of pentacles, 2 of wands, 8 of pentacles rx, 6 of wands, 3 of pentacles, queen of wands rx

Queen of pentacles tells me that you place a lot of your efforts when it comes to career (or managing your finances) but 2 of wands tells me you may have an issue with conflicts regarding it. Are you the people pleasing type? If so, please do not hesitate to stand up for yourself and your hard work! Do not let anyone else rain down on your light or even take your credit for themselves. Because I do see you as someone that works hard in everything you do and deserves the spotlight on it. On the other end of the spectrum, you may struggle with perfectionism and obsession because it has an issue with your ego if you’re less than perfect. Lighten up and relax a bit, no one will find fault with you if you make a small mistake — you’re only human. You may be someone that takes the lead often or does most of the work when it comes to working with other people, I advice you to relax a bit with that as well. It might lead to some misguided aggressions from you or from other people due to overstimulation and fatigue!!

[violetdoestarot]

hiii! I hope I can join your free reading! 🫶

I want to ask an advice regarding my current plan; I want to create my own fashion brand online and I need advice if this is an excellent choice for my success?

thank you! ❤️

-MP, libra sun sagittarius moon scorpio rising

Hello!!

Judgement, Wheel of fortune, 9 of Wands, 9 of cups rx, 5 of wands, death

So the advice that popped out for you is that, please do not be afraid of judgement or putting your skills out there. Stop walking on eggshells rather, and just go all out on it! I think this is an excellent choice actually, whether or not it will succeed (every business is a cycle anyway) it will result in the same of you putting your name out there and being able to try again and again until you get what you want and deserve, so go for it! Another advice I got was to, again, never stop going for what you want and never let competition get in the way of your pursuit. As for the former, I see you not getting what you want in the beginning but death is here, so you’ll come back with a rebirth — a better reinvention of what you want and possibly bring something new and unique to the table!!

[violetdoestarot]

Hello 👋🏻 congratulations on finishing your exams! I would like a free reading please.

I would like to ask for advice on what I should do this year to advance in my career as a musician.

Context: I feel stuck right now and have a lot of fears of just doing things and getting out my comfort zone. I just keep on making decisions that don't really fulfill me.

Initials: CCBE

Sun:♑

Moon:♋

Rising:♌

Thank you 🫶🏻

Hi!! Thank you! Forgive me if I’m a little rusty as I haven’t been doing tarot readings for a while lol. Do give feedback especially if i get things wrong bc that’s how i learn!!

Ten of cups rx, 8 of pentacles, 3 of cups, Knight of wands, Wheel of fortune, The moon, The lovers

The ten of cups in reverse honestly makes me think of family, did this career somehow result in a broken relationship with a family member or someone close to you? I see you being disappointed over this but if not that could also just mean that you’re not getting the happy ever after you wished for which would make sense. Now the 8 of pentacles tells me your creativity here is not really the issue, or your diligence in your work but rather — the jealousy of it all. I feel like there’s a jealousy or envy rather at other people for getting the limelight of which you wish for or feel like you deserve. An advice here would be to stop looking at other people’s pastures and celebrate your own. I know, I get it myself at how hard that is to do, but forgetting to place value in your own work will not do anything but a step backwards. I see a surprise for you behind the scenes with the knight of wands here. One of your connections (a close one too maybe) will bring you a gig or an opportunity that will turn out for the better, it’s just behind the scenes atp but trust me that it’s in the works!! As for additional messages, the lovers card appeared. Now since this is an advice for a career reading it might mean to focus more on the passion and the love you have for music or your pursuit of it rather than the grueling parts, but it could also mean if you have any love interests, it could develop into something deeper.

That’s all, I hope the best for you!

[violetdoestarot]

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hello! im gonna be honest, i just came back home from my dorm andd… life’s a bit uhh packed (lack of a better word). i currently do not have the space rn to channel or do divination (i literally dont have the space to be alone) and i have made it clear in my post that i can choose to refuse an ask (although i do admit it’s okay to be disappointed since i did say i’ll do them)

either way, theyre gonna be a little late. sorry for the late notice. + i only was just able to check tumblr now

also, isn’t it a little in bad taste to just send me a link of what i said?? no hello or whatever or nothing lol.

[violetdoestarot]

Your free reading are still open???

nope! closed alreadyy

[violetdoestarot]

i really hate the fact that people (ESPECIALLY ON REELS AND TIKTOK) share an opinion on a phenomenon then fucking add “your brain is hardwired to ….” or “it’s because of your brain’s biology” without a study like??

This also goes into here in tumblr too, i see people sharing health tips WITHOUT citing a study

EITHER CITE A STUDY OR LEAVE JFC

[violetdoestarot]

will start answering the asks tmrw!!

[violetdoestarot]

Free Readings: Closed

u heard that right, bitches 😝 ur girl’s free from her exams

post-05/25: I am only really able to answer the already handful of people within my ask atm so yeah. don’t worry, i’ll open it back up again soon :)

PLEASE DO KEEP IN MIND THE RULES:

The only readings I will accept rn are those asking for an advice about a current situation or any fears! I won’t accept asks about anything else

Please put your initials, big 3/6, or whatever you’d like

PUT CONTEXT!! Does not have to be too elaborate, just explain your situation a little bit

Be polite 🤨 i will literally ignore you if you just asked a question like im fucking google then just vanish into the air

FEEDBACK IS A MUST! Now i can’t stress this enough, and while I won’t be as strict about the timeline (because it’s an advice and events need time), i still will require you to give me a feedback even if it’s not right away

Limit of three questions! HOWEVER, please be reminded that the following questions must be within the context and stay in topic. Otherwise, i will just answer one and ignore the rest

I’m allowed to refuse a reading! And if there are any questions you’d like to know that i’m okay with then just ask, i promise it’s better to ask first

Asks only! if you’d like a private reading just mention it in the asks

I WILL ANSWER UNTIL I GET TIRED!

[violetdoestarot]

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT! Also fair warning, this is dramaticized as I wrote this similar to an erotica. Well, because, entertainment. As with many PACs anyway so read and resonate with a grain of salt lol. 

🦢 This PAC will include, your FS masturbating to fantasies of you, their fave body parts of yours during sex, and a kink of theirs.

Pile 1 to 3

PILE 1

MASTURBATING TO FANTASIES OF YOU

You’d be on a date with someone else, or maybe even just talking to someone—oh, but they’re not having it. It’s nothing too serious, maybe just a cup of coffee but they could do it better. They’d keep it to themselves, but they’d be unhappy. Their stomach, which should be warm from hearing you laugh, now searing. The joy curdling into resentment and jealousy—thoughts of vengeance circling their mind. It’s too much. You’re radiant—but it’s not for them. 

Just as they see you ever so incandescently smile, tilt your head back and laugh—they’d imagine you craning your head and looking their way, then they’d feel the burden leaving their shoulders. The knots in their shoulders loosened, jaw once taunt now relaxed. A prideful smirk curling their lips.

In the safety of their privacy, their fingers will trail down their body, down to their crotch, and they’d imagine you ignoring whoever was in front of you. Whoever the fuck that irrelevant person was would not matter because they’d make you forget, show you who’s much better. They’d imagine the other party watching as they’d walk up to you and charm you, then the other party would see that you two are only meant for each other. 

Trust. They’d trust that, in time, you’ll see. They’d be the serpent, slithering in front of your door and show you temptation but baby, it’s salvation. Just take a bite, they promise it’s sweet. So, just look at them, lip biting and excitement tightening within their abdomen at the thought of living out the fantasy. The fantasy of seeing the desire pool within your eyes, only their silhouette in its reflections as they’d finally take you to bed and show you what was always meant to be. The others? Merely distractions. 

FAVORITE BODY PART

Your Hands

They’d love your hands, they can practically smell and feel the sensuality oozing off them just like the smell of caffeine stains a barista’s hands. Your poise and your craft, they’ll wish to drink it all. You’d trace the rim of a glass, fidget with a pen between your fingers, rest your fingers along your collarbone when lost in thought, or even smooth back your hair—whatever unconscious gesture it is, oh honey, they’d be insatiable over it. They can practically feel the goosebumps left behind your fingers trailing over their skin. They’d envision you patient or desperate, whatever you give, they’ll take it. Even if it’s the sweet hiss of pain as you dig your nails deeper and scratch them. Go on, scratch their chest, their back, or scratch their thighs too. A groan already bubbling from their throat at the thought. They’d intertwine your fingers with theirs, feel your person and your power. They’d like to kiss your fingers too, every crease, every knuckle, even your nail beds—they’d worship it all. You can shove your fingers down their throat and they’d take all of it. Suffocation is air if it’s from you.

Your Smile

It’s not just the curve of your lips though it’s part of it, but it’s also the bulb of your cheeks when it happens, the creases of your eyes, and that little breathy laugh that makes them go crazy. It’s their threshold, you know? Their lantern in the darkness. It’s what bursts out of you when joy bubbles up from somewhere deep and real and they’d drown in it if they could. It reminds them of the hearth, of the backyard strung with fairy lights, of music humming in the background. And if you smile like that at them during the act? Fuck, they can’t get enough of it. They get off of the idea that you trust them enough to lean back, and just relax.

Just the act is enough to make them climax already but when you smile like that, do you expect them not to go insane? Your body hardens them, gut tightening, and lungs collapsing from holding their breath but it’s your smile that’s the final bullet, toppling them over the edge from fragile pieces they built to keep up appearances. All because, God, your smile just makes the world blur a little at the rough edges. 

KINK

Soft Domination

Their kinks would be to provide for you to want nothing more, especially from everyone else looking to please you. Look at them, they’re all you need. They won’t rush you, no, instead they’d indulge in you. Cut you up in bite-sized pieces, chew you slowly like a connoisseur, and swallow you with careful deliberation. Why would they ravage you like a beast when you’re up on the silver platter for the taking and looking oh so delicious like a five-star meal? Let them work for it. They want to work for it. Their kink is being responsible for you, they want your needs and your body all under their surrender. They’ll slowly tease you, leave you in nothing but their gifts of jewelry or lingerie. They’ll make you ache and submit, trust adorning your body like priceless gold. And once you trust them? You’d feel complete, you have no choice but to. What is freedom if not surrender? They may indulge in claiming you through clothing—whether it be cuffs or marks, all of it would be soft and in your comfort. They can’t unravel you with needless cruelty, after all. They’d rather do it with the subtlety of a whisper and feather-light kisses.

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PILE 2

MASTURBATING TO FANTASIES OF YOU

They’ll be at your shared bed (I’m not really getting the *before* you guys got together). Thighs jolting and tensing at the thought of you missing them, of missing the sensual touches, the kisses, and finally the act. So, they’ll be at your bed, smelling your scent on your pillows imagining it was your hair, and they’d be teasing themselves. They’ll wonder what you’d think if you just suddenly came home and saw them. Are you going to stare or look away from surprise? What would your pretty face look like? If you didn’t look away, would your eyes be fixated on down there and start to feel your own get excited too? Would your pretty mouth form an ‘o’ or would you clam them shut and gulp? All because seeing them like that makes your throat parch? 

They’d like to feel desired, maybe because they’d desire you just as much if the situations were reversed. Will you be aggressive and suddenly take them? Replace their fingers with your own as they let out a sound because, you know your touch is preferable to theirs? They hope you would—just as much as you would touch yourself while watching them too. They’d like to wait and see. They’ll pretend they don’t see your shadow or feel your excited gaze even if they like to hold eye contact while pleasuring themselves. It makes the wait to see what you would do so much better. 

In their fantasies, they’d also like to play a little game first. Even as your lips get puffy and eyes redden, they’d like to kiss it all away and replace it with wanton moans. Let them soothe your heartaches. Oh, but they won’t mind if they’re the source of those tears during the act too. Deny you first and see those pretty tears bubble on each corner of your eyes. But don’t worry, they’ll take care of you. 

FAVORITE BODY PART

Your Eyes

They could never blindfold you, darling. All because your eyes staring at theirs, holding the contact like your souls intertwining their fingers together just makes the sex all the best. Don’t get them wrong though, they love the pleasure itself but there’s just something different about your eyes that gets them under. So don’t try to hide from them. Whenever you avoid their gaze or get shy, they’ll always, always gently nudge them back to their line of gaze. Oh, and imagine when you feel so much pleasure you start crying? The soft sniffles, whimpers from so much pleasure they give you it makes your eyes a little red? And those salty tears running from your cheek? Sweetie, they’ll groan just from the sight. Almost cum too. 

Your Genitals

Dear, I fear it’s not just your genitals that’s their favorite. It’s also your sacrum, hips, and the tease of seeing your underwear before they pull it down and reveal your excitement. They’d like to see your underwear stain; grinding and foreplay strong because there’s something about it that just makes them so insane. And once they finally feel you? Honey, they’ll drool over the warmth and the throbbing and pulsing of it all. They’ll want to bring you and themselves over the cliff, then feel the landslide of pleasure. They won’t remove themselves from you just yet. They’d feel it all, the height of pleasure and then the recovery. They’d take it all then repeat the cycle because, isn’t it all so addicting? This is the best they’ve ever felt.

KINK

Domination (and hidden submission)

Lay back and relax, because you have no choice but to take what they want and could give you. They’ll crave ownership over you, but there’s also a strong sense of stillness when it comes to it. The altar is in your hips so let them be your devotee. They’ll cling to you, voice your name like a mantra because it is, for their healing. They’d get off of you claiming them as yours as they’ll work your body to the bone. Tease you until the magic words leave your lips then reward you all the same. And if you tease them in public? Oh dear, just be careful of what you wish for until you come back to your private space because they’ll make you regret it. 

They often fall in the domination role, but darling, what they’d give to give you the control for once. For them to surrender their power to you and you just take, take what you need from them. They’re often the provider but to let you take the reins for once? The submission is like a drug especially if it’s given to you. Well, because doesn’t it feel so good to be desired so fervently? It’s healing for them. As thanks, they’ll kiss your eyes like you’re their savior because that’s what you are, angel. 

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PILE 3

MASTURBATING TO FANTASIES OF YOU

You wear anger well, darling. They‘ll fantasize about it. The way your brows knit, lips pursed tight, the heat in your eyes barely contained—they just find the scrunch in your face so charming. So, can you blame them for nudging you a whole lot to that edge? For stoking the flame in your eyes? They’ll surrender either way, so just let them taste the stubborn defiance for just a little bit longer. It can be something so incredibly petty and they know your hidden buttons that you don’t even necessarily know yourself. It’s all just so cute, so take allll your frustration out on them, won’t you? They’ll take it so well, they promise.

It can be after an argument, not too serious maybe—something minuscule but it pisses you off. Your voice intensifies as you voice out your frustrations and just rant. And even if it’s from anger, your attention tastes like sugar on the tongue. At that moment, all they want to do is take you to bed and yield to you. Admit defeat and tell you, “Yes, you’re so right babe” and replace that frown with something much more pleasurable. But if you’re not up to it? Baby, expect them to just fantasize about it. Replay the moment in their head over and over again. The groan in your voice or maybe the way you roll your eyes has them grinning like a menace as they touch themselves in the memory of your fury. 

They’ll touch themselves to the thought of bringing you to the heights of anger and bringing you down with something deeper, slower, yet more consuming. So cross your arms or cut your eyes sideways away from them because in the end, they know they’ve won for every sense you have is filled with them, them, them—even as they speak of their defeat to you.

FAVORITE BODY PART

Your Mouth

You’ll know their mistakes are deliberate when, during an argument, you’ll catch them staring at your mouth. They really can’t help it. They’re in awe of the confidence adorning your body as you won’t give a fuck on what you’re saying because you know you’re right. And you are. They like to see you holding back until the fuse is lit off and it all just blows. They’d like to see that happen with your orgasms too. They’d love to hear all the snide remarks and even degradation coming out of that damn mouth. And you know what they’ll love more? To feel that mouth on them. To feel the pleasure and the pain and the sharpness of your teeth brings to them. They’d like to see your snarls and your greed, hear the warning whispers of their name. Their pleasure is already second to yours anyway so just take what you need, darling.

Your Eyes

But instead of the softness, they’re looking for the hardened need. They’ll even pause for a bit just to see frustration pool from the need within your eyes. They’re intoxicated by the transition of anger and frustration just melt into vulnerability. They’ll move slowly and with intent as they search your eyes like finding a lost item. Because they are, they’re finding that deep and molten gaze surrendering to hunger and passion. Isn’t that what anger is? Passion all the same? You can expect them to maintain eye contact all the time, the way they narrow in suspicion, and then that flicker of emotion right before you fall apart. And towards the end, darling? You can expect the smugness radiating off their body once they see the hazy, blank look in your eyes post-orgasm.

KINK

Angry Sex 

This is someone that thrives off of intensifying every emotion during the act. They just live off of emotional chaos wrapped in intimacy. The cries, the trembles, sweetheart, they’ll take all of it. Coming undone from them or from you is just not enough, they want your voices to crack, needs unfiltered, and thighs trembling. They want to see the desperation and the tears, the whines, and unintentionally loud moans because you really just can’t hold back anymore. Even if your clothes are long gone, there is still something else about falling apart and being naked in the soul, the emotions, and not only the body. Give them sex that feels like a breakdown and drowning in everything you’ve tried to keep beneath the surface at the same time. Break them down, it’s only fair you do so right? After all, they’re the reason you’re in this state to begin with, isn’t that right? So, show them and make them suffer. They’ll love every bit of it.

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[violetdoestarot]

I tried giving chatgpt a prompt before and even gave it one of my works just to see and experiment on the extent of what it could do. I’ll be honest - it is good for fixing the grammar and repairing the syntax, it could even refine the words i was struggling to paint.

However, it didn’t feel human.

Maybe i can explain at a better time (when it isn’t like 2 am lol) but when i left it on its own with just a prompt, it definitely didn’t go the way i wanted it to - in which was to evoke the feelings and pull out the roots of what is so relatable and resonant to many book readers (maybe because it lacks the experience that allows it). It just felt like one of the many poets from the 1800s (cant remember the name of this one dude) that are so pretentious with their highfalutin vocabulary but no substance poetry lol

Of course, the moment i gave it a few of my works it did perform better and even mimicked my writing but i think, as the writer myself, it felt more processed. Processed in more ways than one with the emphasis on the wrong parts. Still, if I wasn’t the writer i think i would’ve fallen for the mimicry and that’s what’s so dangerous lol

Still can’t generate its own fucking work tho

[violetdoestarot]

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT! Also fair warning, this is dramaticized as I wrote this similar to an erotica. Well, because, entertainment. As with many PACs anyway so read and resonate with a grain of salt lol. 

🦢 This PAC will include, your FS masturbating to fantasies of you, their fave body parts of yours during sex, and a kink of theirs.

Pile 1 to 3

PILE 1

MASTURBATING TO FANTASIES OF YOU

You’d be on a date with someone else, or maybe even just talking to someone—oh, but they’re not having it. It’s nothing too serious, maybe just a cup of coffee but they could do it better. They’d keep it to themselves, but they’d be unhappy. Their stomach, which should be warm from hearing you laugh, now searing. The joy curdling into resentment and jealousy—thoughts of vengeance circling their mind. It’s too much. You’re radiant—but it’s not for them. 

Just as they see you ever so incandescently smile, tilt your head back and laugh—they’d imagine you craning your head and looking their way, then they’d feel the burden leaving their shoulders. The knots in their shoulders loosened, jaw once taunt now relaxed. A prideful smirk curling their lips.

In the safety of their privacy, their fingers will trail down their body, down to their crotch, and they’d imagine you ignoring whoever was in front of you. Whoever the fuck that irrelevant person was would not matter because they’d make you forget, show you who’s much better. They’d imagine the other party watching as they’d walk up to you and charm you, then the other party would see that you two are only meant for each other. 

Trust. They’d trust that, in time, you’ll see. They’d be the serpent, slithering in front of your door and show you temptation but baby, it’s salvation. Just take a bite, they promise it’s sweet. So, just look at them, lip biting and excitement tightening within their abdomen at the thought of living out the fantasy. The fantasy of seeing the desire pool within your eyes, only their silhouette in its reflections as they’d finally take you to bed and show you what was always meant to be. The others? Merely distractions. 

FAVORITE BODY PART

Your Hands

They’d love your hands, they can practically smell and feel the sensuality oozing off them just like the smell of caffeine stains a barista’s hands. Your poise and your craft, they’ll wish to drink it all. You’d trace the rim of a glass, fidget with a pen between your fingers, rest your fingers along your collarbone when lost in thought, or even smooth back your hair—whatever unconscious gesture it is, oh honey, they’d be insatiable over it. They can practically feel the goosebumps left behind your fingers trailing over their skin. They’d envision you patient or desperate, whatever you give, they’ll take it. Even if it’s the sweet hiss of pain as you dig your nails deeper and scratch them. Go on, scratch their chest, their back, or scratch their thighs too. A groan already bubbling from their throat at the thought. They’d intertwine your fingers with theirs, feel your person and your power. They’d like to kiss your fingers too, every crease, every knuckle, even your nail beds—they’d worship it all. You can shove your fingers down their throat and they’d take all of it. Suffocation is air if it’s from you.

Your Smile

It’s not just the curve of your lips though it’s part of it, but it’s also the bulb of your cheeks when it happens, the creases of your eyes, and that little breathy laugh that makes them go crazy. It’s their threshold, you know? Their lantern in the darkness. It’s what bursts out of you when joy bubbles up from somewhere deep and real and they’d drown in it if they could. It reminds them of the hearth, of the backyard strung with fairy lights, of music humming in the background. And if you smile like that at them during the act? Fuck, they can’t get enough of it. They get off of the idea that you trust them enough to lean back, and just relax.

Just the act is enough to make them climax already but when you smile like that, do you expect them not to go insane? Your body hardens them, gut tightening, and lungs collapsing from holding their breath but it’s your smile that’s the final bullet, toppling them over the edge from fragile pieces they built to keep up appearances. All because, God, your smile just makes the world blur a little at the rough edges. 

KINK

Soft Domination

Their kinks would be to provide for you to want nothing more, especially from everyone else looking to please you. Look at them, they’re all you need. They won’t rush you, no, instead they’d indulge in you. Cut you up in bite-sized pieces, chew you slowly like a connoisseur, and swallow you with careful deliberation. Why would they ravage you like a beast when you’re up on the silver platter for the taking and looking oh so delicious like a five-star meal? Let them work for it. They want to work for it. Their kink is being responsible for you, they want your needs and your body all under their surrender. They’ll slowly tease you, leave you in nothing but their gifts of jewelry or lingerie. They’ll make you ache and submit, trust adorning your body like priceless gold. And once you trust them? You’d feel complete, you have no choice but to. What is freedom if not surrender? They may indulge in claiming you through clothing—whether it be cuffs or marks, all of it would be soft and in your comfort. They can’t unravel you with needless cruelty, after all. They’d rather do it with the subtlety of a whisper and feather-light kisses.

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PILE 2

MASTURBATING TO FANTASIES OF YOU

They’ll be at your shared bed (I’m not really getting the *before* you guys got together). Thighs jolting and tensing at the thought of you missing them, of missing the sensual touches, the kisses, and finally the act. So, they’ll be at your bed, smelling your scent on your pillows imagining it was your hair, and they’d be teasing themselves. They’ll wonder what you’d think if you just suddenly came home and saw them. Are you going to stare or look away from surprise? What would your pretty face look like? If you didn’t look away, would your eyes be fixated on down there and start to feel your own get excited too? Would your pretty mouth form an ‘o’ or would you clam them shut and gulp? All because seeing them like that makes your throat parch? 

They’d like to feel desired, maybe because they’d desire you just as much if the situations were reversed. Will you be aggressive and suddenly take them? Replace their fingers with your own as they let out a sound because, you know your touch is preferable to theirs? They hope you would—just as much as you would touch yourself while watching them too. They’d like to wait and see. They’ll pretend they don’t see your shadow or feel your excited gaze even if they like to hold eye contact while pleasuring themselves. It makes the wait to see what you would do so much better. 

In their fantasies, they’d also like to play a little game first. Even as your lips get puffy and eyes redden, they’d like to kiss it all away and replace it with wanton moans. Let them soothe your heartaches. Oh, but they won’t mind if they’re the source of those tears during the act too. Deny you first and see those pretty tears bubble on each corner of your eyes. But don’t worry, they’ll take care of you. 

FAVORITE BODY PART

Your Eyes

They could never blindfold you, darling. All because your eyes staring at theirs, holding the contact like your souls intertwining their fingers together just makes the sex all the best. Don’t get them wrong though, they love the pleasure itself but there’s just something different about your eyes that gets them under. So don’t try to hide from them. Whenever you avoid their gaze or get shy, they’ll always, always gently nudge them back to their line of gaze. Oh, and imagine when you feel so much pleasure you start crying? The soft sniffles, whimpers from so much pleasure they give you it makes your eyes a little red? And those salty tears running from your cheek? Sweetie, they’ll groan just from the sight. Almost cum too. 

Your Genitals

Dear, I fear it’s not just your genitals that’s their favorite. It’s also your sacrum, hips, and the tease of seeing your underwear before they pull it down and reveal your excitement. They’d like to see your underwear stain; grinding and foreplay strong because there’s something about it that just makes them so insane. And once they finally feel you? Honey, they’ll drool over the warmth and the throbbing and pulsing of it all. They’ll want to bring you and themselves over the cliff, then feel the landslide of pleasure. They won’t remove themselves from you just yet. They’d feel it all, the height of pleasure and then the recovery. They’d take it all then repeat the cycle because, isn’t it all so addicting? This is the best they’ve ever felt.

KINK

Domination (and hidden submission)

Lay back and relax, because you have no choice but to take what they want and could give you. They’ll crave ownership over you, but there’s also a strong sense of stillness when it comes to it. The altar is in your hips so let them be your devotee. They’ll cling to you, voice your name like a mantra because it is, for their healing. They’d get off of you claiming them as yours as they’ll work your body to the bone. Tease you until the magic words leave your lips then reward you all the same. And if you tease them in public? Oh dear, just be careful of what you wish for until you come back to your private space because they’ll make you regret it. 

They often fall in the domination role, but darling, what they’d give to give you the control for once. For them to surrender their power to you and you just take, take what you need from them. They’re often the provider but to let you take the reins for once? The submission is like a drug especially if it’s given to you. Well, because doesn’t it feel so good to be desired so fervently? It’s healing for them. As thanks, they’ll kiss your eyes like you’re their savior because that’s what you are, angel. 

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PILE 3

MASTURBATING TO FANTASIES OF YOU

You wear anger well, darling. They‘ll fantasize about it. The way your brows knit, lips pursed tight, the heat in your eyes barely contained—they just find the scrunch in your face so charming. So, can you blame them for nudging you a whole lot to that edge? For stoking the flame in your eyes? They’ll surrender either way, so just let them taste the stubborn defiance for just a little bit longer. It can be something so incredibly petty and they know your hidden buttons that you don’t even necessarily know yourself. It’s all just so cute, so take allll your frustration out on them, won’t you? They’ll take it so well, they promise.

It can be after an argument, not too serious maybe—something minuscule but it pisses you off. Your voice intensifies as you voice out your frustrations and just rant. And even if it’s from anger, your attention tastes like sugar on the tongue. At that moment, all they want to do is take you to bed and yield to you. Admit defeat and tell you, “Yes, you’re so right babe” and replace that frown with something much more pleasurable. But if you’re not up to it? Baby, expect them to just fantasize about it. Replay the moment in their head over and over again. The groan in your voice or maybe the way you roll your eyes has them grinning like a menace as they touch themselves in the memory of your fury. 

They’ll touch themselves to the thought of bringing you to the heights of anger and bringing you down with something deeper, slower, yet more consuming. So cross your arms or cut your eyes sideways away from them because in the end, they know they’ve won for every sense you have is filled with them, them, them—even as they speak of their defeat to you.

FAVORITE BODY PART

Your Mouth

You’ll know their mistakes are deliberate when, during an argument, you’ll catch them staring at your mouth. They really can’t help it. They’re in awe of the confidence adorning your body as you won’t give a fuck on what you’re saying because you know you’re right. And you are. They like to see you holding back until the fuse is lit off and it all just blows. They’d like to see that happen with your orgasms too. They’d love to hear all the snide remarks and even degradation coming out of that damn mouth. And you know what they’ll love more? To feel that mouth on them. To feel the pleasure and the pain and the sharpness of your teeth brings to them. They’d like to see your snarls and your greed, hear the warning whispers of their name. Their pleasure is already second to yours anyway so just take what you need, darling.

Your Eyes

But instead of the softness, they’re looking for the hardened need. They’ll even pause for a bit just to see frustration pool from the need within your eyes. They’re intoxicated by the transition of anger and frustration just melt into vulnerability. They’ll move slowly and with intent as they search your eyes like finding a lost item. Because they are, they’re finding that deep and molten gaze surrendering to hunger and passion. Isn’t that what anger is? Passion all the same? You can expect them to maintain eye contact all the time, the way they narrow in suspicion, and then that flicker of emotion right before you fall apart. And towards the end, darling? You can expect the smugness radiating off their body once they see the hazy, blank look in your eyes post-orgasm.

KINK

Angry Sex 

This is someone that thrives off of intensifying every emotion during the act. They just live off of emotional chaos wrapped in intimacy. The cries, the trembles, sweetheart, they’ll take all of it. Coming undone from them or from you is just not enough, they want your voices to crack, needs unfiltered, and thighs trembling. They want to see the desperation and the tears, the whines, and unintentionally loud moans because you really just can’t hold back anymore. Even if your clothes are long gone, there is still something else about falling apart and being naked in the soul, the emotions, and not only the body. Give them sex that feels like a breakdown and drowning in everything you’ve tried to keep beneath the surface at the same time. Break them down, it’s only fair you do so right? After all, they’re the reason you’re in this state to begin with, isn’t that right? So, show them and make them suffer. They’ll love every bit of it.

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