Violet

In a deep dark place 🖤 Depres🖤

[depression-healthy-carrier]

The worst part of depression is waking up and the first thought that pops in your head is how shitty you feel, alone and already struggling to get through the day before it’s even started.

[violetrussell4]

You know when the person you care most about stops caring about you

Yeah that shit hurts

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And sometimes all you want to do is die

[violetrussell4]

[funeralfanatsies]

How You Know it’s Getting Bad Again

- I get angry over EVERYTHING. No matter how small or “not a big deal” something is, I will blow up and act like it’s the biggest thing in the world.

- I stop responding to messages.

- I will stare off into space for a long period of time and not seem mentally there.

- I will stop smiling and laughing as often.

- I tend to be really emotional and cry over the smallest things.

- I will sleep a lot.

- I will forget to eat or not have an appetite at all.

- I will stop showering as often as I use to and wear the same clothes over and over again.

- I won’t wear makeup like I use to everyday and I won’t care what I physically look like in public anymore.

- I won’t do the things that use to make me happy aka reading, writing, playing video games, socializing with friends, etc.

- I won’t have any energy to do school work even though I really need to do it.

- I become really quiet

I’m sorry, I try to be okay but sometimes it takes over and I can’t help but let it take control once again.

[violetrussell4]

This explains me down to every word😓

[violetrussell4]

[violetrussell4]

I’m sorry if I’m overly dependent on you and it’s annoying. Forgive me I just need support.

[violetrussell4]

Do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and think no matter how much I starve myself I’ll never be as pretty as other girls

[burntblueberrymuffin]

I'm truly sorry to all the people that follow me. I hope one day we can all be happy with ourselves.

🖤🖤🖤

[meineluft]

“Those who know what it’s like in the dark will do anything to stay in the light.”

— Victoria Aveyard, King’s Cage

[violetrussell4]

Am I the only one that kinda likes staying in the dark ??

[justrandomthoughts7-deactivated]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

The worst part of depression is waking up and the first thought that pops in your head is how shitty you feel, alone and struggling to get through the day before it's even started

[violetrussell4]

Everyday🥺

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